The Hate and Love Game

Game #59

CHRESANTO POV

I can't believe me and Ella came this far. It's hard to believe I get to see her in just 3 more months!! I'm really excited because 1) I haven't seen her in 2 in a half years, 2) Words cannot explain how long I have been waiting to see my beautiful little lady and last but not least, 3) I'm going to purpose. :) I am buying the ring today actually. Right now, I'm taking my 5 year old twins with me to the mall. The same place I bought Ella her charm bracelet when we were 16. The twins, they're really excited they get to see their mother. Ella's coming back on August 23rd around the same time the twins start kindergarten. They are still small children and I wish I could fix that because, they doctor said they should be much bigger then they are today. And not only are they gaining weight but they're also loosing some. It hurts me honestly, that that's their reality but, they still manage to keep a big smile over their faces. I put their jackets and shoes on and buckled them up in the car. I turned around to look at them. "So, are you guys gonna help daddy buy a ring for your mommy?" I asked them. They smiled. "Yeah. And it's gonna be big and shiney like a princess!" Chrissy said. I laughed and turned back around to drive. We made it to the mall and I held their hands as we walked throughout the mall till we got to our destination. Me and the kids walked throughout the store looking for a perfect ring to get Ella. There were a lot of choices and they were beautiful and real exspensive rings but, they just wouldn't fit Ella the way I want it too. I came across a nice sized ring that stood out. Chrissy was standing in front of it so I stood behind her and looked at it. "What about this one papi?" she asked looking at me. I took a good look at it angle from angle. It was perfect! "Actually, this one...this one is definently what I was looking for." she giggled and smiled when I said that. It made me laugh a little. I called over one of the workers to tell them we picked what we wanted. She asked me what size was Ella's finger and stuff. It was kind of a hard desicion because, I really didn't know what Ella's finger size is right now. I mean, if it grew or something which sounds weird but if it did, I'll have to guess. If it didn't, I am fine. "Ok, this ring cost $699.99. If you buy it, we'll have to get you one with that size. Which will be shipped to your house if you want us too. If you don't you'll have to come back to get it yourself.'' the worker said. "Uhm...if I do want it shipped, what day will it arrive?" I asked. "Uhhh...well when people ask us to ship their stuff, it usually shows up 2 or 3 days later." she said biting her lip. I nodded my head. "Ok, I'll just have it shipped then. Will it cost me though?" she laughed a little. "Yes sir. But only about 20 cents." I nodded my head. "Ok, I'll have it shipped then." she pulled out some paper work. "'Ok all you have to do is sign these papers filling out some stuff so we can contact you." I nodded my head as she handed me some papers to fill out. I was shocked that the ring didn't cost as much as I expected but hey, I saved way more money then I expected to spend. As I left the store I was very satisfied with the decision. Now, for the next step. Planning on how I'm going to make this happen. I want the moment I ask her to be a moment she'll never forget. I hope I'm not overthinking this though. I mean, there is a possibility she'll say no. I hope she doesnt though and I'm praying she doesnt but she could and I hope she doesnt. "Mommy is gonna be happy you picked it Chrissy." I said looking at my little itty bitty daughter :) She giggled a little as her face turned cherry red. Mine does the same thing when I'm nervous. Just like I will be when I ask Ella and she'll be able to tell. Trust and Believe.....

GABRIELLA POV

Yes!! The time I have to spend at this school is coming to an end thank god! The passed 2 years have gone by faster then I expected honestly but it was still a long time! Now, I'm 22 years old ready to go back home to my family and learn the new style of my life. I'm very excited to see my family I have been dying to be with. I can't wait to see the twins too. I heard that they're loosing weight instead of gaining some. That isn't what I was expecting to hear when I asked Chres how their doctors appointment went when I asked but that's what I did. But most of all, I can't wait to see Chres. Seeing him through the screen of a computer isnt the best. It is sort of cuz  I get to see him but they point is, he is getting bigger! As in bigger, I mean, bigger muscles and stuff. You can see his muscles through his shirt. Very sexy if I might say. Point is, I want to be able to, kiss his lips that I've been dreaming about, hold his hand, rub his soft cheeks, feel his hair again. It kind of makes me mad that I can't but I will be able to again. I just miss him so much. He has gotten so so so so so so so mature! I remember when he was a jokester and getting smart with everyone. Now, he has better manners and doesn't joke around anyone really but me and his friends. Of course, he still has his moments. He is still very young and might still have his childish ways sometimes. But I kinda miss that side of him. I've been thinking a lot lately too. It's been going through my mind a lot lately. Me and Chresanto have been through a lot but, wouldn't you think marriage would have come faster then he said? I know we aren't together right now but I would've expected him to you know, do it faster then it is now. I kind of want him to purpose but then I dont. I do because, I dont want anyone else to have him. He's my baby and not no one elses. I dont because, even though we're married, he can still cheat and thats the worse mistake he could ever make especially with me. If he does it's going down. We bout to fight! Then because divorce. It would break my heart to pieces if we ever became married then divorced. I would never ever forgive myself for signing or filing a divorce! But anyway, we came so far. I wouldn't say he is rushing a marriage if he would purpose to me.......But know that if he did I am not saying I would say yes or no. We'll just have to see when he ask me if he ever does..........

RAYRAY POV

I was holding on to her waist as we continued to kiss. Her lips were so soft and pink I kiss her so much just to taste and feel them. Ambra, honestly is way better then Monserrate. Last Valentines Day, I got her a whole lot of chocolates, a big teddy bear, and some jewerly. You know what she did with it? She put it all on top of her dresser with a picture of me and her together right in front of the teddy bear. She treated my gifts way better then Monserrate did. I hope the new guy Diggy she is seeing goes through what I did on Valentines Day.  They aren't even going out yet but they will, watch.  I never got over that to be honest. But  I dont even care. Ambra is treating me way better then Monserrate...

Now you know what Gabriella thinks about Chresanto maybe purposing to her. She wants to say yes but then she doesnt. I know I would say yes to Roc Royal if he ever purposed to me or you know, asked me if I wanted his number or something! :D But anyway, she didnt say she was gonna say yes so what do you think she'll say? And the RayRay Point of Veiw was for my sister. She begged me to give him one. So you might see his in some chapters. Over all I hoped you got a good glimpse of Chresanto's and Gabriella's thoughts about a purposal. I tried to show you all the ring he got her but it didn't show up. If I can show it in the next few chapters I will

-Dane