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💙LUCY ⚠️LUCY Without Me? ⚠️

Kpop
Main person: Sangyeob
Genre: Angst
⚠️Abuse, mention of drowning, unfair treatment, mention of self harm and suicide⚠️
Plot: the manager hates Sangyeob and wants him to leave the group. He tries to get Sangyeob out by harming him, but Sangyeob doesn't give up his spot that easily
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Wonsang always jokes around about being a trio instead of a four member boy band. Even though Sangyeob knows it's a joke it always makes him feel uneasy. This is simply because their main manager hates him and wants him gone. So what if it gets to that point. Just to make matters worse the manager, one of their main managers, hits basically abuses him. With the whole group he doesn't show this but if the manager is alone with the Sangyeob he cusses at him and tries to hit him, with success 80% of the time

But if he gets hurt due to the managers behaviour the manager blames it on something Sangyeob struggles most with , depression. Sangyeob is just standing in the same room as the manager tells them he self harmed. The wounds aren't even cuts, just bruises over his face. And he doesn't blame anyone for believing the manager. Before debut he fell into depression. But as he got closer with the others he tried to find his way out of it. Slowly he learned to love himself again.

A lot of the times he complains about his issues to the fans, but without telling what actually happens. He does it in the vlive chat and on the groups fan cafe and sometimes even on Instagram or Twitter.
(A/N: i don't know how fan cafe actually works so if this is not correct I'm sorry)

"do you guys want to go busking tomorrow?" Yechan asks as he puts his phone down to stretch. "yes! It's been a while" Wonsang smiles. "sounds fun" Gwangil smiles, trying to focus on the game he's playing with Wonsang. "nah, I'm tired."

They look at Sangyeob, a bit shocked. Usually he's the one who wants to go busking all the time. "are you sick? You always want to go and now you suddenly don't?" "I'm fine. like i said I'm tired." Yechan shrugs and looks back onto his phone. "then we'll go as a trio." Wonsang says as he grabs a card.

Sangyeob looks up from his book. His heart drops at the word trio. He knows that Wonsang doesn't mean it that way, but it hurts. And lile that he gets stuck in bad thoughts. What if LUCY don't actually need him? What if he's just useless? Why is he here in that case? Does he deserve the position he's in right now? What would have happened if he didn't make it to the position he is in now? What would he do? What if they send him away?

"Sangyeob, are you good?" the older is brought back to reality by the maknae's voice. "oh, yeah. I was just thinking about..... The plot of the book. And what i wanted to do tomorrow. Nothing to worry about haha." he smiles trying to get the younger to let it go. "if you say so."

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Its quiet in the dorm. Night has fallen and all four males are asleep. But Yechan wakes up because of a bad dream. He gets out of bed and walks downstairs to get some water. At the bottom of the stairs he stops. Squinting to see whatever is laying on the kitchen island.

After a while his eyes slightly get used to the dark. His eyes widen as he notices it's one of the guys. Yechan sleeps in a different room then the other three. He got kicked out of the room due to his snoring. So he doesn't know who it could be, a band member of course but who?

Slowly he walks over to the kitchen island. The closer he gets the more his eyes get used to the dark. It's Sangyeob. But he's not wearing his pajamas, it looks like he didn't change clothes at all.