i am not like them.
my eyes are too wide, they say.
my hair is too light, even for a biracial family —
my hair's a shade lighter than my white dad's —
doesn't help that i want to cut it too.i'm always too confusing
and i choke on all my words.
and they're not what i meant to say.i am not like them
because as i type this
i am listening to music and drowning it out
so i don't have to listen to dad and d yell about basketball ( a glorified game of catch, really ) then sneer when i ask to watch shadow and bone.i am made out of them, though.
mom yells and hisses and snarls and i do too
dad can silence me with just a glare, i silence him toothey work with honeyed words and open hands
i try to, too, but my words are not sweet enough
and my eyes are not wide enough
though i take in more than them[ 5.21.21 ]
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