Just like the winter

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The snow it falls so softly, while I fell so hard

I fell for your laugh, I fell for that smile, I fell for your charms

I cannot tell you how strongly I feel for you.

I could never do that.

Not when you are so much more perfect than me

Not when you are the sun 

Not when you are the dream of everyone that meets you


You sparked something inside of me.

Like a fire that gets lit, you set my heart ablaze 

It burns quietly

I observe your every gesture

I love the way you talk to me,

The way you see me for what's behind those happy looking eyes

Those eyes that seem to glow each time you tell me something you're passionate about

How you start watching your surrounding when you are bored

It's  fascinating that we are the same but different at the same time

Your voice that speaks words that are like melodies

I could listen to it for days, months even years and still that will never happen

Watching silently from across the room.


But you know here I am again

I am so delusional to think that someone like you would love me

That maybe someone desires to be with me

In the end I am still just a girl that is delusional for a boy whos hand she will never hold.


I will be happy for you, I will support you with everything you do

Because your happiness is the most important thing to me.

Even if I have to break by seeing you with someone else.

It would have been worth it, because my worth lies in being comedic relief


So I watch you hold her hand, like you never hold mine

So I watch you giving her affection all the timr

I watch you fall in love while I will break on it

I watch you smile and I will smile even when I would wanted to cry


A heart like yours I wished to be mine

But always knowing that it will never till the end of time.

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