The Hate and Love Game

Game #56

CHRESANTO POV

I am thinking about asking Ella for her hand in marrige......

I sat on the bed thinking about asking her. If I do, I'm not doing it now. Maybe when she gets back. She can't turn me down. I mean,  I told her a million time I was going to marry her. She hasn't said no or anything basically, avoiding that situation. I'm basically stressed out right now and nervous. But today is my Birthday and I have to enjoy it. I went into the twins room and you know, played around with them for a few hours till 10:00 tonight. I enjoyed playing with them. Atleast I have some part of Ella with me today. Though I wish she was here. I miss her so much it's crazy. That would be the best birthday present. These 4 years are taking to long to go bye. Prod is back in town. He came back from New York about 3 weeks ago. He finished his term there and is trying his best to persue his dance career. Me and him are cool now. I under estimated him and Ella in the same room. They proved me wrong. I eventually apologized to both of them. Anyway, Ray and Monse broke up for good 2 years ago. He said it was something about Valentines Day. But yeah, Ray moved on to Ms. Ambra. :) She was added in to our little crew. Prince and Ruby our still together. Crazy right? I would say the same thing about me and Ella but we broke up 2 times when they never did. Davanna and prod on the other hand are still together when Ella and her aren't talking but still consider each other bestfriends. Monse isn't in a relationship but has been seeing this guy named Daniel. A.K.A. Diggy :) He a pretty cool guy. He was even on the football team with me back in 10th grade. I don't know how they re-met but they did. Gabriella has gotten call-backs from tv shows and so far, is only going to be extras with small lines. But you have to start from the bottom to get to the top. She also has been loosing weight. I don't know why, she is already skinny as ever. But thick at the same time. I picked up the kids and put them in the back seat of my car. I was gonna drop them off at Monse's houes now since they fell asleep anyway. Tthey'll probably be asleep for a while anyway. They're even 4 years old now! Me and Ella decied to just keep them at daycare. Toddlers. I picked both of them up and went to the door and rang it. Monse opened it fast. "Who did their hair Roc?" she asked me. "I did and hello to you too." I said. "I see Chris is catching that long hair you had." I laughed. "They both are!" I said. "Why didn't you just leave her hair down?" she asked. "Because she wanted it up..." she laughed. "Come in." I walked in and gently put the twins down on the couch. "So you still going out tonight for your birthday?" she asked me. I brushed myself off. "Yeah. In about an hour..." she smiled. "Have fun but not too much fun. I'm pretty sure Gabriella all ready got on to you about that." I laughed. "Yeah she did this morning. She already knew I was going to the club. But I don't see why she is so worried about me going, I'm sure I won't do anything stupid..." she sighed. "She has a right too. I mean, if my boyfriend were to go to a club and I couldn't be there, I would send someone to watch him." she said that like it was nothing. "Do you think I will do something stupid?" "Just dont drink and get caught up with the strippers. You have made those mistakes before Roc." "I know I have but I'm 21 now. My mind has changed. And Ella is all I need right now. No girl is better then her." she laughed. "You just turned 21 today. The older you get, the more chances you have... And that isnt what you said when you messed around with that girl Nautica?" I sighed and left. I dont really have anything else to say. I am even having second thoughts on going to this place anyway. I mean all the guys have girls and they're coming too! This was their Idea.  I went back to the house and waited till the guys showed up. About 20 minutes later they did.

"Wassup my nigga?" Ray said. I laughed. "Wassup Ray.." I said. "You older then me now." Princeton said patting me on the back. "By one year. You and Ella's birthdays are real close." I said. He laughed. "Sup Roc?" Prod said. "Nothin much. You?" he half smiled. "Nothin." he said. "Well lets go." Princeton said. We got our stuff together and bounced. Throughout the car ride we pretty much just talked about how this night would end. I just stayed quiet because I was nervous honestly! I couldnt think straight. Ella and Monse got me all worked up now I dont think I should go. When we pulled in the parking lot all you could hear was the loud music. You could even feel a vibration. We walked in to a whole lot of guys and women everywhere. The women were mostly strippers too. I started getting really nervous especially when they started walking up to me and touching me. "No I have a girlfriend..." I told one of them. She rolled her eyes and kept moving. "What was that?" Ray asked me. I wiped the sweat from my forhead. "Dude. I have a girlfriend. You do too! You're gonna let them...do stuff like that?" he laughed. "Ambra doesn't have to know about it." he said with an evil grin on his face. "What about you Prince?" he looked at me. "Nahh. Me and Ruby's relationship is too serious for that shit." he said laughing. "I just came here for your birthday Roc. And the drinks of course." he walked away to the bar. "And you Prod?" he looked at me. "Maybe just...a little." with that being said he walked away with Ray leaving me alone. I brushed myself and sat down somewhere. Problem is, right in front of me was more strippers! I put my hand in front of my face so I wouldn't be tempted to look. I felt a hand go up my thigh and I jumped. "Please, I have a girlfriend that I don't want to loose!" I told her. "You came here to have fun right?" she asked me. I immediatly got nervous again. "Yes but not with strippers." her smile faded when I said that and she walked away. I went to the back to sit down and there was a group of people in a circle. I went to see what it was and it was another stripper doing a split. I started sweating bad. The whole night was chaos for me and quite an expierence. I don't think I'll back here without Ella anytime soon. It was about 2:00 am and we left. "So? Did you have fun?" Prod asked me. I sighed. "Yeah...I guess." I said. They all looked at me confused. "You avoided everyone didnt you?" Prince asked me. I sighed. "Yeah...." "When you gon' learn how to have some fun?" Ray asked. "When Ella gets back." I picked up the twins and went back home. I put them to sleep and went to sleep myself. I'm just happy I made it through the night without doing anything stupid. Worst night every though....I looked at the picture of me and Ella. I smiled just seeing her smile. I slowly started drifting asleep and ya know. Went to sleep......