When You Are Mine [MichaelWico]

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It wasn't long when the alcohol began to set in Xingsi's body. He started dozing off and laid passed out on the table.

Steven held him up, and carried him to his room where he had already booked for the night. He laid Xingsi on the bed and stared at him lustfully. The young man was so sexy drunk on the bed and Steven couldn't wait to get his hands on him. He was not in a hurry. Because he and Xingsi was going to have a long night together.

He unbuttoned his shirt and peeled it off his back. He unzipped his jean and took it off. He sat beside Xingsi and tapped his cheeks.

"Xingsi, my baby, I missed you."

Xingsi turned a sleepy eye towards the other man. "I missed you too."

Steven licked his lower lips. "I know you do. That's why I am back for you. Can you be my lover again? We can meet anytime I come to Taipei?"

"Why don't you take me with you to Thailand?" Xingsi asked, his eyes shutting down in his weakness.

Steven swallowed. "I can't, we can only see here."

"Are you still ashamed of me?"

"Xingsi... It's not what you think but I missed you so much, remember old times?"

"No. I want to leave," Xingsi raised his torso and tried to step down from the bed. But Steven held him back. He forcefully pushed Xingsi back to the bed and began to undress him.

"Stop this. This is not what I want..." Xingsi tried to fight off Steven's hand but his limbs were too weak and gullible.

Steven came on top of him, and held his hand in place, he squeezed his wrist and Xingsi winced in pain. "Don't everyone want to have just one fling their ex. Huh? You used to like the way I made you feel, now you don't want me?"

Xingsi cried out. "You're hurting me, Steven."

Steven paid no attention to Xingsi's plea to stop. He forcefully invaded Xingi's body and had his way with him. Xingsi was so weak after struggling that he passed out again and slept till the next morning.

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Xingsi woke as a ray of sunlight hit his reddened face. He looked to see Steven still sleeping on the side of the bed. A pang of guilt hit him.

What had he done?

He managed to suppress the tears and pain swelling in his eyes. He quietly stood up, picked his clothes and quickly dressed.

He walked to the side table where his phone was. He tapped the screen, there were sixteen missed calls and twenty message notifications. All from his friends and Yongjie. Next to his phone was Steven's.

It vibrated and Xingsi picked it. On the screen was a photo ID of a young beautiful woman and a child. The caller name was 'Honey'.

Steven was married!

Xingsi covered his mouth with his hand as he realized what mess he had put himself to. He left the room immediately and exited the hotel without turning back.

When Xingsi got home, his legs couldn't bear the torturous weight on his shoulders.

Licheng and Muren who were preparing for work saw him in that position and ran to his side.
"Xiao ye?" Licheng said aloud. "You're back, we were worried about you. You're going to be late for work."

Xingsi's looked away from his friends. He suddenly felt ashamed. How would he explain what happened to them? They will see him in a different light. He crumbled to the ground as soon as he shut the door behind him.

Muren walked to his side. "What happened?"

"Xiao ye what happened?" Licheng asked too.

Xingsi held his breath and he tried to form words. "Steven?"

"Steven, your ex?" Muren asked.

Xingsi nodded.

"What happened to him?" Licheng asked.

"He forced himself on me, last night." Xingsi stammered out.

"What?" Licheng exclaimed.

Muren helped Xingsi to the sofa. Xingsi was already sobbing in deep regret.
"He is not the same person I used to know," he confessed.

"People change. Xingsi," Muren said.

"It was my fault I shouldn't have let myself get drunk. How can he do this to me?"

"It's not your fault. He had it all planned out for you," Muren said.

"I was still obsessed with him that I got blinded by his actions. That's why he..."

"Calm down," Muren said. "It's definitely not your fault. Steven is the shitty person not you."

"You said a lot of good things about this Steven guy, turns out he's the bad guy," Licheng said.

"Xiao Licheng, this is not a video game," Muren said.

"He is even married with a kid. I feel so bad and hurt. What should I do?"

"First you have to delete his phone number and photos from your phone," Licheng took Xingsi's phone and began to get rid of those old photos and texts from Steven. "He is in the past, you need to face reality and no he's not the one for you."

Licheng handed the phone back to Xingsi. "Here, you can stay home today and take care of yourself. We will cover for you at work today."

"Yes. It will be a good idea." Muren added.

"Thank you."

"If you need anything just call okay."

"Okay."

Xingsi nodded. He watched his friends leave the apartment. When he held his phone, there were no photos of Steven, his phone number has been deleted and probably blocked. Xingsi was grateful Licheng did that in a few minutes. He couldn't summon the courage to that all this years. He laid on the sofa and held the pillow in his arms. He squeezed tightly as he sobbed his pains away.