The Orphan

Chapter Twenty.

Autumn-

I admit finding out I had a brother scared me at first, but as the days passed I started warming up to the idea.

I was still mad at him of course, the life I could have lived, the things I could of done, I could be good at school, I could of been any stereo type out there, from a cheerleader to goth.

Of course even the thought of being a cheerleader now makes me gag, but if he had raised me, I could have been more open to the idea.

But these are all 'could of's', and could of's can't change shit. I still live the life I live.

But even so, that doesn't change the fact that he didn't want me then, so why does he want me now? Now when he probably has kids of his own, Now, why now?

"Are you going to answer that?" Tori asked from across the couch, she sounded annoyed.

As anyone would be when you're watching a movie.

I looked at the six eyes staring at me in question. My phone vibrating the sofa's arm rest. I sighed and turned it off.

I hadn't left the house in two days and as usual I had everyone on my back.

Am I really that bad? I can't be gone for more than an hour without someone worrying about me.

Mason was the worst with the whole worry thing.

I guess he has the right to, considering every time I call him I'm either in trouble or got myself into some situation.

Now that's a topic, Mason, Mason and I have the most confusing relationship of all time! Are we dating? we haven't gone on a date yet but we act like we're dating, we haven't kissed yet, but we still act like we're dating, hell, I've even kissed Ryder! But my mind tells me that didn't happen, so does it really count? I guess it's easier to kiss someone you don't like than someone you do, right? right? someone please tell me that's right!

"Autumn you look like you're going to faint." Dylan stated worriedly.

I looked at him with a frown. I do? I feel fine.

"You're looking pale" Lex agreed

Just cause i'm the only one in this fucking town who can't get a tan doesn't mean you have to be rude about it!

I felt like screaming at them

"Have you gotten any sleep?" They asked.

I haven't been doing anything but sleeping for two days!

"Autumn!" Tori yelled.

I only realised I hadn't actually been answering them until her voice snapped at me.

"I'll go get some fresh air." I reassured them and headed for the terrace.

I don't like questions, they annoy me, no one minds asking them, but answering them just gets so frustrating, especially when they ask the same question over and over again!

Once I'd shut the glass door behind me I turned back on my phone and checked who has been missing me.

Mason, Andrew, Mason, Ryder, Chase, Mason, Andrew, Andrew, Chloe.

Jesus, I hated this! Couldn't they just leave me alone!

I didn't dare read the texts, no, if they were desperate they'd just show up here.

Well, Maybe not Chase, he seems to have a problem with Dylan, but the rest could come!

I threw my phone over the railings into the air. I watched it as it flip through the air before it touched ground somewhere in the distance.