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💙Victon ⚠️Solo Album ⚠️

(while I was searching up Seungsik's family name I found the perfect song, it above next to the picture)
Kpop
Main person: Seungsik
Ship: 2seung
Genre: Angst
details/ warnings: depression, sort of cheating, heart break, type of self harm
Plot: Seungwoo is so busy with his solo album causing Seungsik to feel left behind
Enjoy
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Loving someone is hard, Seungsik knows that well. But these days it got harder and harder for him. Especially since Seungwoo is busy with his solo album. But that's not the biggest point. Seungwoo doesn't even look back at Seungsik. But he gives his attention to Subin.

"you look so pretty Subinie." He moves his hand trough the maknae's hair. Non of the other members are bothered by his behaviour. But Seungsik can't push it away. This exact behavior was used for him. It's a way for Seungwoo to express his love for someone. "Seungwoo...." the leader doesn't even look up. "hyung, Seungsik is calling you." Subin innocently says. The younger obviously doesn't know that Seungwoo isn't being fair. "what is it Seungsik? I'm taking my break so I don't want you to bother me." Chan looks up, anger and annoyance in his eyes. "sorry... I just don't like the way you act to Subin right now." anoyed the leader gives him a glance. "your just jealous. I'm just aloud to talk and touch others. I'm not your doll or something like that." Hanse makes a low growling sound. Instead of coming up for himself Seungsik just gives in. "oke, I won't bother you." Sejun taps Seungwoo's shoulder and shows him something. The older smiles at him and pats his shoulder.

He didn't want to be in the dorm having to look at his boyfriend flirting with the other members. As soon as he closes the door tears spill. Was his love for him just gone? Did Seungwoo not care about him anymore? As tears spill out his mind fills with thoughts, unpleasant thoughts. He grabs his wrist and puts pressure on it. "N-no. Don't do that."

In the evening Seungsik completely skipped dinner. Seungwoo enters his room since they sleep together most of the time. Seungsik didn't turn to him. "I'm sleeping in my own room. That's your punishment for being jealous." he picks up his pillow and leaves. Seungsik bites his hand to stop himself from sobbing out loud. Is this is fate? Did he deserves this?

Subin wakes Seungsik up. "hyung, can you maybe make breakfast for us?" The older nods and Subin runs out of the room and downstairs. Slowly Seungsik sits up and rubs his head. He dresses and goes downstairs. "Hai hyung!" Chan cheerfully greets him. The older gives him a fake smile. He makes eggs and bacon for the members with a cup of ramyun. "it looks yummy!" Subin packs a box for Seungwoo. The leader walks downstairs and greets the others. "here hyung, your breakfast." he smiles. "thanks Subinie." he gives Subin a blow kiss. Seungsik stands in shock and bites his lip. Last time Seungwoo gave him a blow kiss was a week before the release of Nostalgic night. As seungwoo leaves Seungsik collapses onto his knees.

He asked to manager to bring him something and Subin finds it suspicious, but he shakes it off. "even though Seungwoo hyung isn't with us we have to practice. Let's go." Sejun yells. In the practice room they do there warm up and start to practice. They start with Howling. During Hansen's rap part Seungsik collapses. "hyung!" they kneel next to him just to find that he's unconscious

After Seungsik woke up everything went to normal. To Seungsik it felt the members didn't care. So he decided to just go. In the main time Seungwoo has a break so he returned to the dorm. "hey guys." Subin runs to hug the older. "hyung, Seungsik collapsed during practice." the older sighs. "is he oke now?" Sejun shrugs. "he left about an hour ago. He should returns soon." another sigh from the older. "just take good care of him."

About three hours after Seungwoo left Seungsik comes back. "hyung, can you make us lunch? Your cooking is just the best." He nods slowly and walks into the kitchen. He puts up the water for the noodles. Cutting the vegetables his mind trails off. His wrist tingles. "N-no, stop."

