The truth

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Nat's POV

I walked back into my room and sat on my bed sighing.My body still aches which is weird because usually my super soldier serum would kick in by now.But I guess I was also punched by a super soldier.

I lifted up my shirt and the bruise just seemed to worsen.I got up about to put some cream on it, until suddenly someone knocked on my door.

I already knew who that someone was by the clanking of the metal.

"Barnes, you can come in",I chuckled.

Carefully he opened the door and gave me a smile when he saw me.

"You're too good",He laughed back.

"I just heard a tin can",I replied with a smirk.

"Wow, is that all I am to you?",He chuckled back.

"Depends."I said, trying to hide my obvious feelings for him.

"Well I just came to check up on you but I guess you're fine by yourself",He replied.

"Yeah"I nodded my head anxiously.

He was about to walk out until I replied "Wait", and he turned back around.

Without saying anything I brought him into a hug as I took in his scent, sighing, as in a few hours I would have to leave for my next 'delivery'.

At first he did tense up but then he relaxed and hugged me longingly back.

I broke the hug and then he returned a smile and walked away.

-Time skip-

Quickly I drove away from Alexi as I had delivered the parcel.This time I had a black eye and a small cut on my stomach.I sighed, how am I going to cover up this one.

I climbed through my window feeling the warmth on my skin compared to outside, stripping off my suit and getting some sweatpants on and Bucky's t-shirt.Then going in the bathroom to clean the wound on my stomach.

I sighed looking in the mirror at my throbbing eye, I also put cream on that hoping it would fade.

......

Groggily I woke up as the sunlight crept through my curtains, I sighed looking at the time it was 7am.Great.

I got up and went into the bathroom getting ready and my eye was still very black.Sighing I looked around my room.Sunglasses.Sure.

I put them on and headed downstairs for breakfast.

"Going somewhere?".

I turned around and there was Bucky walking into the kitchen.

"Yes".I replied panicking.

"Where?",He chuckled coming up to me as no one else was awake apart from Steve but he was on a run.

"Umm".

He then reached down to take my sunglasses off but I caught his hand.

"Why won't you let me take them off?",He chuckled whilst going to get them again.

This time instead I ran off in which he quickly followed after.

"I'm faster than you, y'know",He said, closing the distance between us.

Until finally he grabbed me and pinned me against the wall holding both of my arms above me.Until he just held them with his metal arm and reached for my sunglasses and took them off.

This then led to his emotions changing "Nat what happened?",He said angrily.

"I fell,''I replied, trying to put on a smile.

"You fell",He said, not believing one word.

"Yes, now get off me",I said, pushing him away and walking away, hiding my face.

"Nat wait",He said to go after me but then realised Sam and Steve had now come in the room, so he just let me go.

.......

-Bucky's POV-

I knocked on Nat's door to try and speak to her as she hasn't left her room all day.

There was no response, so I slowly opened the door and Nat had a gun pointed at me.

"Jesus Bucky",She said, throwing the gun on her bed, sighing and running her hands through her hair.

"Nat, are you alright?",I said worried.

"Yes",She said sitting down on her bed.

"Then why did you have a gun pointed at me?",I asked sitting down next to her.

She didn't reply for half a minute and had the same look on her face taking deep breaths.

"I feel like I'm suffocating",She said standing back up and running her hand through her hair again.

"You're going to be ok, you can tell me anything",I said reassuringly.

She sighed sitting back down next to me again, "It's Alexi, he's found me".

I gulped as thoughts travelled my mind "Did he give you that black eye?",I asked.

She nodded her head.

Anger then flowed through my veins."I'm going to kill that son of a bitch".I said as I pictured him in my head.

"No, it's fine you don't have to worry",She replied.

"Why not, he hurt you",I shouted.

She then held onto my chest trying to calm me down."All i'm doing is deliveries".She explained.

"What deliveries?"I asked.

"I-I don't know".

"What do you mean you don't know".

"I just picked up parcels and delivered them to him".

"Why?"

"Because every second of the day I feel like he's just going to take me away and kill me",She shouted looking out the window.

"Nat you're just paranoid, you'll be fine",I replied trying to calm her down.

-Nat's POV-

(Flashback)

My family's gone.Bucky's gone.My hope has gone.

I was all alone when I ran from the red room, I had to go into hiding for four years, trying to not get caught every single day.I can't go back.I can't go back.

I ended up becoming part of a gang just to stay alive and the leader of that was Alexi.He said that if I didn't want to go back to the red room, I would have to do what he says, like buying and selling products mostly drugs, killing,sex and even marrying him.That was until Clint saved me and I became an avenger.

One day I had to deliver him a parcel however instead I was tortured, nearly killed, just so the rival gang could get information on him and when I managed to escape practically about to die at any second he found me and yelled at me for being caught and hurt me so much that I thought he was the one going to kill me.

......

I snapped back to reality.

"Y-yeh i'll be fine",I replied to Bucky with a fake smile.

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