I Don't Believe in Love

Chapter 34

Summer naa and yes ilang months na akong hindi nag-uupdate XD. Sorry wala kasing lumalabas sa utak ko kung ano ang iuupdate.

Yung picture pala sa taas ay si Jayson (left) at si Kendall (right). Isipin niyo nalang sila yun. (Hot nila no? )

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Chapter 34

September 15, 2015

"Do you, Jayson Clarke, accept Ayiesha Gonzales as your lawfully wedded wife?"

The place went silent. Everyone was waiting for my response.

There's still a bit of doubt inside of me. It's making me confused.

I turned to Ayiesha. She looks very beautiful in her wedding gown, holding a boquet on her left hand and my arm on the other. She tenderly squeezed my arm and gave me a sweet smile. Just seeing that smile on her face makes me feel relieved and calm.

That smile is urging me to say yes.

Simula nung magsama kami ni Ayiesha dito sa Australia, hindi maalis-alis ang ngiti niya. She always glow when we're together.

Noon, hindi ko siya pinapansin. I didn't care how sweet she was to me, how caring, how tender. I didn't care about her. Nakikisakay lang ako sa mga gusto niya.

Pero as time passed, she got my attention. Everything was coming back to me.

I remembered her smiles, her sweetness, her tantrums, her habits, her attitude, everything about her.

Unti-unti, sumasaya na rin ako sa tabi ni Ayiesha. Nasasanay na ako sa presensya niya. Minsan may mga times na di ko maiwasang mamiss siya kapag umaalis siya.

Mahal ko na nga ba siya?

I don't know yet.

I breathed in, breathed out.

I hope this moment will show if I already love her.

"I do."

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Pagkatapos ng wedding namin, we are now holding our reception. At siyempre marami ang mga katrabaho at business partners ni Dad (daddy ni Ayiesha) kaya malaki ang kinuha niyang venue.

Isang five star hotel ang venue at luxurious ang ambiance nito. The food here is splendid. Marami ang kanilang sine-serve. May Chinese, Malaysian, Italian, French, Spanish, and even Filipino dishes.

Yung pinili namin ay French dishes.

"Are you okay?" Bulong sakin ni Ayiesha. Dito kami nakaupo sa harap ng mga guests. Looking at the hundred guests makes me feel anxious. I'm still not used to it.

I held Ayiesha's hand with my sweaty palm. "Just a bit nervous. I'll cool down sooner or later." She just nodded and smiled.

Then came the messages of the guests and family members. Yung iba hindi ko kilala kasi mga business partners ni dad o di kaya sa pamilya niya. Kaunti lang naman yung mga family members ko. I barely know some of them.

"Jayson." I looked to the speaker. It was my mother. "I know you despise me for leaving you. I am truly sorry, my son. I was scared. I thought it would be fair for me and your father.

But it wasn't fair to you. I'm sorry I didn't do my role as a mother. I know it's too late for me to say sorry, but I hope it's not too late for me to be givien a chance to enter your heart again and become your loving mother.