Tears of Sorrow (Anakin Skywalker x Reader)

Part 17

While searching for my lightsaber, I noticed Anakin had it around his arms. As I approached Anakin and tried to reach the lightsaber, he moved away. As I sighed quietly, I realized how difficult it would be to get my lightsaber. As a result, I carefully retrieved the lightsaber from Anakin's hands using the force. As it slowly moved out, he woke up and grabbed it. Seeing me, he clenched his jaw and came from under the covers.

While gazing at his upper body, Anakin stood up. He walked close to me staringwith my lightsaber in his hand and said "You came for this?" He made eye contact with me and I dodged the gaze. Although we were silent, I could feel the tension in the room and his disappointment in my choices. "Why do you need this?" he asked sternly, lifting my chin.

I couldn't tell him what would happen after I had the lightsaber, so I finally yelled, "I just need it." I snapped. He approached me, looked into my eyes and whispered, "You have changed." With a smirk on his face knowing that I got goosebumps, but before he could say anything else. "Yeah, I did, after discovering the love of my life had turned his back on me." Clenching his jaw again, he had me back into a wall and shook his head, "Darling, you chose the wrong side. What would you prefer? Join you?"

I was caught off guard by the way he was speaking, and it sounded addictive. He chuckles and smirks, "Maybe you should keep your thoughts to yourself." I was not having it and shoved him away from me. It angered me that he was trying to seduce me but 4 moons ago, he said a bunch of things about me which I was pleased with.

Now I am going to give him a piece of my mind and never come back because there would be nothing to come back to after I take the lightsaber. Before I had a chance to argue, he came closer and immediately took the chance to kiss me passionately. Of course, I surrendered for a few seconds but I pulled away from the kiss. He didn't say a word after I pulled away. Anakin was hoping that I would kiss him more but there was no way I would do that. However, I surprised myself and pulled him into another kiss but this time it was more heated.

This is the second Anakin and I showed affection for each other physically but I felt like this time there would be a different outcome. The kiss turned out to be a full on make out session and I crossed my legs around his waist after brought me to the bed. Both of us smirked at each other. I could tell he was excited with his eyes screaming for me. I figured that I should tease him a little more and so I whispered in his ear with a slight smirk, " Be careful what you wish for."

With each kiss everything began heating up and making both of us want more and more from each other. The desire in the atmosphere was a new feeling but eventually we both got under covers and the lust was present making me want him more and all to myself. It escalated to the point we were both screaming each others name. After that amazing moment we both collapsed and cuddled.

Anakin told me what happened the last four moons, " All I did was searching for you and I know that sound unconvincing because I knew you felt like you were being hunted down. But I wanted is for you to be with me for the rest of our lives. I knew it sounded like I didn't care...but I did." What he said didn't sit right with me and it got me thinking all night. I got tensed and my hand formed into fists. Anakin noticed and eyes widen, "(y/n), your eyes..." I smirked while glaring at him, "I know, sweetheart."

While using the force to grab my lightsaber, Anakin got up quickly and noticed I was not holding anything back. He also used the force to get to his lightsaber, "What is going on?" I turn to run through the exit of the room with Anakin got off guard. While running through the Jedi Temple hallway, I clipped my lightsaber and I heard the familiar voice. Sidious. After taking it to consideration, I gave in and followed his voice. 

But then I brought to The Chancellor's office and entered in without hesitation. "what's the meaning of this?" A small cackle coming from behind the chair and slowly turned around, revealing The Chancellor. "Oh darling..nice to see you well. We have much to discuss." He stood up and walked towards my direction. "Who's we? may I asked." I snickered. "Oh don't be so bitter. I know your power. I know what you are supposed to be. I had my lightsaber in my grasp debating on whether I should strike him down and try to change my destiny or listen to him and maybe join if his offers satisfy my desires. 

But I knew either way I can't have the thing I want the most. I let go of my lightsaber let my hand rest on my side. I walked to his side decided to listen and he mentioned Anakin as well as my relationship with him, if there is anything left. I immediately silenced him, "Who has told you about my past relationship with General Skywalker? Him and I have a professional relationship." Palpatine has a smug look on his face knowing that Anakin had spoiled everything, so I would have more anger. He put a hand on my shoulder and whispered "Anakin has told me everything. you might have to be more cautious because he has started to develop feelings for Senator Amidala." My worst fears became reality, but how could I trust Palpatine.