The Hate and Love Game

Game #112

GABRIELLA POV

Chresanto has been freaking out lately. The note put him under a lot of pressure, and he really isn't the same anymore. Nothing bad has happened yet, and I'm starting to think the note was just someone trying to scare him. I don't know for sure, but that is what I think right now. He doesn't act the same, and it's been like that since we got the note. That was 6 days ago, and he is still affected by it. I won't sweat it though. He has th right to be like this. Someone just threatened to kill him, and mentioned his dad in it. He doesn't even know who it could be. I put Crystal in some clothes, and the other 3 I have in some clothes too. "Ready to go daycare?" I asked them. They all nodde ther heads smiling. "Great. Stand by the door, I'll be down here in a second. "Mamà, it's raining." Trey said pointing to the windows. "I know. I'll get you guys some umbrellas okay?" I said. He nodded his head and I went upstairs. Chresanto was sitting on the bed. His eyes looked watery. When he saw me walk in, he turned his head away from me wiping his face off. I sighed. "It's okay to cry a little Chres. Everyone does it." I said walking over to him. I sighed and looked at me. "Do...do you think they really know who killed my dad? No one ever found out.." he said. I bit my lip. "I don't know honestly. But, if they do I'm sure we'll find out honey." I said. He nodded his head, and looked at the ground. He might've been a little emotional right now, but I could tell he was angry. He didn't even look the same to me. His fist were balled up, and he had the look in his face like he was about to hurt somebody. I got kind of nervous. "Uhh, are you sure you'll be fine while I'm gone?" I asked him. "Yeah.." he said looking away. His eye were darker then usual, and he didn't even smile at all. I was about to kiss him, but something wasn't letting me do it. I got up, and was about to walk out the room. "I love you." he said not looking at me. I turned around and looked at him. "Uh, I love you too." I said walking out the room. I went downstairs, and got the kids. I helped them in the car, and we left. I felt like taking the kids to the daycare was a bad idea, but it's like I couldn't help myself but take them there. I saw lightening flash across the sky, and I was getting a little nervous. When I pulled up at the daycare, I walked the kids in, and said bye.

CHRESANTO POV

This note. It's ruining me. And I think Gabriella is starting to notice it too. I see it in her eyes she's scared. She hasn't kissed me in a few days. When I say I love her, it takes a minute for her to answer. I can tell, she still cares but little by little I feel like this note is changing me. Maybe it's just my anger building up inside. Just waiting to explode. I can't even look at her the same way anymore. Sometimes, I feel like hurting someone. I don't even feel the same anymore. It's only been 6 days and the note is affecting me so strongly. I stood up and walked towards the window. I watched as the rain poured down, and lightening flashed across the sky. The light started flickering, and the thunder got louder. I felt it under my feet. I looked at the note, and my fist balled up. When the lights completely went out, it was like it never did. I could see every little detail of our bedroom. I picked up my phone and looked through my contacts. When I saw Ariana's name, I smiled to myself. I was about to click on her name, but I noticed my wedding ring. I smirked, and clicked on her name and waited for her to answer. "What do you want Chresanto? Are you just going to yell at me some more or something because I never forgot that ni--GCO." she said. "Come to my house." I said quickly. "Why?" she asked. "I..I just want to talk to you." I said biting my lip. "Okay..? I'm on my way now." she said. I smiled to myself, and hung up the phone. I don't know why I said that. Especially after what she said about Gabriella. The words just..they just came out of my mouth. I couldn't help myself. The lights kept flickering on and off, and I kept looking at the note. Every glance at it, it made me even madder. My eyes started watering, but I held the tears back. It's not worth crying over. I don't even think someone is trying to kill me. It's like someone is just trying to play with my head. My phone went black, and I hit the home button. It was a picture of Ella. I half smiled. I looked at the pictures me and Gabriella had on the dresser. I stood up and walked over to them. It was a picture of me and my dad. I screamed, and threw it at the window. It went straight through the glass. The curtains started flying in the air because of the rain, and the carpet started getting wet. I looked back at the note, and my fist balled up again. I heard the doorbell ring, and I walked downstairs. I opened the door, and Arianna was standing there. I grabbed her arm and dragged her upstairs. I pushed her on the bed, and unbuckled my pants. I saw her bit her lip. I smirked, and pulled her dress up. I stuck it inside her and forcefully started grinding inside and out of her. I didn't even bother to look at any part of her body. Not even her face. I wasn't even enjoying it. It wasn't the same, but I couldn't even stop. Something was holding me back. I don't even know why invited her over in the first place. My mind went blank, and I wasn't thinking. She screamed like she was in pain or something. But she was smiling! I looked at her and smirked. I kept going until, I saw someone standing in the doorway. It was Gabriella. I put my dick back in my pants, and stood up. I looked at Ella, and slowly tears fell down her cheeks. She walked over to Ariana and grabbed her by her hair pulling her off the bed. I stepped back. Ella took her hair out of the ponytail, took off her jacket until the only thing she had on was her shorts and tank top. "You got some nerve bitch!" Ella yelled. She got on top of Ariana and and punched her in the nose. She kept doing that repeatedly. Ariana's face was covered in blood. I smirked. "Dumb ass bitch!" Gabriella yelled dragging Ariana out the room by her hair. She was just kicking her feet and screaming loudly. I followed them. Ella dragged her down the stairs and when she got to the door, she swung it open and pulled Ariana up to her feet. Ella was looking dead at her. "Stay the fuck away from this house." she said quietly. She punched her in the face one time and let go of Ariana's hair. Tears slowly fell down Ella's face. I felt so guilty. Something took over me. I would have never done that. I watches as Ariana climbed in her car and drove off fast. I walked over to Ella and tried to hug her. She stepped back, and didn't even look at me. "Baby, I can explain." I said looking at her. "No. You don't need to. I already know what's been going on with you lately. But I wasn't worried because I thought you could control the anger. You crossed the line this time. You cheated Chresanto. Out of all the time we've been together, married and dating, you keep hurting me. I'm tired of feeling this way. I'm tired of crying and I'm tired of letting you get away with this every single time you do this to me. I've seen you kiss other girls, I've seen you have sex with other girls, I've even watched you hit me. And everytime you did it, I hoped this would be the last time. But it wasn't. These tears on my face right now will be the last time they're because of you. I'm done feeling like the victim. The kids are at daycare right now. I don't think I'll be able to get them, so I want you too. Don't mention me to them, and don't worry about me. I'll be fine." she looked at me, and kissed my lips. Then she touched my cheek looking at my eyes. Her eyes started watering badly. When one tear fell down her cheek, she walked out the door. She threw the keys at the car I bought her, took off both necklaces I gave her, and ran down the street. I felt tears in my eyes. What did I just do? I slammed the door shut, and punched a hole in the wall. I screamed, and ran upstairs. I looked at the note again, and picked it up. I ripped it in half, and threw it in the trash. It's because of that piece of shit. When I threw it away it was like I realized what just happened. It was like everything was clear to me again. I just let the love of my life walk away from me. And without her, life isn't worth fighting for. I went downstairs and out the door. I picked up the necklaces Ella threw and, put them in my pocket. Everytime she gets this mad, she throws the necklaces. Never the bracelet. She never took it off either. When I was walking back inside I saw the picture I threw at the window. I picked it up, and looked at the broken window. What have I done?

