The Story Of Another Us | cth

35. I am so sorry

Lucy's POV

"I'm going to get a drink, do you want anything?" Devyn asked me as he got out of bed, his ass on full display. My naked body was still covered by the silk sheets.

"I'm alright. Thank you." I said smiling at him sweetly.

He nodded his head and left me alone in his huge room. I stretched my arms out and tilted my head on the pillow so that I was looking outside at the sunny day.

This was almost an every day occurrence with me and Devyn.

Interviews, deal with paparazzi, lunch, cuddle, cook dinner, have sex, sleep, and repeat all over again the next day.

Today was going to be a little different because today I was going to talk to Luke.

I didn't want to make it that big of a deal, especially because things with Calum were still extremely awkward and my feelings for him were still unknown to me.

A part of me feels regret for giving my virginity away to Devyn, but I don't understand why? We love each other. But people who love each other shouldn't feel regret after giving away something so sacred and intimate.

I yawned and sat up in the bed. My messy hair fell in front of my face. I felt incredibly groggy from last nights events and was in desperate need of a shower.

I removed the silk sheets from around my nude body and walked towards his bathroom that was just as big as his room.

The hot water relaxed my sore muscles and I allowed my eyes to close so that I could take it all in. I grabbed the shampoo and massaged it through my hair before letting it all rinse out. Then I conditioned and rinsed that all out. Lastly, I squirted some body wash into my pink loofa and rid my body of any sweat and dirt that developed on my skin.

Once I was clean, I grabbed the towel and wrapped it around my body. My feet made contact with the plush carpet and I continued to dry the rest of my body. After there was no more water on my body, I grabbed my robe and wrapped it around myself, taking a towel and wrapping it in my wet hair.

When I walked back into the bedroom, Devyn was standing by his closet already dressed for the day. I put on my bra and underwear and tied my robe back around my body.

My makeup was already placed by the mirror and I went to go sit down and start applying it. "You look nice." I said to Devyn as I watched him through the mirror.

"And you as well." He smiled at me as he buttoned his shirt.

"I'm in a robe with no makeup on Devyn." I giggled.

"Doesn't matter, you still look hot." He said into my ear sending shivers down my spine. He placed a kiss onto my cheek and exited the room.

I applied light makeup and brushed out my hair, allowing it to dry on its own. It was hot out today so I decided on wearing a white mini dress with pink flowers over it. I pulled half of my hair back and allowed my curtain bangs to flow in the front of my face.

I slipped on my white sneakers and grabbed my purse but set it down right after. Before I left the bedroom I made sure to make the bed and fold any clothes that were on the floor. It wasn't exactly my responsibility but I still felt the need to clean up around his house.

I picked up my purse again and headed downstairs. Confronting Luke and sneaking behind Devyn's back made me feel extremely nervous. I felt like I was going to throw up at any moment.