Kpop, Cpop And Jpop Oneshots

💙ONEUS ⚠️ I Know ⚠️

Kpop
Ship: Ravwoong(confident Ravn)
Genre: Angst, fluff
Little detail /warnings: mention of suiside and self-harm. Uncomfortable with it? Don't read.
Plot: Hwanwoong tries to give hints to show how bad he feels. But it doesn't seem like the other get it. Ravn proves different.
Enjoy
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It's hard to have depression, everyone knows. you keep it to yourself, no one even wants to know according to you. But inside your screaming for help. I know exactly how it feels. I give the others little hints but they don't seem to notice. Since my depression i always do the dish washer to see if the sharps knifes are still there. Most of the time there not. But if the other members are sick, or the members are out, the knifes are still there. Since then I'm trying to find out who helps me, but no success in finding who it is.

"Hwanwoong, did you hear what I asked?" Dongmyeong snaps me back to reality. "no sorry, I was distracted." Dongmyeong pouts slightly. I guess he said a lot and he doesn't know how to repeat it. "he asked why your wearing your gloves all of the time." Xion fills in for him. I try to think of a reasonable answer but Keonhee speaks. "don't be so dumb Dongmyeong, it's a fashion accessory." Xion growls at Keonhee. "don't speak to Dongmyeong in that way! Just because he doesn't know some things or words don't make him dumb!" I look at Ravn in panic, I hate when people scream. He nods and I leave the room.

Ravn brought me my food an hour ago. A random idea popped up in my mind. Slowly I enter the living room and search for Dongmyeong. As I walk into the kitchen I see the twins and Keonhee. "can I ask you guys something?" Dongmyeong looks at me and nods. "what would you remember me as if I would die?" Dongmyeong goes pale. "I would remember you as Hwanwoong, a talented, pretty young man." Dongmyeong says softly as he putsa few plates into the dishwasher. "for me the same, but then my hyung and group mate added." Xion places a pan in the sink. "same as Xion said but without the hyung part." "oke, thanks I guess." I leave the kitchen and see Leedo and Seoho in the living room. "hyungs, can I ask you something?" Leedo looks up and Seoho nods with a smile. "what would you remember me as if I would die?" Seoho looks at Leedo band then back at me. "I would remember you as my lovely group member, my little brother. The one who was the best dancer I would ever know." I nod and look at Leedo. "I would remember you as our short amazing dancer and someone who felt like a little brother to me. But why are you asking?" "just wondering." I leave the room to search for Ravn.

I find Ravn in his room, sitting on his bed. "Hey Ravn, I wanted to ask you something." he looks up. "sure." I fiddle with my fingers and look at the ground. "what would you remember me as if I die?" before I cna look up to Ravn, I'm roughly pushed against the wall. Ravn puts his head on my shoulder. He stays like that for a while. A soft sob interrupts the silence. Ravn is crying. "D-don't cry, it was just a question." He backs up to look at me, his eyes teary. "don't say that. I know you're depressed, I know you secretly want to die. I know that you cut yourself so don't act like your asking an innocent question. Please. I want to help you, I promise." he hugs me as I start crying too. "I'm here for you. I help you even if you don't notice." then I realized,Ravn was the one who secretly helps me. He puts me on his bed and lays me down. "what are you doing?" I ask nervously. He lays down next to me and puts his arms around my waist. "you look tired, please sleep." i nod slowly and he kisses my cheek.

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