Tears of Sorrow (Anakin Skywalker x Reader)

Part 1

              The sun shined through the blinds. I woke up and looked at the blinds in exhaustion, knowing that I would be training with my master again. I got out of bed with all the strength I had and got ready for another tough day. I got dressed, grabbed my lightsaber, and sprinted down to the training chamber.

               Master Windu was my master. He found me when I was a little girl on Naboo. Me getting discovered was just a blur to me. Then I was taken here, to Coruscant, for training. I always did what he asked of me because I never wanted to disappoint him.

                I walked into the training chamber and looked around for Master Windu. I see him talking to Master Obi-Wan. I looked for his padawan. There he was training. I smiled. Anakin and I have been friends since he came to the temple. He was a late learner. Anakin had constant worries about his mother and was grieving for his former master, Qui-Gon. When Anakin found out about Qui-Gon's death, it broke him. I tried to be there for him.

               I slowly walked up behind Anakin and screamed boo. He stumbles and falls. I held my stomach and giggled.
"That wasn't funny." He playfully glares.
"Well, it was to me." I held out my hand.
He pushed my hand aside and said playfully, "I don't need help getting up."
"Alright, fine, but it's your loss." I giggled more.
"No, it isn't. I think you just wanted to hold my hand." He grins.
"Oh, I guess you caught me, Skywalker." She gave him a cheeky smile.

              Anakin and I walked back to where our masters were, and I greeted Master Kenobi with a bow out of the utmost respect. Master Kenobi was one of the few masters I looked up to as a youngling. Master Kenobi was always understanding with Anakin, but my master wasn't understanding with me. Sometimes I tend to get jealous of Anakin for having a master just like Obi-Wan.

              "Y/n, we are going to proceed with our training another time." Master Windu stated
I was used to him not showing emotions. Master Windu wasn't the type of master who would encourage such a thing because emotions are a weakness for the Jedi. He would always repeat the Jedi Code to me.

               "There is no emotion; there is peace. There is no ignorance; there is knowledge. There is no passion; there is serenity. There is no chaos; there is harmony. There is no death; there is the Force."

              I observed him with confusion: "Is something wrong, master He glanced in my direction. "You and I have to attend a meeting in the Senate Building." He started walking towards the door of the chamber. I smiled at Anakin. Then I accompanied my master as we both discussed the situation at hand. I hurried over to the ship to attend the meeting with Master Windu. I arrived at the Senate building and walked inside, where I entered the chancellor's office, where the other members of the Jedi Council were awaiting our presence.

                   As we were discussing the tragic event of the explosion that took place around the Senate building, Senator Amidala appeared. Senator Amidala was the only person I looked up to when it came to politics. She would always strive for peace and well-being, but The Senate would make situations more complicated.

                   Yoda greeted the Senator with a warm welcome, saying that it warmed his heart that she hadn't been injured by the horrendous attack on her life. The meeting took a turn when Senator Amidala made the evidenceless accusation that Count Dooku was behind the attack. But I had a feeling she was right because I had a feeling he was somehow involved.

                   The Chancellor pleaded with Senator Amidala to agree to have additional security and for her to have protection under the Jedi. At first, she disagreed and vocalized her thoughts about the matter, saying that it was not serious to include additional security. But the Chancellor realized that having additional security could be quite disruptive, so instead he wanted Senator Amidala to be accompanied by someone familiar, her old friend Obi-Wan Kenobi.

                   Master Windu agreed to what the Chancellor was offering to the senator. Senator Amidala sighs in defeat. After that, I exited the Senate Building with Master Windu. I got into my ship and flew away from the Senate Building. I admired how beautiful Coruscant was. I never really got the chance to admire how beautiful the city was. Then, seeing the Jedi Temple, I landed on the landing platform of the tower hangar. I got out of my ship and walked with Master Windu. He signals to me that I won't be needed for the rest of the day.

                   I walked into the Jedi Temple and headed to the meditation chamber to reflect on happy thoughts. Then I saw Anakin and Obi-Wan heading towards the high council chambers. I kept walking to the meditation chamber. As I walked through the door, I sat on a cushion and started meditating and focusing on the force.