Desire (ATEEZ Boy x Boy Oneshots Book II)

A | A Mistake | Yeosang x San

Requested by 10nightinhell
Features mpreg.

San leaned his head closer to Yeosang's upper chest. His boyfriend of four years smiled and brought him near.

"Hey," Yeosang brushed his shoulder. "I love you."

"I love you too," San whispered. It was normal for them to say it often. Only recently, it's been holding a lot of meaning in San's mind.

"How much... do you love me?" San hesitantly asked.

Yeosang laughed. "What kind of question is that, Sannie?"

"Like... a lot? Or how big?"

Yeosang kissed his temple. "If words could describe how much I do, they still wouldn't be enough."

"You're cheesy," San said with a grin.

"Thank you. I take that seriously." Yeosang returned to watching the movie on the screen. His hands smoothly slid down to San's hips, where the boy jerked slightly. Then slowly, Yeosang started rubbing the area.

San gulped at how firm Yeosang's hands felt. He was working out again, and his body was forming into pure muscle. San liked it, but he loved soft Yeosang just as much.

Suddenly, Yeosang placed his lips on San's neck. San closed his eyes, trying not to moan. Instead, he caught himself swaying.

"S-Sorry, Yeosang. I have to go to the bathroom."

"Huh?" San would never cut out of moments like these. Especially if it's been about four weeks since their last session. Yeosang thought San would've wanted some attention.

Yeosang continued with his movie. A little hurt, a little frustrated, he sank back into the couch and waited for San to return.

"Are you okay?" he asked when San sat right back in. "You took a little bit."

"I'm fine." San kissed Yeosang's cheek. "Let's go to bed after this."

In bed, Yeosang draped his arm over San's waist. San caressed his face for a moment before closing his eyes. And though their breaths seemed to have lowered down, their minds were well awake.

Yeosang was worried about his relationship with San. It's been a bit... dull. Not too negatively, but it's like something was missing between them. He hated to think that San was losing love for him or even cheating.

Everything's been suspicious lately. San is more reserved, quieter. He can't look at Yeosang for a moment before turning away. And San only kept their intimacy to hugging, which was sweet yet peculiar because San and Yeosang were never like this. One would always want more passionate nights with the other. Now? They've rarely done it.

As for San, thoughts about the future gnawed at his brain. He worries about Yeosang. What would happen when he finds out? When he finds out, he's pregnant?

Pregnant.

That was a whole other issue on its own. San feared for his body, his health, his baby. He was excited the day he saw the test and even more when the doctor confirmed it... until he was told seven out of ten males don't make it, and he feared being part of that portion.

And Yeosang. About a week before the pregnancy test, funny enough, San brought up the topic of adopting a baby. Yeosang immediately shut it down. He didn't want one. Not in the next ten years, at least. He wasn't even sure about the time beyond.

"No, San."

"No? Not even one?"

"No."