My mind is dilutional right now, i convinced myself.It's from the painkillers, they're making me think weird.I lied.
-An hour later-
I was let out of the infirmary as it was now time for dinner.When i first stood up, my head felt dizzy and i was going to fall again.That was until the soldier stood in front of me and he reached out his good arm to balance myself, which i hesitated to but he gave me a nod and i lightly held onto it steadying myself.
He then escorted me to the dining room and the room went quiet as i walked in, as my face was still really bruised.They probably all thought i was dead.Shortly after the soldier then walked in behind me and stood watching over us.
I didn't look up to any of the girls. I just messed with my food in which i had no other choice to eat, even though I wasn't hungry at all.
As we were dismissed and I was about to stand up, Katina was about to say something to me until she felt a presence behind her and she froze.She turned around as the soldier stared into her soul and she practically ran away.
The soldier was keen to help me up but I shook my head and got up myself.Now we were going to the showers just before we had to go to sleep, this isn't going to end well.
As soon as I limped in, Katina came up to me straight away saying "Your lucky I didn't kill you"with a laugh.
"Mhm"I replied, I didn't want to start any drama, there was no need.
"Are you ready to fight me again?"She laughed again.
"Don't worry you'll be long dead before then"I said with a smirk.
She didn't act too kindly to that.She punched me in the stomach making me winded as the other girls just watched as well as they were scared of her more than me.I deserved that.
Katina and all the other girls left, so i was sat down alone clothed under the shower resting my head and holding my stomach trying to get something to calm me down, my mind focused on different things however when the soldier called out for me i froze.I quickly got up and limped out still holding into my stomach and trying to act as calm as possible.
I knew he was staring at me through his goggles, but i couldn't tell how.And in what manner.
.....
I looked at the time.It was 22:55 I should probably leave to meet the soldier now.
I slowly and quietly unlocked my handcuffs and made certain everyone was asleep.I sat up painfully and got up without making a sound and made my way to the door.I listened quietly and closely and I checked, there was not a sound to be heard.
I left and made my way to the training room.As i approached i thought to myself, I wonder what he will look like.Will I once again become hypnotised by his eyes.
However once again as i was at the entrance of the door, it opened almost immediately.I slightly jumped at the notion.
As I entered I looked up and he was not wearing any goggles or mask, it was him.
His dazzling eyes and long hair was now softened by the pink of his lips.I didn't feel scared, i don't know how i felt.But it was different.
I didn't realise how long I was staring at him until he cleared his throat and I took my gaze at him.
"I brought you here today, because I know you are better than you think you are and I want to change that,"He said still broadly but with a slight tone.
"Yes sir"I replied, I didn't know what to call him.
"You can call me James"He said with the smallest of smiles.
"...James"I said with a small smirk back.He is completely different to how he acts towards everyone else. I wonder why that is?
He smiled back.
"Do you want to start on some sparing...if your up for it", He added
"Mhm"I replied slowly putting up my fists.
He then put up his fists which intimidated me, but probably not as much as before.
I firstly swung a few punches at him which he effortlessly dodged.
"You can do better than that,"He stated.
I listened to him carefully and did just that, however he still dodged them.
"Better"He stated nodding his head.
Then he started swinging punches at me.I dodged the first good few apart from the last one which merely brushed my stomach and I doubled over in pain, and I have a high pain tolerance.
"You ok?"He asked.
I stopped for a second to think. No one has ever asked me if i'm alright. Apart from now.I don't know how to feel about it.
"Ugh y-ye i guess......no one has ever asked me that before",I said confusingly.
"Oh",He replied.
Was that a solemn 'oh'? or a confused 'oh' i'm not quite sure?
I slowly lifted up my tank top and it revealed a massive bruise, i didn't even realise it was that bad.
"Is that from....before?"He asked.
I nodded my head.
"...Sorry, I'm pathetic and a waste of space",I said, making my way to the door.
"No you're not doll", he said quickly.
Doll?
I turned around and I saw a slight emotion in his face.
"I- um...see you tomorrow then"He replied with an anxious smile.
I nodded my head.
"Just me know if anythings up...ok"He asked, truly concerned for me.
"Will do soldier",I said with a small smirk, and made my back to my bed.He is nice.
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