Tears of Sorrow (Anakin Skywalker x Reader)

Part 13

Anakin felt satisfied because he was in a serious relationship with me and he decided to tell Padme the news. He walked to the hanger chamber until something felt off. He realized it was me and ran in the direction of my quarters. He attempted to get in. However, he couldn't enter because the door was locked. Then, finally he got in and found me on the floor barely moving with two clones beside my body. He asked one of the clones if i was alright and the clone shook his head no. Anakin shook his head in disbelief. He didn't want to put himself through this traumatic moment again.

The other clone spoke, "I believe she has passed out due to exhaustion because as you can see, her eyes are swollen and red, her face appears to be puffy and covered with sweat." The clones carried me onto the bed and left me there and then resumed their duty to guard my quarters.

Anakin began to play with my hair and admire my presence. He was satisfied he was staring at an angel and laid in bed with me in his arms then he fell asleep. Unexpectedly, Anakin had another nightmare about me turning to the dark side. "(Y/N), do not do this. I don't want to harm you!" I looked down, "you are apart of the Jedi and against me." You have been spying on me the entire time! You betrayed me and my love for you. i know how you look at Padme and the way she looks at you."

It got even more difficult from there for him. " My love, I am happily married, i am with the one that I want to be with. There is nothing going on between me and Padme. Please tell me you still don't have those premonitions about Padme and I.." His eyes began to twinkle as he teared up. I stood there ,closing my eyes, seeking to persuade my corrupted mind that he was right. However, it was too late. Hate flowed through the cracks of my broken heart and through my bloodstream. Then i opened my eyes, glowing red and yellow, looking at Anakin with no emotion. "you are dead to me and now you will die." I smirked

Anakin immediately sat up in bed and glanced at me while breathing heavily and thinking about the nightmare. He felt like it was real and that my feelings of hatred were real, and did not know if he should inform me or not. In the following morning, I awoke and saw Anakin in pain, "Honey, what's wrong?" Anakin didn't respond and gazed into my (Y/E/C) eyes, finding comfort, however I was still incredibly concerned because of how pale he appeared, "Anakin?" He returned the hug. I didn't appreciate the silence and backed away from the hug, "I seriously do not appreciate the silence while I am concerned about you." He sighed and looked at the ceiling, debating if he should be telling me about the dream.

Several minutes had passed by, he finally broke his silence and turned to me with all the possible outcomes after telling her about the dream, "alright...I had a nightmare about you turning to the dark side..." He was unable to finish his thought when there was a knock at the door. So, I told him to hide and yelled at one of the clones to ask who was it and they responded back announcing it was Captain Rex. So I directed them to allow him to come in and he cautiously walked right in, however I could see he was still bothered about my decisions.

Rex scanned the entire room and the reason for that was because he didn't trust me anymore. I thought to myself what if he finds out about my secret relationship with Anakin? At that point, I would be in that disgusting cell if everyone found out about us and that would mean I destroyed his life. Rex spoke, bringing me back to reality, "General- miss, have you seen General Skywalker?" I didn't know what to do. Should I lie to him however if that occurs then there is a better reason that I am not trustworthy. If I do tell him, we could risk the Jedi order finding out.

After a few minutes had passed by, I pointed in Anakin's direction, "He over there...." Anakin stood up and greeted Rex, then gave me a reassuring look. Rex appeared confused, "General Skywalker? Why are you in her quarters?" Anakin didn't want to tell him about the connection. He came up with a lie, "I was just here to say good-bye to her before she was taken-what did you actually come here for?" Rex straightened his posture and explained that Anakin had a mission since I had forgotten we were in the middle of a war.

That means I would be by myself for however long Anakin is away. i would be surrounded by all of the horrible thoughts that have plagued my mind since I got out of the coma. Rex nodded and told Anakin to prepare the ship, and Anakin sat worried at the bed, "Will you be okay? I don't want to leave you again, especially in this condition." He hugged me tightly. I didn't really know how to reply to something like that. I don't want Anakin to be worried and distract him. However, I also know that he would be there to listen regardless. I hesitated, pretending i would be fine.

However, he caught me lying and stated that he would get in touch with Padme and to assist me through this tough situation. I sigh, not knowing how long I can be without Anakin near me because he made me so happy and constantly supported me in any way. He gave me a hug, and the warmth of the hug disappeared when he left the door. I decided I needed some sleep, so I crawled underneath the covers and closed my eyes.