Tears of Sorrow (Anakin Skywalker x Reader)

Part 9

Anakin wakened and took a deep breath. He recalls how (y/n) looks in his nightmare. He looked around and shook Obi wan. "I assume we're right here, Obi wan." Obi wan awakened and studied where they had been. " Well, let's see if we can locate the location of the distress-" Obi wan realizes Anakin was stiff. "Anakin, is there something wrong?" Anakin shrugs it off and agrees to locating the location of the distress call because all he desired to be was with (y/n).

They started walking, Anakin noticed a glowing figure. She was named "The daughter". Anakin was uninterested in this already. "Were you the one that made the distress call?" The daughter did not say anything, however, "you're the one. I will bring you and your friend to my father, follow me." As they were following her, a group of boulders falls on the path. "Great. What are we supposed to do now?". "Wait here." The daughter flew off. "I am going to find out a way to get around these boulders and Obi wan, you go back to the ship and try to contact help."

Obi wan agreed and headed back to the ship. While Anakin walking, he realized there was a storm coming, and he located a monastery at the height of a mountain and headed there. He went there and didn't hesitate to step inside, seeing an old man meditating. The old man felt the force around Anakin. "You are the chosen one to bring balance to the force. We need to test your strength in the force, but for now, stay right here and rest."

While Anakin was trying to sleep, he heard the sound of his mother. Anakin jolted up, looking around and saw his mother. "Mother...." She frowned "Anakin... I sense sadness in you." Anakin had so much to say. "Mother.... I'm sorry that I wasn't strong for you. I am sorry I killed the whole village of Tusken Raiders and loving a person while knowing it against the Jedi code." He gazed on the ground, remembering everything he had done in the past and the guilt that he carried. He looked up once more, His mom become distorted," That is not love, this is torture. She is putting you in her prison!" and the figure faded.

Anakin got irritated and walked to the father and accused him of being a Sith lord, additionally trying to trick his thoughts. The father advised him to compose himself. Anakin yelled, having enough of this. " Anakin, please listen to what I have to say." Anakin brushed it off, not being concerned, but then the father mentioned (y/n). Anakin seems up and gets frustrated. "Why did you bring her name up?" father walked in the direction of Anakin. " I'm the one who maintains the force in balance. But all of a sudden, start to realize that my son has been getting within days and the presence of the Sith is appearing again, far stronger. (y/n) is the cause of this. It was always (y/n)'s destiny to become a Sith."

Anakin looks down. The thoughts and the visions going through his head. He was in denial. (y/n) would never turn to the dark side. The father interrupted his thought and continued on. "I apologize for saying this, but you are the chosen one, you must hold the balance between the light side and the dark side."

"(y/n) would never turn to the dark side willingly. She, in her heart, is a good Jedi. She may have done undoable things, but I know there is good in her." Anakin stated angrily. The father disagrees. "I'm sorry. However, you cannot reason what disturbance she brought on. She will continue to grow as a threat and become more vile. Anakin, will have to.....kill her.....to restore balance. The dream that you had is telling you there is no future with her. By no means trust her. It will always be the ones beside your side who betray you."

Anakin dropped to the floor, clenching his heart. Without her, he felt vulnerable, sad, hurt. His love of his life he had to kill. Not even the Jedi would approve of this. But once more, could he truly trust the Jedi? Could he trust the father? Anakin looked at the father directly in the eye and said no. His love for (y/n) was no match for the Jedi, the father, the galaxy. Disappointment appeared on The father's face by Anakin's answer. "This will be our doom. The Sith will regain their power because of your selfish love for the girl. Now, I can sense Mortis gaining more of his strength with the dark side. The force is losing balance." Anakin is aware of how critical it is for there to be balance. He could never bring himself to kill his light, his love, his star. If he lost her, he would be ruined for good.

I woke up screaming, my body blanketed with sweat. I looked around while breathing heavily. The vision that appeared in my dream made me paranoid. I could nonetheless hear the voice, cold as ice and packed with hatred. I lied down and cried all the pain; however, the pain only grew stronger. A few hours later, I felt numb, but my eyes were puffy. I was never happy after the day Anakin left.

Padme promised Anakin that she would take care of (y/n). She walked into (y/n)'s room and noticed her laying there, passed out. She quickly got to her side and shook her lightly, "(y/n), I apologize for not being here with you. I was brainstorming how I could get you out of the mess you are in." I failed to reply. She was in her personal world in which she got everything she desired.

(y/n) was making breakfast for her children and then felt two strong arms hugging her waist. It was Anakin with a sleep smile whispering in his raspy morning voice, "(y/n), I'm hoping you know the children might not be up for another hour. Why are you making meals?" (y/n) giggles and replies, "Aw, does someone miss having me in their presence?" Anakin hugs her tighter and snuggles his head within the crack of (y/n)'s neck, "I love you so much. You are the most stunning woman I have ever seen in my life, and you deserve to sleep. I'll do this for you, alright?" He kisses her neck and let's go of her waist and p.c. her. (y/n) looks into his eyes after and nodded and headed back to their room, but she was into the room where she saw of the most beautiful things that filled her life with joy. Her infant boys, Val and Mel. She watched them sleep with a smile on her face. She kissed their foreheads and walked out into her room.

Then she walks towards the bed and got beneath the covers until Anakin runs and jumps onto the bed. Covering himself as well, looking at (y/n) and sighs happily. They fell asleep. Anakin spooning (y/n) along with his arm around her waist. All of a sudden, They heard val and Mel crying and (y/n) ran toward the boys room. Anakin and (y/n) both picked Val and Mel up and starting to cradle them, so they could stop crying. Eventually, the twins stopped crying and sound asleep.