The Hate and Love Game

Game #20

First Day of School.

CHRESANTO POV

My mom now knows that I got Ella pregnant and my stepdad cheated on her. She didnt have much to say about the pregnancy but she did about my stepdad. She filed a divorce the day after she found out. The only thing she said about the pregnancy is why I didnt tell her earlier and I am taking a big step in me and Ella's relationship so I should be careful. Anyway, they still can't find her dad. So she is still with me at my house which is great. Today is the first day of 11th grade too. I really want to see how this year is going to turn out. Anything could happen to Ella at school since I can't be with her every second of the day anymore. But anyway. She put on some skinny jeans and a long sleeve shirt that said: If You Got Haterz You Must Be Doing Something Right. She also put on some black ankle boots. She looked really nice. She added some hoop earrings and her hair was down. I have to admit the way she dresses did improve over the year. As for me though? I put on some jeans and my blue shirt that said Roc across the front of it. I also put on my snapback and some nikes. I looked good as usual. I walked out the bathroom and saw Ella. "You ready?" I asked. "Yeah, I guess." She ran her hand through her hair and looked at me. "Well, Ray just called and said they outside so let's go." She looked pretty nervous. I mean, she hasn't been getting the respect she deserves all because of me. Half the school turned against her because of me. But that's all gonna change. The only people I have to worry about is Prod and Brianna. Bre'l, nah. She scared of Ella. We grabbed our phones, book bags, and whatever and headed out the from door. We walked to the car and Monse, Davanna, Ray, Prince and Ruby were in it. Five seats taken, two seats left. Gabriell and I climbed in the back part of the car and we left. "So y'all ready for 11th grade?" Ruby asked everybody. There was just random answers through out the car. "Haha. 11th graders." Monse mumbled. "Monse. Don't you start!" I said. She laughed. It was only a ten minute drive but it was fun though. We all had some bonding time before school.But anyway. We pulled up and everybody seems to have the latest clothes on and shit. You couldn't really tell who whoever was from last year because they all looked so different. Girls had dyed their hair, guys cut their hair. It was weird. We all got out and all eyes were on Ella and I. When we got closer to the people I started recognizing a few people. I grabbed Ella by the waist and pulled her closer to me. I could hear people talking but I didn't care. Ella and I have been in a relationship since Christmas which was eight months ago! Now people wanna gossip and shit. We walked in the building and went our seperate ways. I found out that I had four classes with Ella out of eight classes. Better than none. But later that day, we all did meet back up at lunch. The day has been pretty good so far though. Saw Prodigy a few times and he tried to talk to me but I ignored him. Only because of what Gabriella told me at the movie theater that one day. She told me he called her a bitch and I don't fool with niggas who disrespect my baby girl. You disrespect her, than you disrespect me. Anyway, I got my food and looked around to find Ella and them. I saw them at a corner table near the stage. Nothing really look different in the lunch room. But what made it way better is they was playing music! You could get up and dance too. It was off the chain in here. I. walked up to the table and sat by Ella. I haven't had a class with her yet so I greeted her with a kiss on the lips. She looked like everything was cool, like her day was going good so far. "Hey, baby. Yo day going good so far?" I asked Gabriella. "Yes, but it could have went better if you were with me." she said. I loved it when she said stuff like that. I guess you could call it flirting? I don't know. "Aye. You got me the rest of the day now." I kissed her cheek and she smiled. Her smile was beautiful. I faced forward and saw Monse and Ray laughing together. "Aye. You gonna gimmie a dance?" Ray asked her. "What if the teachers catch us?" Monse asked him looking around. These two are crazy. "Fuck the teachers! They said we could dance and that's all we're going to do." He shrugged. "That may be true. But it's a pervocitive dance." Ruby said informing everyone. "It's still a dance." Ray responded. Monse just smiled and pulled him up from his seat. He got behind her and next thing you know she is grinding on him. Some people started starring and shit but oh well it ain't they business. All of a sudden though, I heard someone smack their teeth. I turned around and saw Brianna. Great. "I cannot believe you're still with this slut. All she does is cause trouble to you and your family. Not to mention she lost her first kid. What ashame." she said. The fuck? How did she know Ella lost the baby? No one ever mentioned it since the day it happend. And she hasn't been causing trouble. We had rough times in our relationship but it wasn't because of her I know that! "Speaking of child. Your baby isn't my baby is it Brianna?" I asked walking up to her. "Pshh. How many times do we have to go over this, Roc? It is your baby! The doctor even said it was!" She yelled at me. "You mean your brother? Yeah I know about that. That's mainly the reason why I haven't been visiting you or Keri." I heard some of our friends gasp. "And how would you know about Gabriella and I's baby? We haven't spoken about it since it happened." She started playing with the ends of her hair. "The word gets around fast." She responded. I shook my head. "Not if you don't talk about it."  "Whatever." She rolled her eyes and I started thinking. Especially when I noticed something. "Where'd you get that necklace? Did it come with a ring?" I pulled the ring out that Ella found and dropped it in front of her. It had to be hers. The ring was exactly identical to her necklace. I wasn't a hundred percent sure but I am pretty sure it's hers. She looked at it and back at me. "That could be anyone's. This isn't the only one in the world, Roc." She said mean mugging me. "I still know it's yours. Why are you trying to avoid the truth?" I asked. "What truth?" "That you killed my baby." Everyone got quiet. This situation isn't something to play around with but I'm pretty sure I'm accusing the right person. Brianna always had something against Gabriella ever since she found out I wanted nothing to do with her anymore because I had someone much better in my life. And everything added up to her. I just can't believe I fucked around with a bitch who would go through all this just for me. And it crushed me that my ex girlfriend thought she was doing right when she got rid of something I was attached to.  "Roc, quit playing around. This isn't funny at all!" Jacob said. I turned around and looked at him. "No one is playing. She did all this to me and Gabriella." "But you can't just go around accusing people of doing things you don't even know." Ruby said walking up to Gabriella and wrapping her arms around her. "Do y'all seriously think I'm going to lay this shit on someone I don't know did it?! That baby that was in my girlfriend's stomach. The baby I created with her is gone! It's gone and I'll never be able to see it because of this crazy ass bitch that's standing in front of me! And I have no doubt in my mind it wasn't her." I looked back at Brianna and watched as she ran away crying. I took a deep breath and placed my hands over my face when I heard Gabriella crying. "Baby, stop crying." I whispered turning back around to look at her. The only reason why Gabriella and I stopped talking about the baby so fast was because we didn't want to think about it. But bringing all that back up just helps me realize that I lost something really special in my life that day. "Please stop crying." I said kneeling down in front of her and rubbing her thighs. "No it's not." She said looking down at me. "And just thinking about it really hurts. It hurts that I'm going to be in the same building with someone who murdered my baby." With that being said, she got up quickly and headed in the direction Brianna went.