He puts the bowls on the kitchen island and sits down on one of the chairs that is next to it. As he sits down sleep hits him, he bearly got any sleep . And so he falls asleep with his head on the kitchen island. Subin enters the kitchen. "oh he's asleep." he takes the bowls and gives them to the others. But non of the members know how broken Seungsik is inside.

Late in the evening Seungwoo returns but he's a bit grumpy. He immediately heads to bed, in his own room. The other members are also tired and totally forget about the sleeping male. It isn't till the next day that Subin remembers. "Seungsik hyung." the younger rushes downstairs almost falling. To his surprise Seungsik isn't there. In confusion he goes back upstairs. But the older isn't in his room either. "Hyungs, do you know where Seungsik is?" all of them shake their head. Seungwoo also left early, but that's because he's busy with his solo album. "maybe he's in the practice room." Chan says as he puts on his sweater. "good idea, let's check."

(they have a big practice room in the company building and a small one in there dorm. They would hear if he was there.)

The five males open the door of the company building. As Subin opens the door to the practice room a weird smell comes free. Seungsik is laying on his back, next to him is a little bottle with liquid and one with something else. Subin picks it up. The pills are health damaging, and so is the liquid. "S-Subin." Seungsik groans softly. "how did you get this?!" Subin is angry. "I asked the manager to get it for me." Seungsik's voice is soft and hoarse. "why though?!" The older coughs heavily. "Sejun, call an ambulance. Now!" the older grabs his phone and dials the number. Subin walks into the hallway. Seungwoo walks up to him. "what's all this fuss about. I can't concentrate like this!" They make eye contact. The younger gives an anoyed glance. "hey, your not the one making a solo album and working hard for it." Subin scoffs. "well, your not the one on the edge of death!"

"what." Seungwoo tilts his head slightly. "Seungsik was apparently taking those banned pills and liquid." a silence falls over the two. "what kind of pills? And liquid?" the younger sighs. "the ones that damage your health. And I think he has the strong ones." Seungwoo freezes. "W-why?!" Subin shrugs. The police and the medics enter. The leader starts to panic. He pushes everyone aside. As he stops just a few steps away from Seungsik. "S-Seungsik." sobbing he falls on his knees. "I-I'm so sorry." he puts his head down. The medics take Seungsik with them. But Seungwoo doesn't move from his spot.

Chan and Subin succeeded to pull the leader along to the hospital. Seungwoo is still in panic. "calm down hyung." Hanse puts his hand on his shoulder. "what if he dies?!" Subin lowers his head. "he won't!" Sejun mumbles. "you never know, if he took much of it his health will be so low that he can't recover from it." they look at Subin, knowing that he's right. "family and friends of Kang Seungsik?" Seungwoo shoots up. "is he oke?!" the doctor sighs. "his health is low, but we can still save him. Make sure he doesn't take the liquid and pills any more. Give him this medicine instead." he hands him a bottle. "you can take him home with you." Subin frowns. "where is Seungsik?" the doctor looks behind him. "um.. He was here." he walks away and Seungwoo follows him.

In the middle of the hallway Seungsik is sitting against the wall, staring at his hands. "Seungsik!" he shields his head with his hands but someone grabs his hands. Seungwoo pulls him up and into a hug. "I was worried! I thought you where going to die!" The older doesn't reply. But inside he's happy. Seungwoo was and is worried, he cares. "let's go home."

Seungsik is forced to rest for two months. Seungwoo sits down next to him with a cup of tea. "hey... Can you maybe explain to my why you did... That." they make eye contact and tears fill the older's eyes. "everything you ever did to me, you did to the other members. You flirted with the other members. But you told me to let you talk and touch the others because I don't own you. You where so busy with your solo album and didn't walk to me. So I just thought that you didn't love me anymore. Because you acted like it." Seungwoo bites his lip. "why didn't you tell me? I love you with all of my heart. I didn't mean to hurt you at all. Please forgive me." the older nods and puts his head on the leaders shoulder. "ill make sure to give you more attention." Seungsik hums softly. And like everything is good again