Watching the sun rise everyday
Forming the day like glay
Waiting for her first ray
waiting for a certain day
Waiting, waiting everyday
Echoing of the silent pray
The pray that will not be heard
Is no longer your concern
I gave up just in time
To know when to stop is my crime
The walls that build so high,
so they will reach the sky
Walls so high that can't be seen,
hiding the biggest key
The sound it vanished like the wind
Just like water does in the sink
Sink so deep into the sea
Knowing I never will have a we
Isolate to survive,
Not having a will to strive
and just wanna lose that fight.Just wanna lose sight, my hope, my dream,
so that I can finally screamWhat it takes is all my might
To get lost in this endless stream
Just wanna stop existing everyday
without a reason to explain
The reason I become so numb and scared at least
was that terrible disease
The one you can't cure as long as you try
Everyone will gonna die
Be it longer or later or inbetween,
nobody will be so keen
The answer we are looking for is the simple way
to never slip too far away
So let me go deaf to the world, my feelings and everything I know
just to hide my sorrow
This feeling that keeps us low
Just wants us to bow
What has this world become to see, without happy families?
Never found, never find
Everything they tell is a lie
So let me go deaf and let me listen,
To the wide sea desert that glisten
To the world that is filled with pain,
nothing more than loneliness, there is nothing to say.
So close my eyes for the last goodbye,
I am now finally willing to die