GABRIELLA POV

I knew something like that was going to happen. I knew he was going to make a big ass mistake like that. And the whole time, I knew it was because of the note. Everytime he looked at it, it was like he got angrier and angrier everytime. When I got out the car, there was something black in the grass. It was a picture of Chres and his dad. I knew he was angry. When I saw glass around it, I already knew he wasn't the same. The rain was pouring down and I couldn't see. I sat on the ground, and buried my head in my knees. Tears just kept coming. I lifted up my head and stuggled to keep my eyes open. "Things always happen for a reason right? Why do you keep making me feel this way? Why can't I just live my life the way I've always wanted too? Why am I even still here today?" I screamed. I saw someone walk up to me. "Gabriella?" they said. I looked up and it was my mother. I started crying even more now. I buried my head in my knees again, and just cried. She sat down next to me, and put her hand on my back. I was about to hit her or atleast yell at her. But I didn't. I felt goose bumps go up my arm when she touched me. "Why are you crying.." she said to me. I lifted my head up and looked at her. "Why do you care. You never cared." I said crying more. She sighed. "You know that isn't true. I've always cared about you. You were my life." she said. "Then why did you let daddy do those things to me? Why did you let the men do those things to me?" she looked at the ground. "Your dad threatened to kill me if I didn't do what he said.." "But I'm your daughter." I said. "I know. And sometimes I disagreed. I think he was too scared to do anything to me so he drugged me. You weren't the only one to be abused by him. I was too." she looked back at me. My eye sight got blurry. "How come you never told me this." I asked. "You were to young. I didn't want you to be scared." "You know I was though. You know I was!" "I'm sorry. If I could go back and change time, I would. I'd do it for you. Because I love you with all my heart. Seeing you today breaks my heart, because I never got to watch you grow up the way I wanted too." I saw tears fall down her face. "Really.." I said softly. She nodded her head. Maybe it is time to let go. When she said that, it felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. Weight that has been with me for a very long time. "Now tell me why you're crying." she said. I looked at the ground. "I don't want to talk about it right now. I just...I just need a hug from my mother." I said leaning on her shoulder. She was hesitant, but wrapped her arms around me. I just kept crying, and crying. Me and my mom never had these moments. I had them with her before my dad decided to use me. And sometimes when he did. One relationship was fixed. Why can't it be between me and Chresanto?

Crazy chapter right? Yeah, I was hesitant about posting it because, I write my chapters the day before I post them so I'll have them ready in the morning. When I read it over, I felt so stupid for writing and I was about to write the whole thing over. But I'm not because it just makes it more interesting. Hoped you liked it though :)

/.\Danae