October 14th
Ron's POV
"Mommy! Mommy! Mommy! Mommy!" The girls scream over and over again. "Yes loves?" I reply running back from their conjoined room, to the hall. "Hi!" Imani giggles and I sigh into my hand. "Hi" I chuckle ushering them towards the common room.
Harry was at Hogwarts with the ferret, he of course took EJ and Gray. Atlas was with Aspen at her family's party store attempting to get a job and my brothers were at work. Leaving me alone... with my rambunctious girls.
They run ahead racing each other to the couches. I smile watching them. Both girls touch the couch and cheer jumping up and down. "I won! I won!" Isla shouts getting a pout from her sister. "No, you didn't! I won!" She shouts back.
"Girls, you both beat me and that's all that matters" I chuckle both girls giving me big eyes. "We beat mama!" The sisters high-fived making me gush at how cute they were. Sitting on the floor I fold my legs underneath me.
"I love you guys so much" I coo tickling their stomachs. "I love you too!" "I love you more toe!" They both ramble hugging me. "Can we play with daddy?" Isla whispers, Imani, grabbing her shoulder.
"Stop it... mommy does-it like when we talk about daddy" I stare at my daughter shocked. "Monkey that's not true!" I cry getting their attention. "Yes it is! You get sad when we ask about daddy!" She stomps her tiny foot as I swallow.
I thought I was hiding it better. I'm a pathetic mother. I didn't mean for them to think that. "I don't get sad... I don't, I just- why don't we play a game!" I cut myself off not knowing why I was trying to explain my problems to my toddlers.
"I'm sorry" Isla whispers hugging herself. "Please... don't be sorry" I beg as the two girls suddenly become awkward and timid. I stand wiping my legs off. "Why don't we do something?" I ask once again.
"Let's play!" Isla throws her arms up. "Can we get food too!?" Imani joins hugging her sister. "Yeah. Yeah! We can do that!" I smile happy they weren't upset. "Why don't you go get some toys and mommy will go slice some apples" I boop Imani's nose kissing my other daughter's head.
The once again energetic girls run off and I watch them smiling as I make my way into the kitchen. The smile drops as soon as I know they're out of sight. Am I failing? Did I fail Ivy and Iris... bloody hell what is wrong with me?
I rubbed my face groggily before cutting up an apple into thin enough slices for the girl. I put them on a plate and started for the door, using my body to push it open.
It was quiet and I look around until I found the girls on the couch their feet kicking back and forth. "I think mommy is mad at us" Isla stops her kicking and lowers her head. Her red hair frizzy and everywhere. I definitely need to put it up today. Freezing in my spot, I wanted to hear what they had to say.
"Were we mean?" Imani asks and her perky attitude stops. "We're bad" she continues lowering her head. I bite my lip before forcing a smile on my face. "Monkeys I've got your food!" I cheer walking to set the plate on the table.
"Yay! Thank you, mommy!" "Thank you!" The toddlers rush over to their food as I look to the couch. "I see we got the ponies" I chuckle looking at the stuffed horses. "Yeah! You like the horses right!" Isla asks Imani chewing on her apple slice.
"Do you not like the horses..." she trails off and I drop the horse back onto the couch. "I-I... I love the horses" I reassure them before clearing my throat standing up. "While you guys eat... mommy is going to go get changed, you know where my room is right?" I question them and they nod happily.
"Daddy is going to be home soon" Isla whispers and I walk slower. How did she know that... "sissy quiet!" Imani shushes her and I rush to my room. My walk became more of a run once I knew I was out of sight.
I fumbled with the doorknob before slamming it shut behind me. I suck in a horrible gasp of air making a wretched noise before I fell to my knees and hugged my stomach letting out a sob.
"Why can't I be a good parent..." I cry frantically trying to wipe my tears. My best friend is an amazing parent- he's good at everything. I just want to do something right. They just want their daddy and that's the one thing I can't do.
