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💙NCT |Too Much Pressure

Second part of Do you even need me?
Second part requested by: -sqxxrrelcxfe-
Kpop
Side group: Lucy
Mainly Mark
Angst
Might be short
Enjoy~

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Mark sits down on his bed. A tear slowly slips down his face but he quickly wipes it away. He sits down at his desk grabbing his diary and favorite pen. Slowly he starts to write down his feelings, to calm himself down.

He goes to the bathroom to make sure his eyes aren't too puffy. Then he goes back into the living room. Since the dorm has only ten rooms, and two shared rooms, the other eleven went back to the other dorm.

The dorms look like this

Dorm 1
Taeyong
Mark
Jisung
Chenle
Shotaro
Doyoung
Yuta
Winwin
Haechan
Jeno
Jaemin
Renjun

Dorm 2
Ten
Johnny
Jungwoo
Lucas
Hendery
YangYang
Sungchan
Jaehyun
Kun
Taeil
Xiao Jun

But members of the other dorm would sometimes spend the day at the other dorm. Because it's early in the morning Mark wants to go to the company building and use the main practice room.

He thanks the driver and steps out of the bus. With a sigh he walks the rest of the way to the company building.

Walking inside he's greeted by a few staff members. Someone walks up to him and grabs his shoulder. "don't run off." confused Mark turns to the person.

"oh, I'm sorry. I was searching for someone else." a little ashamed he scratches his head. "it's alright... But... Have i seen you around before?" Mark knows almost all of the trainees who still train under the company, but he isn't one of them. "Wonsang!"

Three other males walk up to them. "we're not from SM... We are sort of but also not. We're from Mystic Story." "oh, you're that band. Lucy right?"

The other three also nod along with Wonsang. "nice to meet you guys, but i got to go now. See you around i hope." just as Mark wants to walk away one of the stops him. "you don't look oke. Would you mind if we go somewhere to talk, it looks like something's on your mind."

Shocked Mark Looks at the orange haired male who is slightly taller then him. It's for first that someone cansee through him. And it makes him happy for some reason. "i wouldn't mind, i think i need it."

They sit down in a nice café. "oh um, I'm Sangyeob by the way." "Yechan." "I'm Gwangil." "and my name is Wonsang." "nice to meet you all."

"so, what's on your mind." the younger sighs. "it's just frustrating..... It feels like almost the whole group depends on me, because i always have to be in almost every sub unit and song. That puts a lot of pressure on me and i feel almost overworked, yet no one asks you if you're oke because no one notices if you behave differently

And if i tell the members they either ignore me or tell me that's life." Sangyeob nods. "i understand, it must be really hard sometimes." Wonsang looks at Sangyeob and then at Mark. "well um... We wanted to ask.. We want to make a cover of a few songs from NCT.

Usually we just guve credits but our manager said we have to ask permission this time... And since you're a member of NCT we wanted to ask you." Mark hums. "well, ill allow it. But on one condition."

"and that is?" All four if then look slightly tense. "let's become friends, i need someone who can see through me and help me. So, do we have a deal?" Sangyeob smiles. "of course!"

Later on Mark goes home. All of the members who he shares the dorm with are in the living room doing there thing. But no one reacts. And it clearly hurts Mark.

A few months later

Mark's mental health is extremely bad. He's been spending a lot if time with the members of Lucy. But suddenly the other members feel attacked because of it.

Mark unlocks the dorm door. All the members are in the dorm because they said they would practice together. "Mark. We need to talk."

Nervous Mark sits down on one of the chairs. "you have been super distance." "me? All of you are distant towards me!" "you've been spending time with others. I saw you out with four other guys."

"because they care! You always just push me away and tell me I'm fine!" Mark sighs and stands up. "where are you going?!" Taeyong gets up and tries to stop him, but Mark is already out the door.

He crashes at a café, together with the Lucy members. "it's just frustrating. And it hurts." Sangyeob moves his hand over Mark's back. Then he breaks the hug. "i get it."

The older hated seeing Mark cry. "I'll make sure they will understand." Mark sighs and puts his head on Sangyeob's shoulder. "i trust you."

"i never thought of it that way." they all look at the ground in silence. "at least you know now." Sangyeob bows and leaves. "i feel so stupid. We got to make it up to him."

Later Mark returns back to the dorm. "hey.... Your friend came over." "oh..... He did what he said." Mark scratches the back of his head. "sit down in the couch." Yuta pats the spot next to him.

As Mark sits down Yuta hugs him tightly, with Jungwoo hugging Mark from the other side. "i can't move." "you're not going anywhere."

And so, the others tried and got more understanding towards Mark