Buried Past (On Going)

Chapter 11

Love

"What if I am pregnant, Kenzo?"

He stood in front of me with surprise evident in his face.

I felt his seriousness and surprise at my question. He never knew it would coming.
Syempre, sino ba namang matino ang matatanong sa ganitong moment nang ganoong klaseng tanong? Siguro ako?

I chuckled and smile at him.

"I'm just asking. Don't get so serious." pang-aalaska ko sa kanya.

Nagbago ang expression niya na para bang isang pelikulang itinigil sandali at ngayo'y pinagpatuloy muli.

Buti at natauhan siya. I'm not pregnant. I'm just thinking the possibility. I am at my third year college, one year and I'm done. I just need to find a better job and I'm willing to be with him forever.

Handa na akong magpakasal sa kanya. Handa na akong magpatali sa kanya.
Just a little bit time and we'll be fulfill our dreams that we've made together.

"Of course, I will be the most lucky man in the world if that would happen." he smiled at me and carresed my hair.

I stared at him. He's staring at me too.

"Syempre, ako ba naman ang maging ina." nagmamayabang kong sabi at nginisian siya.

He sigh na para bang hindi siya makapaniwala sa sinabi ko na para bang isang napakalaking joke iyon, and suddenly he began to laugh so hard.

"May nakakatawa?" I ask him full of sarcasm but he just hold his laughter and wipe the tears sa gilid nang mga mata niya.

Maybe he's so entertained with my question? Nakakatawa ba 'yun? Suwerte talaga siya kasi maawain akong ina. Hindi kawawa ang mga anak niya sa akin.

"I'm just wondering, buntis ka ba?" he ask out of no where.

"Kasasabi ko lang di ba? I'm just asking."

"But your planning to build a family with me right?" taka ko siyang tinignan nang sabihin niya iyon.

Okay? Anong pinagsasabi niya? Syempre Oo! Tatagal ba kami nang tatlong taon kung hindi ko gusto?

"Oo naman. Even from the start I'm starting to make a future plan... with you." I said curious.

"Then, keep trusting me alright?" he smiled and hug me tight. "Remember this day. This day that I told you..." he trailed of as he turn me around to see the sunset na konting minuto nalang ay mawawala na. "... That every decisions I make it includes... You, always."

I smiled. Alam ko. I know from the very start. Kahit naging kami na hindi ko siya kilala nang lubos I'm grateful that I meet his self more when we were both in a relationship.

I hug him and kiss him. When I finally give him a peck on his lips I stop and stare every bit of his face.

This man... Will forever be my biggest downfall.

"I love you." with all my heart I said.

"I'll always and forever love you." He answer as he continue the kiss, longer this time.

Kontento na ako noon. I have my parents, my brothers and sisters who loves me. My cousins and my friends. Pero hindi ko alam na mas may ikukuntento pa pala ako.

Contentment, not by my feels but in my mind and my soul. He's giving me the feeling of a perfect person even if I'm not.

Nung nangyari noon sa farm, it's just the beginning. Wala nga talagang taong hindi nagkakamali. Even him. He has his mistake. Pero inamin niya, alam niyang kasalanan 'yon and he's not promising to me na hindi na iyon mangyayari, cause for him, hindi napre-predict ang panahon so he told me that he will do his best not to make mistakes.