Life Changes. || Matt/Nash fanfic

Chapter 21

I woke up to loud kitchen sounds. I rolled over and covered my ears. I suddenly see Matt peacefully sleeping. I weakly smile and remembered all our memories. I felt cold tears slowly dripping down my face one by one. I saw Matt's eyes slowly open and I quickly turned around. I wiped my tears and closed my curtains. I heard the doorbell ring and I rush downstairs to check who it is. I saw all the guys but Matt. "Hey! Are our girlfriends here?" Shawn smiled. "Mhm. In the kitchen." I covered my face. "Why are you covering your face?" Nash asked. "Oh it's nothing just come in.." I weakly smiled. I ran to my room and did random things, like doing my nails, dancing, etc. I danced around my room. The neighbours were the boys and surprisingly Matt was right by my window. Greattt. (Note the sarcasm) I opened my curtains and saw Matt doing it of course with another girl. I gasped which caught their attention. I felt tears at the brim of my eyes. I closed my window AND my curtain so I wouldn't hear Matt. I wanted to talk to the girls. I came rushing down the stairs and saw the girls. I first came to Jen (Jennifer) and cried in her arms. "Woah woah woah! What's wrong?!" She frowned hugging me. "I-I s-s-saw Matt w-with an-another g-girl." I cried barely allowing to say a full word. "Oh my.. What were they doing?" She asked. "Having sex." I cried. "WHAT?!" Everyone screamed. The guys ran to their apartment while the girls comforted me. "I thought you didn't have any feelings for him anymore?" Lisa frowned. "I just don't know.. Even though we're not together it still hurts." I cried. "Awww it's okay." Chrissy weakly smiled. "It won't ever be.." I mumbled. I saw all the boys with Matt. "Look I'm so sorry but we're not together. I'm just trying to move on! You broke up with me! Why are you the one crying!" Matt screamed. It caused me to jump a bit. "Matt.. You said you made another girl pregnant. What. What if another guy made me pregnant wouldn't you wanna break up with me?! Matt, I know it was a setup and I'm sure that you probably payed the girl because you didn't want me in your life! I never wanted to fall in love with you. I'M SORRY!" I yelled at the last part. "W-what?" He stuttered. I fully regret everything I said. But I didn't bother to apologize. "Matt. Your just a player." I calmly spoke.
"I never loved you anyway. You were just one of my toys. I'm glad we were done. I'm glad I broke you're heart. And finally I'M GLAD YOUR WEAK!" He screamed. That broke me into so many pieces. "Matt Thats so low." Cameron shook his head. "It's the truth." He scoffed. "I can't believe you man. That's so cruel." Nash rolled his eyes. "Get out." Lisa spoke. "Why-" He was cut off. "OUT! NOW!" Jennifer screamed. I was too hurt to speak. He slammed the door in anger, I was too hurt to even cry. To even move. I felt so much pain. "I'm so sorry.." Shawn frowned. I looked down and felt tears coming down my face. "I-It's fine." I manage to say. I was so weak. The girls made a video that I'm gonna be out of social media for a while and most of the fans understood. It took days, about 3 and I got over it. I decided to pass by Calum's and tell him what happened since I never replied to him in a long while. I grabbed a loose white v neck and black leggings, I put on floral vans and a random gold necklace. I pulled my hair into a ponytail and told the girls I was going out. I went to Calum's place and knocked. He instantly opened it and I saw bags around him. "where are you going?" I asked. "I'm going on tour with the guys... It's gonna be a year."(Okay just pretend tours last that long I tried making it dramatic ok.) Calum frowned. "W-what?" I stuttered. "You-you CAN'T GO!" I felt tears running down my face. "I'm so sorry.." He frowned. "But you'll forget about me.." I looked down. I saw Luke with his girlfriend Cait cuddling. I smiled weakly at them and they shot a smile back. I saw Mikey coming down the stairs with Ashton. "I'll miss you Calum.. When are you leaving?" I asked. "Tomorrow, We can meet at the airport though?" He smiled. "Okay." I hugged him tight. "I'll miss you so much. Don't forget about me please! Call me every night!" I smiled. "Of course!" He smiled back. I hugged him once more and