GABRIELLA POV

It really scares me knowing that I'll be somewhere around the person who caused pain to Chresanto and I. But the fact that it was one of his own ex's doesn't scare me at all, and I'm about to go give her something she should have got the day it happened. I saw her walk into the bathroom and I followed her inside. She was wiping her face off in front of the mirror before I walked up to her and grabbed a fistful of her hair. "Get away from me!" She yelled as she stumbled to the ground. I simply ignored her and just started swinging random punches to her face as I climbed on top of her. She started screaming loudly but that didn't stop me.  I slapped her across the face as hard as I could and punched her in the stomach so she could feel the way I felt. All the anger I've been holding in and building up about the loss of the baby was all just flowing out of me. Soon though, Monse and Davanna ran in and attempted to pull me off of Brianna. "Gabriella, you gotta stop!" Davanna yelled pulling my arms. That only made me more mad, so the punching didn't stop. Then Chresanto decided to come and without hesitation, he pulled me off of Brianna like it was nothing. He pulled me to up to my feet and looked directly at me as I broke down crying. "It's okay. Just let it out, baby girl." He whispered in my ear before wrapping his arms around me and holding me tightly. I laid my head on his chest and just cried. I cried out every little feeling I had towards this baby. And it helped me realize that, I let go of this baby way too easily. And that I don't understand how much this girl caused me to lose. Cause I lost so much. "We're going to take her to the nurse." Monse said to Chresanto and I while Davanna was helping Brianna out the bathroom. I didn't feel guilty about fighting that bitch at all. It actually made my day in ways you can't understand. "Don't tell her Gabriella faught her though. Blame it on someone else if you have to." Chresanto said. Monse just nodded her head and walked out the room leaving us alone. Silence soon filled the bathroom once my tears were no more. I was just in a little shock now. "You deserve to be mad." Chresanto said while running his fingers through my hair and rocking me slowly. "Do I?" I asked him quietly. He sighed deeply before opening his mouth back up. "But the baby is gone, Ella. It's gone and there is nothing we can possibly do to bring it back. Not that I want to just move on knowing I lost my first, but I have to. There's things you learn to just live with though. And it does get better, my love. You just have to keep living life like nothing has ever changed. You're just going to be stronger."