Blowjobs were an everyday thing. (Y/n) Would always give me 1 or 2 a day. I always felt bad that she never asked for anything in return and I didn't reciprocate. It didn't cross my mind until Yeonjun started talking about it.
"Why did you go quiet Binnie?" Yeonjun asked turning his body to me.
"Well (y/n) gives me a lot of blow Jobs but she never asks for anything sexual done to her. Does your girl straight up ask you?" Yeonjun nodded at my question. Which got me into thinking so much more. I sat in my studio waiting for her to come to drop off lunch like she always does.
"Hey Binnie" she walks in setting the food down. I smiled and kissed her lingering a little longer than usual.
"Hey baby" I took her hand and brought her closer so she can sit on my lap.
"Everything okay?" I kissed her shoulder and neck nodding while taking in her scent.
"Yes I just... do you ever want me to you know... you ever want me to eat you out?" Her cheeks went straight maroon.
"Um, why this question all of a sudden?" She tried getting off my lap but I needed this conversation to happen now.
"You give me tons of BJs but you never ask for anything in return so I was curious because Yeonjuns girl asks for it sometimes." She listened closely thinking carefully about her next words.
"You know my ex was like the worst person ever. Well, he told me many times that guys don't like doing that so I don't care if I get it or not because in my head all guys don't like doing that which I understand" she smiled at me. The weird behaviors she gained from being with her ex were normal.
"Babe that's... that's not the truth." I sighed not know what else to say. She looked uncomfortable but guilty at the same time.
"I just... I am sorry the behaviors I learned with him impacted you. I will try to stop." She slipped out of my arms and left my studio quickly. I mentally beat myself up and went after her.
"Babe! Babe! (Y/Full/N)!" She stopped dead in her tracks but didn't turn around. "You have two options you willingly go back to my studio or I carry you back." She turned around and gave me a challenging look.
"Oh, you wanna play that way. You forgot that I am a heavy girl. You won't and CAN'T pick me up because you would get hurt." She crosses her arms and keeps walking. Yeonjun popped his head out of the practice room signaling to the others until everyone was in the hallway.
"You really wanna play like this" I whispered under my breath. I walked up to her and lifted her up over my shoulder slapping her ass and walking back to my studio.
"Soobin!" She yells kicking trying to get off.
"Soobin seriously you are gonna hurt yourself." I lay her on the couch and Hover over her.
"You are working my nerves today"
