𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗟𝗗 𝗪𝗘 𝗖𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗧𝗘𝗗: 𝘉𝘢𝘥 𝘏𝘢𝘣𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘭

Chapter 21

May 4th, 2020

"My relationship with Mrs. Shakur? It's special..she was the first woman I was intimate with."

"So you and Mrs. Shakur had a relationship with each other at some point and it was romantic?"

"Yes, very romantic. She may deny it but there was sparks there for the both of us." Janet couldn't help but look away in embarrassment. "So can you tell me why Mrs. Shakur is blaming you for the death of Suge Knight?"

"She's blaming me because she thinks I'm against her, she's jealous of what me and Ida have. Her and Ida were a thing at some point so she's upset that she can't have me. The night she saw me and Ida, she threatened to kill Ida because of me. She brought me back to her old home in Texas and kissed me, she tried to have sex with me but I declined." Janet looked at Shawnette as her blood boiled. "So you're saying Mrs. Shakur is not over you so she blames you for the reason Suge is dead?"

"Yes, I believe that."

"No further questions your honor." The ride home was the most quiet ride. Janet was so pissed off and Tupac was scared to even look at her. As soon as they got home, Janet went upstairs to take a bath. After her bath, she laid down in her bed watching tv. "You alright?"

"Fine."

"You sure?" Janet didn't respond. Tupac kissed his teeth. "I know what yo problem is.. c'mere." Janet quietly laid her head on Tupac's chest and he began to massage her scalp softly and rub behind her ears. She sighed softly as she felt her body start to calm. He began to rub on her back and her ass. "You need to calm down, we got this."

"I'm calm."

"You better be.."

"Will you shut up, you ain't rubbing behind my ears." Tupac giggled as he continued to rub behind Janet's ear.

May 18th, 2009

Janet and Tupac were trying to have another baby with no luck at all. Janet suggested new positions while Tupac was suggesting certain foods. They were having sex every other day and it was like a dead end. Janet was currently in the bathroom and had about three different pregnancy test ready. She patiently waited until at least two gave results. She left the bathroom to go in the kitchen to grab a snack. "Let's see..ouu a honey bun!" Janet unwrapped the honeybun and softly bit into it. "Mmm..that's good." She went to bathroom to check the test and stood in shock. All three of the test said positive.

Janet couldn't believe it, all that trying for another baby and she was finally gonna get it. "I'm gonna have another baby..we're having a baby.."

Tupac opened the front door and quietly closed it while Janet hid the pregnancy test. She quietly came out the bathroom and walked downstairs. "Hi honey!"

"Hey babygirl, any progress yet?"

"Um no, not yet, but I'm in the mood to keep trying.." Tupac smirked as he unloaded the groceries and put them up. "How long have we been trying?"

"About two months now I believe."

"Damn, and still no baby yet??"

"Unfortunately..but I'll be right back, I gotta do sum really quick.."

"Hurry up! We got baby making to do.." Janet hurried upstairs and got the three pregnancy test. "Where can I hide them so he doesn't find these..."

"Janet? I know you not hiding from me.." Janet looked around the room quickly and realized she had a small box hidden that only she had known about. She quickly put them in the box and put it back in the wall. "Janet..where are you at..?" Janet quietly put everything back the way it was before Tupac came in the room. "You tryna hide from me..?"

"No..maybe.." Tupac began to kiss Janet's neck before picking her up and setting her on the bed. "We gon have this damn baby, even if we gotta work all night at it."

May 5th, 2020

"Mrs. Shakur?" Janet snapped out of her daydream when she heard her name. "Hmm? Oh I'm sorry, I'm just thinking of something.."

"Oh..are you okay?"

"I'm fine." Truth be told, Janet wasn't doing good at all. There was so much on her mind but one thing stayed heavy on her mind.

"Now about the case, the evidence they have against Ida, Shawnette and Trevante is huge, they could go to prison for a long time."

"How long?"

"The maximum is 60 years." Tupac and Janet looked at each other for a minute before deciding. "So we just keep going to these dates until a decision is made?"

"Yes, your last day is the 7th."

"That works for us, thank you." Tupac and Janet went home and Janet took a long relaxing bath. Tupac came in and sat on the toilet. "You okay?"

"I'm fine. Why does everyone keep asking me that?"

"Because we're worried about you..it's the anniversary of-"

"Let's not talk about that okay? Its old news."

"Janet..you have to allow yourself to heal."

"I did. I'm fine okay?" Janet got out of the tub and dried off. "You're not. I can tell by your body language you're not okay." Janet continued to ignore him. "Baby listen, I love you but if you don't allow yourself to heal, then it's going to eat you for the rest of your life."

"Look Pac I healed from it! I'm not gonna ponder over it anymore, it is what it is!"

"It is what it is? Do you hear yourself right now??? Janet for crying out loud, you won't even look at the ultrasound pictures, you won't even get rid of the stuff we got for our baby. You're not allowing yourself to heal."

"Look don't tell me how to grieve and heal. I know what I'm doing." Janet started to put on her clothes. "I'm not telling you how to heal, I'm saying it's fuckin unhealthy that you aren't allowing yourself to heal."

"I'm done with the conversation." Tupac sighed in defeat. "Aight, I'm done with the conversation too."