Tears of Sorrow (Anakin Skywalker x Reader)

Part 4

  I feel liquid all over me.  so, I opened my eyes and realized I was in a Bacta Tank. The nurse helped me out of the Bacta Tank. 

    "(y/n), you are fully healed but I do recommend that you try to be careful with yourself." she said concerned as got my robes on.

      I was no stranger to the medical bay because I would end up hurting myself. This time I am going to try and follow her order but knowing that I would fail once again. I scurried to Anakin's quarters to apologize for what I said last night. I wasn't truly happy with last night. But I hope Anakin isn't mad because my emotions were all over the place.

       I knocked on the door hoping Anakin would open and he did. But he seemed a little off. My heart sank, I definitely ruined it.

       "Good morning Anakin." I tried to break the silence and walked in while he sat on his bed. He didn't look me. So I sat right next to him. 

      "Look Anakin, I understand that you are upset with me and you have every right to be. I was just not thinking clearly. My emotions were all over the place and punishing myself for failing.." He didn't budge to look at me. 

        "I want to know one thing. Did you mean any of it?" he was emotionless. 

     "Anakin, I would never risk my friendships like that. Ever and if I ever do then it isn't me." I choked. there was nothing but silence in the air. But I was patient, I understood how he felt. He finally looked at me. I was crying silently and he hugged me tightly.

   He whispered in my ear " I care about you so much and I never want to lose you." I hugged back tighter. 

     "I don't want to lose you either.." I tried to calm myself and remember the good memories while I hugged him.

      he pulled away and got up. " I think we need to go see obi wan. We have a mission to keep looking after Padme due to the failure of the last mission and that is what I wanted to talk about. (Y/n), it is ok to mess things up or to fail, I mean after all we are still humans. I get the feeling of letting others down, but sometimes that happens and that is part of life." He smiled a little. 

"Thank you for telling me this, I really appreciate it." I smiled back. 

       Then we both walked out of his quarters and spotted Obi-Wan. I greeted Obi wan. "Good morning, Master Kenobi."He said the same back with a warm smile. " (Y/n), are you feeling better?" He questioned. "Yes I am feeling a lot better."  I replied. 

     All three of us walked up to the high council chambers to hear the plan for Padme. As we walked in, we stood in the middle of the circle.  I gave my master a bow. Then he started talking. 

   "Since the bounty hunter was not caught or interrogated, Senator Amidala's life is even more at risk. Anakin, you and (y/n) will travel with Senator Amidala as refugees and take the public transport." He glanced at Anakin and I.

     I felt embarrassed to hear my mistake being announced to the greatest Jedi that I looked up to. I nodded and bowed. I looked at Master Windu and he signaled me that this my second chance to prove myself. Then I sprinted to my quarters. I walked into my quarters and got some rags on which smelled odd, out of nowhere I collapsed and felt my body being dragged out to unknown transport.   

      I woke up feeling uncomfortable and I tried to move but it was useless because I was cuffed. I looked around trying to figure out where I was. but all I can focus on was the pain in my head. I thought to myself why do I always get into these situations. I saw a man walk in and he also has a lightsaber. 

"Ah, you are finally awake I see." he said 

"Count Dooku." I glared 

"Now now, Let's not begin the conversation like this." He said in a gentle tone.

"Considering that I am locked up and talking to a Sith Lord, I think the conversation started awfully." I muttered. 

"Believe me I didn't want this to happen." he circled around me.

"you didn't want this to happen? clarify which part you are talking because I certainly know you kidnapped me for a reason." I snapped 

He looks down and says "I know things that you don't-" 

"I rather be in pain than hear you being pethatic ." I interrupted.

"As you wish." he signaled on of the guards to slap me. I glared at him. Then felt Anakin's pain and I look up and realized that he knows. But then one of the guards grabbed me and cuffed up as we walk down another room, I saw a chair and knew what was going to happen. 

"(y/n), Fight back. Don't let them torture you." One voice returned.

"Patients (y/n)." Another voice said. 

I closed my eyes and quickly opened them. Fought them and ran to find an exit. Then I felt a tight grip around my throat and I was lifted in the air. 

"I tried to be polite, but you Jedi are quite displeasing. I never thought I had to do this."  he said as I held my hands to my neck trying to breathe then he threw me across the room and I hit the floor hard. 

I winced and tried to get up while he ignited his lightsaber walked towards me. 

"Now destroy him. He kidnapped you and hurt you. He deserves to be dead." the voice came back.

"No! (y/n) remember what Anakin said about not crossing the line."  The other voice came. 

I got up angry and tried to punch him and he slit my arm and leg and pushed to to the wall. I collided with the wall and fell onto my knees and groaned in pain. 

"You are weak." he came close to me and screamed and blacked out.