𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗟𝗗 𝗪𝗘 𝗖𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗧𝗘𝗗: 𝘉𝘢𝘥 𝘏𝘢𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘭

Chapter 13

March 11th, 2020

"Pac I can explain."

"Oh I know you can, get your ass in the car right now and I'm not playing. Shawn you got a ride to take yo ass home that's already paid for." Janet scurried to the car and got into the driver's seat. Tupac waited until Shawn was gone to get into the car. "Janet have you lost your mind? You know what, I'm not even gon ask."

"Um you act as if Ida didn't try to ruin us before."

"The fuck are you talking about? Janet Ida is in jail." Janet realized nobody had told Pac about anything. "Pac, Ida is the one who assaulted Victoria. I went to go threaten Ida and Trevante who assaulted Kendra." Janet could see Tupac growing red in the face. "Calm down, you know you can't do shit unless I tell you." Tupac sighed and calmed down. "You have a small chokehold on my emotions."

"Nah, you just got anger issues. Come on, we're going home." The drive home was very quiet and long. Janet slept for most of the day while Tupac was out running errands. Tupac came home while Janet was still sleeping. "Janet, ayo square, I bought you some stuff.." Janet woke up and opened the bags to see candles and chocolates. "You know exactly what to get in certain situations." She kissed him softly and smiled. Janet pulled out a vanilla candle from the bag and lit it, the scent calming her down a bit. "Any news on Suge?"

"No, they're still doing a search for him. They say 9 times outta 10 he's out of the country and uncover so they're doing everything they can." Janet sighed. "Well we're safe right?"

"As of now, yes." Janet smiled and turned on the tv. Tupac noticed that Janet was starting to become extremely distant again and it wasn't sitting right with him. She was showing less affection, she was paying attention to him less and he didn't understand why. "Square? Have I done something wrong?"

"No. Why would you think that babe?"

"Just asking..curious mind running." He left the room and sat on the couch. He feared me may be loosing his wife.

June 17th, 2016

"So do you want me to beat his ass or not J?" Janet had called Tupac over to talk. She had speculations that Wissam was cheating on her and she was right. "I don't know."

"So what am I here for Janet?"

"I don't know." Tupac sucked his teeth. "Aight I'm leaving."

"No don't go-"

"Then Janet tell me what the fuck I'm here for!"

"Don't raise your voice at me!" Tupac sighed in frustration. "Janet you're not yourself and it's more than just them hormones. You need something that's gonna relax you. I don't what it is but you need to find it."

"Pac I need you. Please, you're the only person who can calm me." Tupac looked at her and instantly backed away. "No, you're married. I'm not doing that."

"It'll be our little secret, I won't tell a soul, please Pac, please." Janet's touch was enough to make a man fall to his knees and her kiss was oh so heavenly. Tupac, of course, fell for it and gave in. He had her in the bathroom and sitting on the sink as she moaned sweet sentences in his ear.

"If you want me to go deeper I will but Jan you gotta be quiet." Janet nodded and leaned back as her pressed on the wall. Tupac pushed deeper causing her to whimper louder. "Shh..quiet." Her entire body began to feel hot as she scratched at his back.

March 17th, 2020

Janet sat on the bed as she tried to gather her thoughts. Pac was in the bathroom and came out with a towel wrapped around his waist. "Wassup with you? I usually get a kiss when I come out looking like this." Janet didn't respond. "Pac I need to talk to you."

"What you need to talk about beautiful-"

"I cheated on you. Or at least I think I did, or I almost did. 3 times to be exact.." Tupac turned around in shock. "Excuse me? Jay..do you realize who you're saying this to?" Janet looked up at him and saw in his eyes he was hurt. "Jay you're talking shit right? You joking?" Janet looked down and shook her head. Tupac couldn't even speak. "Who..who was it?" He had a shaky voice and it scared Janet.

"I went to London and Wissam tried to make a pass on me. He seduced me and I fell for it. He almost had sex with me but I stopped him, I swear I didn't go as far as him sitting me on the counter and him some what pulling off my pants. Then Shawnette kissed me and I pulled away. I swear each time i was thinking about you-"

"Nah fuck that! I trust you and then you do this? You right, you should've told me. Instead you went behind my back doing shit. I loved you Janet, I'd kill anybody for you and put they asses so far in the ground just to keep you happy, but you just ain't satisfied."

"So I'm ungrateful but i just told you that I backed away from them?"

Tupac scoffed. "How long was Wissam and Shawnette?"

"Shawnette was yesterday and..Wissam was a few days back.." Tupac grabbed the rest of his luggage. "Yeah..exactly." Tupac left the house leaving Janet in shock. She curled up on her bed and cries until she fell asleep. As Tupac drove around, all he could do was think about what he had done. He was mad at Janet for not telling him but he was mad at himself too. He decided to leave Janet alone and give her space to herself and let her breathe because knowing Tupac, he was all the way calmed down about the situation. He drove for a long time before ending up at their old house in Texas. He parked his car and unlocked the door.

The memories hit him all at once making him breakdown into tears. He had feared that their relationship was coming to an end soon and all he could do was wait until she confirmed it, just like the first time he lost her, only this time, he feared it was truly the end.