I was laying in bed wide awake staring at the ceiling next to my best friend. He was snoring away flat on his back with the blanket stopping at waist. He was shirtless in a pair of shorts making me rethink why I decided to stay the night today. The sudden urge to just run my fingers in the indents if his abs overtook my brain as I reached over and lightly dragged the pads of my fingers over his bare torso. I put my free hand under my head for support and drew patterns and shapes on his warm soft skin.
I sighed and went to take my hand away when he stopped my hand causing my heart to start racing.
"Don't stop it felt good" he opened his eyes and turned his head to look at me. My cheeks were bright red and I was avoiding eye contact.
It was more than obvious that I started catching feelings for my best friend but those so called emotions were never expressed in fear of losing him.
"I am sorry..." I said barely above a whisper.
"Sorry for what?" He turned over to his side and placed his hand under his head like I was laying.
"I..." I started but was speechless because of the situation.
We laid there staring at each other for quite sometime when the glimmer in his eyes widened and he pulled me into his body.
His arm went under my head while the other wrapped around my waist. His lips touched my forehead leaving a small peck. Then left a small peck on the top of my nose. His nose rubbed up against mine making me smile which made him chuckle.
"You have a beautiful smile... I wish to be the cause of it all the time" his smile dropped to a serious face and his deep raspy whisper flooded my brain making my smile drop.
"Soobin..." I whispered in a slight gasp. My hand was over his heart that was beating so fast I couldn't process. I looked down at my hand then back at him.
"I mean it... and I know you feel it as well" his eyes flickered from my lips to my eyes a few times.
"Kiss me" I said. Something took over my body making me blurt those two words out.
He smiled and gently placed his lips on mine. He was still hesitant about how I would react so I scooted my body closer which caused him to deep the kiss. His hand was flat on my back pulling me in closer the deeper the kiss got. My hands made their way into his hair tangling into his silky soft brown locks. His tongue explored my mouth gently and I tugged at his bottom lip every time he tried to pull away too quickly.
He pulled away and connected our foreheads smiling and breathing hard trying to catch his breath.
"I need to stop..." he whispered leaving a lingering peck on my lips.
"Why?" I questioned making eye contact with him.
"I am getting aroused and I don't want to do that yet... I at least want to take you on a proper date first." I smiled at his gentlemen like manner and started blushing profusely.
"Okay..." I whispered making him smile.
