Hennessy's
"She can't do that to us, bakit tayo ang mag aadjust sa babaeng iyon eh tayo ang nahihirapan?" Kuya champ said. I told them what Maiko said to me last night. Noong narinig nila na inamin ni Maiko na buhay si Yuan yu, they were celebrating. Pero noong sinabi ko ang kondisyon, para silang nabagsakan ng langit at lupa.
"Ayokong sumira sa pinag usapan namin. Let's just appreciate what she did for us, she loves Yuan yu though." I'm trying to convince them because i don't want to look on the bad side.
"Fuck love." Kuya chmp said at napailing nalang kaming lahat.
"And besides, we can't still make a move dahil wala padin si dad. I should've been more prepared, I didn't see this shit coming." Kuya martin said.
"Kailan ba ang uwi ni dad?" Kuya champ asked. "Next week." I said. "Fuck! Di naman matutuloy ang kasal dahil sukob kay kuya Morgan diba?" Kuya champ asked.
"Hindi yan kaya dapat agapan na natin dahil mas madami na tayong oras ngayon." Kuya martin said. Kapag naaalala kasi ni kuya Champ ang tungkol sa fixed marriage nya, sobra siyang naiistress. Well, i get that a lot i mean who would wanted to be in his situation.
Jack is sitting with us but i can't feel him. Halos kanina niya pa hinahalo iyong kape niya pero di niya naman iniinom. Mabuti na iyong ganyan kesa mag bangayan nanaman kami.
Tumunog ang cellphone ko and i saw an unknown number texted me. I open it and i saw "hey, it's chad. Are you free today? Kita sana tayo BGC kung di ka busy. :)"
Free naman ako today kaya i texted him when and where kami mag kikita.
"Ngingiti ngiti ka jan sino yan?" Kuya champ asked. "Wala, yung kaibigan ko sa japan." I saw jack looking at me. Blanko ang mga tingin niya at di ko nalang pinansin.
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Jack's
"Jack are you okay?" Kuya martin asked. Dama niya siguro ang pananahimik ko. I nodded. "Di lang ako masyado nakatulog kagabi." Which is totoo naman. Medyo sumasakit kasi ang ulo ko kakaisip sa kakambal ko lalo na't pinag pipilitan niya ang gusto niya.
I'm just tyring to save her this time because i failed to save her the last time she got herself in trouble. Ang kinakabahala ko lang ay hindi man niya aminin ay alam kong kaaway ang tingin niya sa akin ngayon.
If hero was only here, tutulungan ako noon na kumbinsihin si Hennessy na i let go na ang past niya at wag na mag pumilit na alalahanin lahat. She fucked up last time and this is like a fucking reset na pwede siyang mag simula ulit. I don't still get it why she keeps on going back.
I remember when Hennessy lived in greece for a long time kaya naging mag isa ako. Hero came and my life changed, i feel complete again. Ngayon ay nangyayari nanaman ang bangungot ko. Hennessy is here with me but i still feel alone because Hero took some pieces of me with him.
Minsan naiisip kong mag pakamatay nalang. Naiisip kong is it still worth it? But everytime i want to give up, naaalala ko si hero. His words. He asked me to live for him. Pag naisip kong kaya ako buhay ngayon dahil namatay siya para sakin, nabubuhayan akong lumaban kahit di ko alam kung ano pang ipag lalaban ko.
"Kuya una na muna ako sa taas kasi mag kikita kami ng kaibigan ko." Hennessy said. "Is that a boy?" Kuya champ asked.
"Kaibigan ko sa J-japan." She is avoiding the question. "Ang tanong ko eh kung lalaki ba yan?" Kuya champ smirked.
