The snow it falls so softly, while I fell so hard
I fell for your laugh, I fell for that smile, I fell for your charms
I cannot tell you how strongly I feel for you.
I could never do that.
Not when you are so much more perfect than me
Not when you are the sun
Not when you are the dream of everyone that meets you
You sparked something inside of me.
Like a fire that gets lit, you set my heart ablaze
It burns quietly
I observe your every gesture
I love the way you talk to me,
The way you see me for what's behind those happy looking eyes
Those eyes that seem to glow each time you tell me something you're passionate about
How you start watching your surrounding when you are bored
It's fascinating that we are the same but different at the same time
Your voice that speaks words that are like melodies
I could listen to it for days, months even years and still that will never happen
Watching silently from across the room.
But you know here I am again
I am so delusional to think that someone like you would love me
That maybe someone desires to be with me
In the end I am still just a girl that is delusional for a boy whos hand she will never hold.
I will be happy for you, I will support you with everything you do
Because your happiness is the most important thing to me.
Even if I have to break by seeing you with someone else.
It would have been worth it, because my worth lies in being comedic relief
So I watch you hold her hand, like you never hold mine
So I watch you giving her affection all the timr
I watch you fall in love while I will break on it
I watch you smile and I will smile even when I would wanted to cry
A heart like yours I wished to be mine
But always knowing that it will never till the end of time.