It was dark I had to leave before sunrise or Palpatine would be hunting me down, but my mind kept thinking about Obi-wan. Poor Obi-wan, always a genuine human being who cared and understood, but now is suffering alone with no one around to help him. He never did anything to deserve this. I will always consider him as a friend regardless what happens. Back to reality, I got to the hanger and got into the ship . Then tears started rolling down my cheeks . For some reason, I didn't want to leave his side.
if I stayed then I would be risking myself. I don't want that to scar Obi-wan more or Anakin as a matter of fact. The same words repeating in my head, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I lifted the ship off the platform and tried to leave Coruscant immediately. Where was I supposed to go and stay until it was time
After the long journey, I went to hide in Moraband but it was difficult because my mind resorted back to when times were easier where Anakin and I were together thinking about what our future would be like. Some nights where I dream about us would turn into a nightmare, causing me to panic to wake up waiting for Anakin to comfort me, but, of course, he wasn't here and he will never be on my side again.
If I'm honest, I would run back to him. But he's so different and it is my fault. Every now and then I cry at the thought of settling down by a river on Naboo with children. Anakin and I happily married, but it seems I might be replaced by Padme. I caught a scent and it was Anakin's and I realized I had taken his cloak. Now I had some comfort on this awful planet.
Cackling began and, of course, it was a ghost of Darth Bane. I sighed out of annoyance, " There is no reason for you to start cackling. " His eyes pierced into my soul and he stopped cackling, " There is no need for you to cry. You aren't to be in love with the chosen one. He is your enemy. " He disappeared before I answered back. I was never destined to be in love with?
That took a toll on my heart and emotions. I all of a sudden got angry, screaming and fell to my knees but all of a sudden I started mumbling in the sith language:
Constant worries ir thoughts.
Anas Fasonija Ji
Lasas. sinking Is Su Ji
Yda. ir evil Atitrazi.
Nie Nuyak Vina, Antai Kash Nie Naile
Then felt myself but lifted off the ground with my legs crossed and felt my strength increase each time. That's when I accepted that this is who I am and this is my true self.
A couple of moon cycles later
I was meditating, then interrupted by a disturbance in the force and it was my understanding that it's time for me to return to Lord Sidious. I would get my revenge for those that were killed because of the Jedi. I still had no clue what caused the disturbance, but it was something big. I ran into the desert again to find my ship. but I realized nothing would be the same now that I have committed to the dark side. A smile was left on my face when I entered the ship and headed towards Coruscant.
Got out of hyper space and entered the atmosphere of Coruscant and felt the dark side more present than before. I landed in front of the senate building and ran inside. I saw lightsabers clashing from Lord Sidious Office and got my lightsaber ready for anything. When I got into the room, I just saw my old master getting electrocuted while missing one hand and anakin with his lightsaber already ignited. But then the remorse hit him and he let himself fall onto a chair.
Lord Sidious's face was deformed and shook my head. He doesn't look different. Lord Sidious said something that triggered my anger, " You're fulfilling your destiny, Anakin. " Anakin is the chosen one, not a sith. But I think Lord Sidious has a plan.
The last thing I heard before I interrupted Lord Sidious's conversation was " You shall be known as Darth Vader. " I rolled my eyes and cackled due the name. Anakin turned to me and noticed that his fears had come true. I turned to that dark side and adapted its ways.
"(y/n)...is that you?" I ignored his questions and stood right next to Lord Sidious. He looked confused and angry, " (y / n) , How dare you. " A smirk formed on my face when he realized there was no way I would come back to the light and when he brought up the promise I made to him, I replied with a laugh, " I see you have turned to the dark side too. I don't think Obi-Wan and Padme would be fond of this idea, Darth Vader. " He glared at me and looked at Lord Sidious, helpless, not knowing what to do. Lord Sidious finally said something after.
"You see, Vader, (y/n) was already being treated unfairly by The Jedi. But there is a prophecy about her as well. " He paused and smirked, " She is the Jedi destroyer. She was meant to kill Jedi and you breaking her heart finally helped her realize who she actually was."
Anakin's world was falling apart. The two most trust worthy people he knows have betrayed him. Then realized that (y / n) could read his mind. My head nodded as I heard his thoughts. The question was still swirling in my head, "Is there something between her and you?" Anakin sighed and clenched his jaw while looking down with nothing to say. Anakin bowing down was something that made me realize I still had power over him and that thought left a small smirk. Darth Sidious whispered in my ear and told me the plan. I accepted it, but he wanted to drag "Darth Vader" with me.
I grabbed Vader and told him to walk out with me, but then he stopped me after we past the door, pierced into my eyes and clenched his jaw as he pushed me against the wall He whispered into my ear," Mess with me one more time and I will not hesitate to kill you and to answer your question earlier, yes."
Honestly, I was still going to do it regardless if he was gonna threaten me or not. I get the pleasure of getting revenge and the right hand to Palpatine and he isn't. I brushed him off and shrugged with a smirk and started walking.
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Tears of Sorrow (Anakin Skywalker x Reader)
FanfictionConstant worries and thoughts. that made her drop. sinking in with her sin. and evil within. No my dear, there is no fear. I don't own Star Wars!!!!!!!