let him pack more things. I got to my car and came back into the apartment. Of course all the guys were there. "What happened?" Chrissy saw my mascara stains. "Oh.. Calum's gonna be on tour for a year." I looked down. "I'm sorry..." Aurora frowned. "It's fine really.. He promised he would call me every night. I'm going to the airport to meet him so yeah." I weakly smiled. "Oh, we'll come too!" Lisa shot a smile. "Okay! Great!" I smiled back. I ran upstairs and since it was cold in the morning I still picked out my outfit; Black leggings, a grey knit sweater, a b&w checkered scarf and brown uggs. I slept early because Calum said he's leaving at 6:30am. So I woke up at 4:50 to get extra time to text him and I finally got ready, everyone was ready and I drove to the airport. I met the guys (5sos) waiting and it was 5:27 so I ran into his arms crying. "I'll miss you." I cried. "I'll miss you too." I felt cold tears run over the holes of my sweater. "I'll miss you Mikey." I hugged him. "I'll miss you too!" He hugged back. "I'll miss you Ashton." We hugged and I hugged Luke and his girlfriend since she was going too. I took the time to go to starbucks with Calum. We both ordered and drank it. "It's gonna be really depressing without you, and boring." I sighed. "I don't even know what to do without you." He looked up. I felt our lips connect and a few sparks. We let go and rested our foreheads against eachother. "Wow." We both smiled. "OOOOOOH!" I heard everyone squeal, we saw all the guys, and the girls. I saw Matt glaring at Calum. I scoffed and laughed. "Well you better get going, It's 6:20." I sighed. "I'll facetime,text and call you every night! I PROMISE!" Calum waved. "Bye!" I kissed his cheek. "Mwah mwah!" Michael teased. "Shut up!" I heard Calum laugh. I giggled and turned back. "Bye Calum!" I screamed. "Bye!" He screamed back quickly running over to me and pecked my lips. I giggled and turned to the boys and the girls. "Let's go." I smiled. I drove back to the apartment and got a call from Calum. When we reached inside the apartment, I answered and went to the living room with the girls and boys
C - Cal
M- Mere
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C; ITS SO BORINGGG!
M; Haha! I miss youu!
C; Miss you too!
M; So how's the plane going so far?
C; Boring. It's so awkward.
M; Haha well how long is the plane ride?
C; You ask too many questions.
M; You know meeee!
C; *laughs* Well gotta go!
As soon as I know it I hear Micheal say 'MWAH MWAH!'
C; SHHH!
M; *giggles* Bye!
C; Bye! Love ya!
M; Love you too!
C; Michael stop poking me!
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End of call.
I smiled and got to the kitchen.
"Wow you guys are dating?" Aurora wiggled her eyebrows. "Wouldn't be surprised." Matt scoffed. "What is he doing here?" I rolled my eyes. "I don't know." Nash shrugged. "Well, if you're here just to annoy me get out." I harshly huffed. "I'm your ex, not your 'slave.'" Matt laughed. "Can you not please?" I managed to kindly ask. He rolled his eyes. "I don't even understand why I dated you." He laughed. "I don't even understand why girls like your stuck up attitude and stubborn personality." I fake smiled. "Maybe because I am smoothhhh. Unlike some people who stutter and are major good girls." Matt scoffed. "PUH LEASE! I can be a bad girl. I just choose not to." I rolled my eyes. "Yeah and I'm a virgin." Matt laughed. "I can!" I huffed. "Okay, Don't help that old lady walking the street right now." He smirked. I gasped and got out of my house. "Hey do you need any help?" I kindly smiled. "Yes please! Thank you very much sweetheart!" She smiled. I helped her walk down the street and I hugged her. "Hope you have an amazing day!" I waved. "Bye! Thank you again!" She smiled. I walked down the street and to the porch where everyone was. "Okay that DOES NOT COUNT! Doing good deeds are very helpful! You don't know if they need help!" I scoffed. "See! You can't be a good girl!" He smirked. I rolled my eyes and got to my room. Calum called and we talked all night. "SHUT UP WE'RE TRYING TO SLEEP!" Chrissy screamed. "IM TALKING TO CALUM! SO I DON'T CARE!" I yelled back. We continued talking until he got tired. We ended the call and I finally drifted off to sleep at 4:00am. I woke up at 2:00pm