Vows Lock With Kiss

10 : Trouma

Wang Ziyi's POV

"Ziyi, yibo come here" Mom called us. I saw a boy with her pic get a boy with her she is my mom. Dad always tell me he is a monster bunny. I never like him. Mom loves him very much. I was very young I never know why mama love him. He is not my brother I have a small brother yibo. He is coming from my mom's tummy. Mom always took care of yibo and monster bunny. Keep me with a nanny. I hate him. Only papa loves me one day that monster bunny was gone never come back.

As i grown up i found that monster bunny become a very handsome man, Mr Xiao Zhan. A dream man of every girl. One day my dad told me Mr Zhan is coming to our house for dinner. He is very happy and fascinated towards zhan. He wants my opinion about him. As i know some of my friends were fangirling zhan. They always told about him and share his photo's his information and all that stuff. I also little bit admire him. By the way he is such a handsome man i ever seen. He is also cheng's step brother. Cheng is one of our group member. He is also a polite boy. I like him but not sure about anything. We all are buddies. Always hangout with our group.

By the way i really want to see zhan and show of between friends about that. When we having dinner mom dad suddenly turn on topic to marriage. Zhan is happy and i am on cloud nine that time. I will never expect zhan will my husband one day. I will be so much popular. All my friends will burn in ashesh badly. I am so happy.

Our wedding prepration goes smoothly. Zhan and i was very happy. On the wedding day i just lost my appetite. I can't tolerate that much happiness. I am getting ready in my room suddenly my phone rings. There is one of my friend other side she told me cheng try to attempt suicide ..... I lost. I get my conscious back when people chit chatting. Congratulate me. Zhan is beside with me. He is very happy. But i fill pang in my heart. What is going on. Where i am. I follow zhan like a lost puppy.
After ceremony mom dad send us for honeymoon. I was happy but fill empty inside. What bother me i don't know.
We came back and zhan busy with his work. I am on leave from university. After two weeks i found that i missed my period. It is very shocking for me i am not ready for that. But my family and zhan both are very happy.

When i rejoined university my friend behave strange. When i ask about cheng. They scold me very badly. It had been just three weeks and my world goes totally upside down. Cheng try to kill himself. Because of me. Why cheng cheng? U have no guts to propose me? At least give me some hint that you likes me. I never loose you. In fact i can't loose you. I am all yours.

What i am thinking? I am caring zhan child. And i am inbLove with cheng his stepbrother. I don't know what cheng thinks about me. What should i do. My thoughts killing me. Why i am suddenly agree for marriage. Should i confront cheng. Still he loves me? Will zhan forgive me for that. There is some question never be answered. Day by day i become weaker doctor suggest me to complete rest. I fill a gilt on zhan face. May be he thought i am not capable for responsibilities. But zhan it is about my feelings how can i tell you that i love your bother. And i don't know cheng moved on or still loves me.

I give birth a baby boy. But my filling devastate. Zhan always treat me like a fragile doll. His eyes are full of hopes. But i am scared to touch him. I don't want his touch. I don't want anyone but cheng, love of my life.

Days passed. I was little bit used to with my life. Yizhan is a very good child but when i saw him i remember about my betrayal. His almond shaped eyes. His nose his mole under his lips all features are like his father. Except he have a addams apple like yibo.
Yibo my cub where i you i really miss you in this situation. You just call mom one's a week. Why you forgot us. I need you. You definitely supporte me. Should i confess to mom dad. Oh no they fascinated by zhan. Why this life is so mess.

One day Zhan informed me about an interview. How should i go for this. If cheng see me with zhan how would he feel. But it is my duty. To take care of my husband. Oh cheng where are you? You forgot me already. I agree to go with Zhan. But when they taking our picture's Zhan grab my waist. How can he touch me? I feel like world stop that moment.
When i regain my conscious again zhan talking with me. When i come here. Wind blows softly. Calm my inner war. I looked down and confess frist time. I fill relief. My war is finished. I take a stand for my love and i will never look back......