I brought my knees to my chest and cried. "I just want to do okay" I sniffle. What if I cause them to grow up insecure or depressed or- "I- don't know what to do" I choked out. I'm such an ugly crier. I attempt to wipe my tears knowing I needed to go back out to the girls but they just wouldn't stop.
"Stop! Stop crying!" I yell at myself slapping my cheeks. Okay, be quiet can't freak the girls out. It didn't work as I about choke on my tears. "Woah, Woah- buttercup what's wrong?!" I freeze at the voice trying to wipe my tears.
Before he can say anything else I stand walking right by him for the door. "I need to go play with the girls" I mumble reaching for it. I don't make it as he grabs my arm pulling me back his expression turned to one of concern.
"I told the girls I would play with them after I said hello to mommy, I'm not leaving you until I know what's wrong though" he replies wiping some of my tears. "Please... Blaise let's just go play with the girls" I plead getting a look. "Ronald if you don't tell what's going on, so help me... I'll take away your snacks" his serious threat turned funny making me chuckle.
"Buttercup tell me what's wrong?" He asks again and I come closer setting my head on his shoulder. "The girls... I'm such a bad mother-" he opens his mouth to cut me off but I quickly shushed him. "Babe you don't understand, I walked out of the kitchen today hearing them talk about how I'm mad at them and how they think they are bad kids, and how I'm sad. Or- or when Isla gets excited about you coming home and Imani tells her to be quiet because it's upsetting me" I sob into his chest.
"I don't know what to do Blaise- I don't know what to do... I just- I'm such a bad mom! I want to do better, but I can't, I can't do it" I broke down in his arms as he pet my hair just listening to me.
"Baby, you are the best mother there is, they're trying to be good daughters they don't understand what they are saying hurts" he whispers and I nod trying to calm myself. "I'm stressing out, but I shouldn't be! Harry deals with 6 kids... what if I'm causing them to be insecure or I don't know" I wipe my eyes as he nods cooing to me.
"It's all going to be okay, I'm going to come home, I love you, I can't do this to our family anymore" he whispers and I shake my head quickly wiping my eyes. "No! No... I'm sorry please you love your job" I sob putting my hands on his shoulders.
"Ronald Weasley! You are not okay right now, this isn't okay- please, screw the promotion it's not giving me the break I thought it was" he scowls before kissing my cheek.
"The girls have been out there for a while... can we just talk about this tonight?" I ask patting his cheek in a joking manner. "Cuddles?" He asks and I nod chuckling. "I love you buttercup, so much" he smiles leaving kisses all over my face. I giggle wrapping my arms around him.
A thud on the door makes me freeze and I unlatch myself from him running to the door. "Girls!" I shout panicked throwing the door open. I found the toddlers on their butts staring wide-eyed at the door.
"Are you okay? What happen!?" I ask frantically checking both of them for blood or bruises. "We- we... open door- but it no open- so we break it!" Imani shouts throwing her arms up. Her explanation a little off, since she was still razzled.
I pick her up and grabbed Islas hand. "Well, daddy's here" I smile hoping that this would make them happy. "We know!" Imani claps. "We were coming- t-to tell you" Isla explains looking up to me. "We all pway!" They both shout as I try to frantically hold back my tears.
Imani hugs my neck and giggles. "We have to play ponies!" "Yeah it- it mommy's favorite!" Both of them shout to their dad who smiles at me. "Oh are they?" He asks getting nods. "Mhmm!" Isla nods with a hint of attitude.
Blaise walks over to me kissing my temple. I set Imani down and she runs to her sister as they set up the ponies deciding who was who. "You see how happy they are? That's because of you? You heard a noise and you were immediately over there to help" he points out giving me a quick peck.
"Me? I don't know"
"Ronald... just come play ponies"
I laughed at the sentence, but nodded trying to wipe the tears. "I can do that, thank you"
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