Loving You Until The End

𝟰 | 𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲

𝘃𝗼𝘁𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 <𝟯

I promised myself I'd stop saying 'I'm gonna kill myself for every little inconvenience.

But I'm gonna kill myself.

You know after I kill Rebecca for not warning me.

I feel like I'm gonna be sick.

It's okay, just breathe.

I take a deep breath and start attempting to do my job but it's kinda hard when your hands won't stop shaking. As Roman approaches the ring I snap different shots of him.

He's a few inches taller than Elijah so I have to step on the ring.

Frick.

I lean against the ropes and take a few shots before getting off.

I pray that he won't see me but I still have to shoot some pictures after the fight.

Damn it.

I zone out whatever the MC is saying, there's no point in listening to that. I make sure to have my camera on the fastest shutter speed. Boxing is a fast sport and I need to be able to keep up.

They touch gloves and a bell rings as soon as the MC is out of the ring.

They jump around but my gaze stays on Roman.

He looks different. He has tattoos, a lot of them. His right arm is covered in black ink and he a few on the right top of his back.

I hate myself for admitting he looks good.

....

I'm sorry!

No I need to stop. Remember all the stuff he did and how he hurt me.

Right. Okay, now I'm back to hating him.

Sorry, a moment's lap of weakness.

His hair is a bit shorter but you can still clearly see the curls he has. He has a freshly shaved face, which show's no emotion.

As if he feels my gaze on him he looks toward my direction and our eyes lock.

I'm gonna be sick.

I'm having a panic attack on the inside but on the outside my facial expression is cold. I've gotten pretty good at hiding my emotions. I slightly clench my jaw when he has a surprised look on his face.

Elijah takes the moment of distraction to his advantage and throws a right hook towards Roman's jaw.

Ouch.

My turn!

They test each other's jabs and blocks. Roman finally threw a hard blow on Elijah's ribs. Ouch.