Episode 10: Crushmate

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Belle's POV

I finished my first song pero hindi na muli pang nilingon si donny.

As usual, claudia praised my voice at ganon na rin si harvey but donny was just silent.

Hindi ko alam kung may iniisip sya dahil kanina pa siya nakatulala.

"G-guys i need to go my mom. Belle inatake siya sa puso" Lahat kami ay nagulat,

"What?!"

Hindi pa muling sumagot si claud at tumayo na lang pero hinabol siya ni donny.

Malamang, belle. Nililigawan ni donny si claudia, natural lang na habulin siya ni donny.

Damn this is wrong. Alam kong hindi pa sila pero paano kung sila na?! I'm freaking in love with my bestfriend's man.

I'm too young to feel this kind of emotions and feelings.

The past few months were rough not only for me but also for claudia. Tita died because of heart attack. Laging absent si claudia because she's still mourning. Si donny madalas na nag c-cutting dahil daw pinapapunta siya doon ni claudia.

She's so valnurable, too broken right now. Idagdag pa yung feelings ko para sa boyfriend niya. Yes, boyfriend.

Cladia said na sinagot niya si donny the day before tita died, she just forgot to tell me dahil nga sa nangyari.

Harvey asked kung pwede siyang manligaw. I didn't said yes pero hindi ko rin sinabing no. I asked him kung kaya ba niya akong hintayin. Friends muna hanggang sa mawala ang feelings ko for donny.

"Hey.." hinimas ni miah ang likod ko. Sa tingin ko ay napansin niya na sobrang lalim ng iniisip ko.

Matagal-tagal narin kasi since last bonding namin na kaming dalawa lang.

"You know you can tell me anything" He said. Ofcourse, he's my bestfriend since we we're in diapers.

"Wag mo ako ij-judge ah.." Pabiro kong sabi

"Luh. Kelan ba kita hindi jinudge?!" Aniya saka tumawa

Kahit kelan talaga siraulo tong taong to jusko

"Anyway.... Miah, i think i love donny" I said it in a slow phase.

"Talaga?" Hindi ko alam kung seryoso ba siya o ano e

"Bakit parang hindi ka nagulat? Bakit wala yung 'Ikaw ah crush mo pala si ano' Ano na?"

nakakapanibago to ah

"Obvious naman eh. You stare at him always. Yung tipong hulog na hulog pero at the same time alam mong hindi pwede.." Damn bestfriend. Kilalang kilala mo ako.

"I-i don't know what to do. Malapit na matapos ang school year pero yung feelings ko hindi pa rin tapos."

"Hindi naman kasi ganon ka dali yon. Yung pag momove on hindi pwedeng overnight lang. Nag mahal ka e well minamahal... Pero the point is, hindi ka makakapag move on kung hindi mo ilalabas yang nararamdaman mo. Paano ka makakalaya kung ikukulong mo yang sarili mo sa nararamdaman mo. Just tell him what you feel"

He's right. He's always right. Pero pinangungunahan ako ng takot eh. Paano si claudia?

"I can't tell him" I wiped my tears.

"Oh yes you can. You know i never expected this for a 13 years old girl"

"Wow ha, parang ikaw hindi 13"

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