Tears of Sorrow (Anakin Skywalker x Reader)

Part 10

For the past few days, Padme tried to wake up me but all of a sudden, I was unresponsive and she started to panic, so she tried to contact Anakin, and it went through, but he could tell something bad because her speech was hard to understand, she was under the state of panic. "Padme slow down. What do you mean, she is unresponsive!?" Padme the pain in her eyes as she teared up. " She is not moving at all a-and I checked her p-pules and slowly fading... I-" Anakin heart tore apart even worse this time after learning that it was (y/n) destiny to be a Sith and cause destruction.

He doesn't know what to do know. He sighs, "I will try to read her mind, and please get some rest, alright?" Padme nodded, but she wasn't going to leave (y/n)'s side until Anakin arrived, So she tried her best to keep her pulse readable.

Anakin landed in the hanger bay and looked at Obi-Wan. Obi-Wan knew that Anakin had to check on (y/n) and nodded. "Please take care of yourself, Alright? I know it's hard to hear the condition of (y/n) but after we still have to attend the meeting for (y/n)." Anakin looked puzzled. " What? Why is the council having a meeting about her again?" Then he raised his voice. "They want in a cell and cage her up like an animal!! I am so disappointed in the council. They never give her a break. She fought for us!" Obi-Wan stayed silent and decided it was best to not argue with Anakin, especially when his emotions were involved.

Anakin took it as a sign to leave, and so he did, then ran down to the medical bay and saw Padme crying, holding my hand close to her heart, scared of what's happening to me . He immediately pulled her into his embrace and whispered, "Shhh, it will be alright. Shh." He felt Padme shaking against him as he tried to calm her down by rubbing her back while looking at me, who was not moving one bit.

He sighs and lets go of Padme and told her to get rest also to take care of herself. She nodded and walked out with no hesitation. Anakin placed his attention to me and tried to read my mind and there I was, with a family, two children, and a husband. He tried to get a better glimpse of my family and when he realized it was his family too. He smiled at the fact this is a possible future with me. Anakin knew he had to help me gain consciousness, or he won't even have me in his life. So, he didn't hesitate and tried waking me up.

"My love, please wake up." as he tried to manipulate the version of himself in her vision to help me. I shot a confusing look and asked him, "What are you talking about?" He sighs and pulled me in and told me something I wanted to avoid hearing. "This is real. This is all a part of what you desire. Your mind has been through so much already, and it's trying to help itself by creating a false reality to try and coping with the pain that you have endured." She pulls away and looks at him with denial written all over her face, but then sees her children start to faded, and she screams while falling to her knees.

"NO!!", I screamed hugging Anakin also thinking about the vision or the false reality that I was in. I felt all the pain fill me up like toxin filling throughout my body but mostly targeting my heart and mind. Then I looked at Anakin with anger and told him to leave. However, he wouldn't move and stayed with me even though I never made eye contact and lied on the opposite side. No matter how much anger I had towards Anakin, I'd always loved him regardless, but for now, I needed space, I needed some time to compose myself and try to get myself back to reality.

The next morning, the droid interrupted my rest and said that I will be released later that day. I sighed and looked at Anakin, but the seat was empty, then sat up, my arms around my knees thinking about everything that happened. I slowly stood up and looked at the scenery, the clouds, and the rain.

Anakin entered the room and walked to (y/n)'s side and held her hand. He broke the silence, "How are you feeling?" "I'm okay." I replied. He spoke once again, "(y/n)..." he turned towards her and looked into My eyes. " I want to tell you how I feel now... when you came into my-" I stopped him there and sighed, "This will not be what we want it to be. I am a criminal, and you are the chosen one, The Jedi need you. I have realized that I have hurt you in so many ways, and it will continue to be like this."

I walked back to her bed and got dressed in her robes. Anakin could not believe what I said and fought back, "So, is this how you want to end this. You are willing to throw away every bit of love I have given you? You never loved me. If you ever loved me, you would never be saying this. I never even confessed my feelings for you, but you never let me. You don't even know how much I sacrificed? Just to have you in my arms. You know what, I am tired of putting effort in something that's never going to work because of you." He walks to the door, and before he left, he mentioned that the chancellor wants to meet with me then disappeared out of my life in a blink of an eye.

I started sobbing at Anakin's reaction, I was upset with myself, I messed up. I set that aside, then two clones appeared with handcuffs, and I dragged myself into in front of them with my arms in front of me. As I was being handcuffed, considering the fact that I was looked as a criminal now. While I was walking with the clones beside me, I looked at all the people I once formed friendship with, and they all turned their heads in the opposite direction, implying my friendship had no meaning anymore.