Blind Date Gone Wrong || JenLisa

Chapter Twenty-one

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Days later, nighttime
Chahee's apartment

"Shit!" Lisa loudly cursed. She thought she was completely alone in the kitchen one late night after she got home from work. She clutched unto the straps of her backpack as she stared through the darkness. The light spilling from the bathroom was enough to see the intruder. "Ten, you scared the hell out of me.."

The moment the thai calmed down, she realized Ten was cupping his bottom front as he smiled shyly. Apparently, Perry was wearing nothing except black boxer shorts. Lisa froze, suspecting the expected and she felt a familiar squirm inside her stomach.

"Sorry, Lisa, I was looking for some ice," Ten explained as he limped towards the fridge. Then the sound of a door creaking open on their left averted the thai's attention.

Lisa's eyes widened as she saw Jennie on her red bikini. The thai's cheeks flushed and her anger rose to the top, now spilling from the edges.

Lisa immediately wore back her jacket and stormed off the apartment. The thai was so jealous, she stomped her feet as she walked. Then she jogged and then she ran until all the air left from her lungs.

She knew she had no right. She rejected Jennie. She knew the consequences. But it still hurt just the same.

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Minutes later
Irene's bedroom, Sorority House

Irene was in her nightgown, reading a book while pacing around her room, when Lisa suddenly bolted inside.

"Lisa, I didn't expect to see-" Irene was cut off by Lisa's lips on hers.

Irene's book fell from her grasp as she kissed Lisa back, arms snaking around the thai's shoulders. Lisa hurriedly locked the door behind her then she pushed Irene roughly on the bed before them.

"Miss me a lot?" Irene smirked in between kisses, tongues swirling into each other's mouth. Lisa only chuckled as she pulled Irene's nightgown off her, leaving her only in her underwear, her bare breasts all perky and visible to the thai's eyes. Then Lisa shrugged herself as she pulled away, realizing what her anger and jealousy had made her do.

"I'm sorry, shit, I'm sorry.. I should have asked permission-"

Irene grabbed Lisa for another kiss. "Hey, I like this dominant Lisa.."

"Are you sure?" Lisa's guilt was evident from her face.

"Just shut up and finish what you started," Irene teased, her round black eyes darkening. Lisa's mouth trailed off from her mouth down to her neck then to her breasts. Irene's moans filled the entire room, blocking out the music from the living room.

The thai's hand reached inside Irene's underwear. The girl underneath Lisa squirmed and arched her back, digging her nails on Lisa's shoulders as she moaned louder. The thai tried to fill her thoughts with Irene, erasing the one she had of Ten on top of Jennie.

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The next day, morning
Chahee's apartment

Jennie was sitting on Lisa's bed when the thai came home after a night with Irene. The brunette was holding a small cupcake with green icing and a lit candle on top.

"Happy birthday," Jennie said ecstatically, as she smiled at her.

Suddenly, all of Lisa's dark thoughts and fears vanished. She suddenly forgot about Ten and the jealousy she had with the guy. She suddenly forgot she was supposed to stay mad at Jennie. She suddenly forgot how she wanted to hurt herself for doing those things with Irene. "You knew?"

"I might have asked Rosie before.. and I just remembered.."

Lisa smiled at the brunette as she walked towards her and blew the candle. She realized the girl was still in her pajamas. She wondered if Jennie had waited for her to come back after what happened last night. "No one has ever lit a birthday candle for me before-"

"Not even Rosie?" Jennie was bewildered.

Lisa chuckled. "She offers me beer and that's it..."

Jennie laughed, the skin around her eyes creasing. And it was always the sweetest thing Lisa had ever seen.

"Thank you, Jen..."

After a moment of silence, Jennie placed the cupcake on her bed and invited the thai to come sit with her. Lisa obliged, dropping her backpack on the floor.

"I'm sorry," Jennie began, after coughing a bit. "I'm sorry about last night, Lis, I was just-"

"It's okay, Jen.. I guess I just overreacted..." Lisa did. She knew she had no right. But she loved Jennie and that's why what happened last night hurt her like hell.

The brunette said, "You were the one who told me we're just friends.."

The thai stared at Jennie's eyes, looking all serious. Oh, she was going for this reason, Lisa thought.

Lisa felt her ears hurting as the brunette went on. "And now you're acting all jealous.."

Lisa interjected. "I'm not jealous-"

"Then why did you act like that last night..."

"Because... because.," Lisa stuttered, avoiding Jennie's eyes. "I was just not expecting to see you two... you know... I mean, what would you expect if it was Irene and me you saw?"

Jennie suddenly became upset. Lisa immediately regretted why she had said those things. Her hand went to touch the brunette's hand but Jennie immediately pulled away as she looked down on her feet.

Jennie then muttered, "Why are we doing this, Lisa?"

"What?"

"Why do you keep on denying this? Us?"

"Us? Jennie, there's no us... You perfectly made that clear..."

Birds fluttering could now be heard outside the building.

"You know I like you, Lisa. Okay?" Jennie snapped. "I like you and now that I know what I want, you keep on pushing me away.."

Lisa swallowed a lump in her throat. She did not expect this would go awry. "You know what you want?" Lisa scoffed then she let out a sarcastic laugh. "Are you even sure about that, Jennie? Last night, you were having sex with Ten-" The thai then realized she was also doing the same, but with Irene.

"I'm sorry, okay? It took me time to figure it out..." Jennie explained, trying to bite back a sob.

"Did you know how many times I try to convince myself that you were just toying with my emotions? That oh, Jennie is just a sweet person that's why she's doing all this and she's doing all that... that you're always looking at me like that and that it shouldn't mean something...

"Do you know how bad I try to get over you a million times? Jen, I can't do this with you.. And you know why..."

"I know that now, Lisa," Jennie said exasperatedly, now kneeling in front of the thai. It broke Lisa, seeing just how much sadness filled the brunette's eyes. "Lisa, give me time, please. And I promise you... I'll make it up every day to make you believe that what I feel is all real-"

"You have Ten, Jen," Lisa interjected. "I... I have Irene."

"I don't love Ten, Lisa... I... I love you..."

Lisa shook her head, avoiding the brunette's gaze. Of course, Jennie doesn't know what she's saying, Lisa thought.

"Do you even know what is love, Jennie?"

"I.. I do..." Jennie's voice was breaking.

"You don't even sound sure..."

"Because I've never felt this way before," Jennie squealed. "Do you.. Do you love her?"

"What?"

"Do you love Irene?"

The thai couldn't answer back. She knew telling the truth wouldn't do any good to the both of them. They have messed up completely.

"It's a simple question, Lisa," Jennie went on.

Lisa sighed as she hesitantly nodded. She really did but it was the normal kind of love you felt towards close friends, not the same with the intense love she always had for the brunette. I love you so much, Jennie Kim, Lisa thought. Of course, she couldn't just say that.

Jennie bit back a sob as she quickly stood up and headed towards the door. "I'm happy for the two of you."