Blue eyes

Chapter 14: Repressed

All right, if readers are easily swayed by depression and triiger warning be cautious but I assure you. Slight warning of accidental self-harm. There's always a good side to the coin. Pls, enjoy the chapter.

"Mikey!!" The guys yelled as Mikey ate the last slice of pizza for the day. They were on a celebration high from stopping the alien invasion recently and have been buying more pizza the day after that.

"Your not the only one who eats Mikey, didn't you save a slice for (y/n)?"

"It's totally fine D, she said she wasn't hungry."

"Again?"

"Yeah, she said she wanted to clean her room first ."

"She's been eating less, Leonardo," Donnie noted, he'd been keeping track of your habits recently. After your healing kicked in again your body naturally healed. However, although you retained all your memories you were very forgetful. Donnie had noted a small prick in your arm before it closed up, it's where doctors performed venipuncture, Wich means to draw blood from a vein. And when Donnie had asked you about what the Krang was doing to you you couldn't remember the exact events, like a wall was blocking you off from recalling any of it. You only remember the volts of electricity running through you. As a result of your forgetfulness, the guys would always be on their feet to make sure you turned off the stove since you'd even forget to do that now. They could tell you were less energetic, less motivated as you stayed in your room most of the time, you only came out for basic needs. Everyone felt like a piece was missing in the lair. Leonardo felt that maybe it was your heartfelt laughter or randomness that would always set him into peace. He blamed himself for it, if he was a better leader or realized something was wrong with Kirby sooner, this all would have been avoided and you wouldn't be in so much pain. 'I'm Stuck between I wanna talk about it and I don't feel like bothering her..'

"I know. But what can we do about it? Not like we can make her eat....unless. Mikey, what's her favorite food?" Leonardo hoped Mikey knew if not his best bet would get your favorite ice cream. Anything to draw you out he was willing to try.

"Hmm uhh I think it was (insert your fav food.)"

Leonardo stood from the couch, "Alright team, we have a new mission."

Mikey gasped jumping up from the couch, "Operation Feed (Y/n) is a go!"

"Oh boy here we go. Leo, we can't cook remember, and much less you, Mr. Burns The Toast. We're better off getting her pizza." Raph flatly told him, mainly to annoy him.

"But Mikey can help us."

Donnie tapped on his phone reading the recipe. "Mmm no, even this is too complex for Mikey."

"Everything is complex for Mikey."

"Hey! I am the chef out of all you four, Raph can only make a sandwich." Mikey stuck his tongue out and crossed his arms.

In the end, Raph, Mikey, and Donnie agreed to get you pizza and more for them since Mikey scarfed it down. As much as Raph would like to help out, burning down the kitchen was not the way. Raph passes by the kitchen to see an empty dog bowl. He picked it up, frowning. Raph was more connected to Kami than anyone else except you. You always teased him about it because he had a soft spot for animals but he eagerly denied it the truth. He took the bowl into his room for safekeeping seeing a photo on his locker. He only had 2 photos, his brothers and you with Kami. Hed usually smile seeing them, but now it only pained him. He worried if you saw it, you might break down again so unless you ask where the bowl is he'll hang onto it. The younger brothers sided with Raph leaving Leo to venture into the task alone.