Jensoo- Love Inevitably

The Unconditional Love

JISOO's POV
JULY 1, 2011
11 PM

"Halmi I'm home now." I uttered weakly the moment I went home from work, feeling all exhausted and tired.

Back then, whenever I uttered those words, my Halmi would always welcome me warmly with open arms that would always give me that incomprehensible sense of comfort and home.

She would always flash her warm smile and would cup my cheeks, asking me how my day was and we would talk about it over a bowl of hot soup and freshly cooked dinner.

But that was a long time ago.

I looked around and smiled bitterly.

The place that used to be my happiest place, is now cold and empty. It's sense of home and warmth had long gone.

For the only home that I used to have, had died along with my Grandmother, the day she left us forever.

My entire life changed after that.

But the amount of pain and emptiness in my heart still remains the same.

I guess that's the thing that I will never recover from.

I heaved a deep breath and look upward, supressing a tear from falling down.

"You can't cry now Jisoo. You have your sister that needs you and there's no place for you to be weak." I mumbled to myself trying to be brave.

"I'm Jisoo. I'm okay.." I uttered lying to myself.

I guess I've been lying to myself for quite a long time that I'm getting good at it.

Well what can I say, when my whole life has always been a complete lie.

I walked towards the kitchen and found a sandwich and salad in a small container with a written note in it which I took and read.

Unnie,

Jeongyeon Unnie brought some dinner tonight. I know you'll come home hungry and tired so I saved this for you.

Please take care of yourself Unnie and don't beat yourself much.

-RYU

I stared at the food for a while and my stomach starts to growl in hunger. I almost forgot, the last meal that I have was this morning.

I turned at the fridge and my heart sank the moment I realized that we ran out of food. I forgot, I have to replenish our stocks so my sister will have something to eat at home while I'm away from work.

I stared hungrily at the small bottle of milk that was left and took it along with the sandwhich that Ryujin had saved for me.
I took the pen that she left at the table at started writing.

RYU,

I already ate before getting home.
Our boss had treated us to an awesome dinner and I ate like there's tomorrow. hahaha.

I regretted that I was not able to bring home some snacks for you but I promise, I'll buy you one on my next payday.

Take this sandwich and milk for your breakfast. Tomorrow's your last day of exam so you better eat and fill up!

Goodluck on your exams!

Jisoo Unnie loves you.

I stared at the food and the note that I wrote for a moment and smiled.