Tears of Sorrow (Anakin Skywalker x Reader)

Part 6

         I got off the ship and looked around and saw my old master. He looked disappointed. He didn't want to have anything to say to me, but I didn't care because he never really cared. The clones took my arms and flew me to the Jedi Council. When I walked into the room, I heard whispers among the council. I stopped to look at Anakin because he was the only one who wasn't saying anything.

           "(y/n) (y/l/n), you had some nerve to attack the Jedi." Mace Windu glared.

       I shifted my attention to Mace, glaring. I know what I did, but him acting like this doesn't make me regret it one bit. As I looked around, the other Jedi nodded except Anakin. I looked at him, but he shifted his gaze to the floor.

       "Take her away! We will interrogate her," Mace demanded.

      The clones took me away. I didn't hesitate but to smirk at Mace to mess with him. He noticed and turned his attention to the council. I walked down into a room filled with cells. The clones, who were holding me, pushed me into the cell and locked me up.

     Sidious was in my head again, but I felt myself rejecting it. So I sat down and crossed my legs, trying to meditate. Then I saw a vision of Padme being pregnant with Anakin's child. I opened my eyes up after that moment that I had. Then I felt a presence.

      "Anakin," I said.

       "(y/n), how could you? First Count Dooku and now the clones. What is going on with you?" He sounded exhausted.

          He thought about what I said the night after the incident with the bounty hunter. "Anakin, I would never risk my friendships like that. Ever and if I ever do, then it isn't me."

      He walked forwards and asked, " What happened to you when you walked into your quarters?"

      I didn't remember what exactly happened. Then more visions came about Anakin and Padme have a perfect life together.

      "I don't have to tell you anything! Enjoy Padme's company! I don't want to see you anymore." I screamed while tears were flowing down my cheeks.

       "Stop mentioning Padme! What is the matter with you!? I have waited four years for you to come home. I was waiting for YOU. You disappeared after the meeting. (y/n), I lo-" he said, then I interrupted him.

      "I want you to leave. I bet you want a family with Padme. Now go to her and never come here again." I said, turning around.

         "No, I stayed in your quarters, slept on your bed, kept crying every day because you weren't there. I tried so hard to be strong for you, but when I saw your yellow eyes, you becoming a Sith, and killing Count Dooku, I couldn't process anything because I lost my arm to Count Dooku. Someone or something is making you do this. I am going to find out." he got closer.

        I stood there in silence, not knowing what to say or do. I made eye contact and noticed that his eyes were as red as blood.

      "Anakin, I am no longer that girl you met when you were eight years old. it's time to let go." I said.

      "Are you serious? Is this how you want it to be?" He was shocked and upset about what I said.

         Sidious got into my head again. This time it was successful and fueled my anger as I tried breaking out. Anakin looked at me and yelled for help. But then a bounty hunter slowly snuck up right behind Anakin and knocked him out. I was shocked and shifted my gaze from Anakin to the bounty hunter.

     I knew who it was. Zam.

     "Cheer up. I am on your side. Well, you are on my side."

      My anger bubbled up inside.

      "you have destroyed my life," I screamed while trying to use force push and use all the anger I had against her. She deserved the pain, death, everything that would cause her to lose her life. The cell broke when I force pushed her.

       I looked at Anakin, passed out on the floor, and walked to Zam.

       "Hey, look, I was joking! I never meant it."

        "And you will never have to joke about it. There is no one to stop me." I ignited my red lightsaber and aimed at her neck with a twisted smile. "You will never have to speak again." I slit her throat.

        I walked to the hole that I made, got into the hole, and as I was about to jump, I heard Anakin scream my name and turned back and saw him tearing up. The voices came back again.

     "(y/n), you are destroying the person that you know you love. Please stop this madness, let him help you. He even almost said "I love you" to you before you cut him off. He THOUGHT of you, MISSED you, he even WAITED for you to come to HIM. Don't ruin your chance for a life with him."

        "(y/n), he may love you now, but he is doing it out of pity. Remember when he got upset about Padme not acknowledging his presence? He wanted to be noticed by her. It seems like he had something for her. The way he looked at her, the way he flirted with her. Search your feelings.

I was so conflicted that I jumped without hesitation

"(Y/N)!!!"

      I got into someone's car and took it for myself. I flew to the Jedi hanger, but then a ship started to attack me. I tried to dodge them, but that plan failed then crashed down in the lower area of Coruscant. I got injured and started bleeding in my lower abdomen. I tried to put pressure on the wound but started feeling dizzy, causing my vision to be blurry. I saw a clone grabbing me out of the ship and sending me to the medical bay.

       When I arrived, I went into a coma as Anakin walked in devastated after hearing what happened. He looked at all the cuts and wounds that appeared all over my body, which caused him to cry more. He held on to my hand while he was on his knees. He came to check on me every day and night.

Four weeks later

       I got out of my coma, but I didn't remember why and how I ended up in here. Anakin walks in crying and hugs me.

"I thought I lost you." he was so relived

     I tried to help him calm down.

      "Anakin, what happened? Why am I here?" I said while hugging him. I stopped hugging him, looking at my body and noticed that I was covered with cuts and wounds. He looked down and remembered everything I did, almost killing Zam and then actually killing her, turning to the dark side, threatening Padme and his life, killing clones. They all came back Into his mind, poisoning his brain with the memories of what I have done.

     "Anakin? Are you okay?" I asked concerned

     "Uh yes, I am fine. I am just so glad that you are here." He forced a smile. He knew it was too good to be true.

      " Anakin, can you come here?" He slowly moves closer to me. I kissed his cheek while he smiled and looked into my eyes as he stood up.

        He stood up straight. "(Y/N) I have to go do something." I nodded and smiled, "Okay." He walked out of the door. He had to go to the council chambers and discuss what's going to happen with me. He walked in and sat in a seat listening to the angry Jedi.