Vows Lock With Kiss

25 : Nightmare

Xiao zhan POV
          Last night was like a nightmare. Am I a gay? Why I like it? I can't resist. I like his touch. May be the ambiance drove me in lust. I am done with it but  it is haunts me. All day i can't concentrate on my work. I cancel all my meetings. My back hurts. Want to rest but can't. I open my phone and type gay  and erase it. But again all day i search about it. It's just for body desire. I am curious what it feels when you look like a woman. The site says one is top and another is bottom. Bottom may be sensitive, women like featured. On the way i bought a ladies garment set for try.

            After dinner Yibo is busy with yizhan. I close the door. I don't want any maid or Yibo witness for my shamelessness. I put on clothes. My face need some makeup. But body i saw in mirror my hairy legs exposed. It's awful. I am definitely not a woman. It's disgusting. What if it continues. Ohh i can't live like that. I am not. I am not.......

              My thoughts train stop when i hear thud sound. I came out from dressing area. I saw a vase is broken. And some blood drops are on floor. I want to open door but I'm not in that condition. First of all i change my clothes. Were  pajamas. And follow the blood dots to find out who is injured. I end up next to guest room. Definitely yibo was there. I call Yibo but no response. I call him again but he didn't open the door. I call our family doctor for safety. Then went to get keys for the door. Mr Lam is in security room when we come back its all ready 10 minutes over. Doctor also came with us. We open the door i saw Yibo is in blood pool . He is  unconscious. Piece of glass is in deeply stabbed in his wrist. I kneel down. Doctor treat him. But he said Yibo done this purposely. His some veins cut badly. We took him to the hospital. Why he did this? He saw me? He is the person i trust blindly but he try suicide. Why yibo why?.....

Two days later yibo discharge from hospital zhan hire a nurse to take care of him. Yibo is mute. Zhan try to communicate but yibo avoids him. Madam wang was out of country so yizhan is with his mother. Zhan feel bad for yibo. Every time when zhan free he is with yibo but yibo could not utter a word for him. All time his eyes close when zhan look after him.

One day Yibo as always resting with close eyes. His heart clinched when he saw zhan. He is not ready to dissolve this. But he disturbed with unusual sound.

Wang Yibo pov

I here strange sounds. The nurse. What is she saying she is in love with zhan. Oh my god but may be i wait for his reply. A harsh slap sound roam in my room. Zhan scold the nurse and fired her. I feel relax somehow. She is so much clingy she touches me here and there but i am not in state to replay. But she try it on my zhan. At least zhan is not going for random woman. Wait he is here. Near me may be as always he is here for check me. But he touch my lips. He kissed me that is .......   he kissed me. Happiness is overflow from my heart. Finally he accept me. Without any force. He confess.....

Xiao Zhan pov
             When the filthy woman approach me, i think she want to talk about yibo. But she said she love me. When i ignore her. She hug me try to kiss me. I feel cold, Disgusting. She is a disgusting creature. I push her and fired her. First thing i remember is my wedding kiss. I feel my heart is racing. Yes I like that kiss i like when he kiss me. I didn't remember when ziyi kiss me. even i didn't feel her. My memories are empty. I am starving for his lips. I want him badly. He is sleeping peacefully. But i can't wait anymore. I love you yibo. That's my first confession. In entire life i didn't feel it i am fall for you. From the first wedding kiss. I try to found your warmth in ziyi. Its you who took my heart. I kissed him without any hesitation.