Chapter 99-jays pov:
Just as i expected will came in and looked about ready to punch somebody."what were you thinking jay first going without backup or any weapon and then not drinking,eating or sleeping are you nuts anything could have happened"will said slightly raising his voice."except it didnt did it?" I snapped back."jay that is not my point you put your health at risk and at one point your life" he was not happy to say the least. "Will theyre my kids, my own flesh and blood i was worried sick so thats why i didnt eat,sleep or drink. What did you expect me to do sit back and relax whilst my kids are out there suffering knowing i could help.thats not who i am will! What would you have done if it was Owen" i snapped back slightly raising my voice."at least take backup or something because if the unit hadn't followed you could be dead right now and those kids that are sat out there with the unit and their mother would have lost their dad. Erin would've lost her husband and the father to her kids and the unit would've lost one of their best friends who they consider a brother.And for god asked I would've lost my brother." He shouted. I shook my head "but none of that happened" he then shouted back"jay that is not my point what part of this dont you understand you're one of the only family members i have left you did something stupid and I'm sure those kids would have rather waited for their dad to get backup than losing their dad. They would blame themselves for the rest of ther lives are you stupid!" he stormed off and Erin walked in "give him some time to cool off." I shook my head at her "he's right though Erin and i dont blame him for acting this way.i made a stupid choice and it could've had a whole different outcome." She shook her head "well i have two munchkins that want to see their dad" the girls jumped up"Daddy!" I kissed their heads "hey girls, i missed you, you scared me come here"i pulled them into a hug and Erin left for a minute and a tear began to all down my cheek as i realised what i had done.