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» to the opposite of light

one. 

i don't want to become you.

two. 

have i already became you? 

three. 

i can't stop myself from looking at your page. 

i celebrated when it was a black profile picture. 

then wondered why i celebrated. 

four. 

why do i keep bringing you up? this isn't how to heal

five. 

at this point, i'll never heal

i'll keep forcing myself to wake up in the middle of the night 

i won't get back to sleep 

but if i then have a dream that doesn't have you in it

it'll be worth it. 

six. 

please

seven. 

stop haunting me 

eight.

i hope you've changed 

because i've got friends who are yours too

and i dont want them hurt

nine. 

why is this so hard 

why can't i just let you go

[ 6.27.21 ]

a.n. sorry for all the d-rk poems but for some reason he's been on my mind lately and i can't cope with it so you're getting this trash of a poem instead