"Beomgyu do you know why (y/n) isn't t answering my text lately?" I had just texted her for the 4th time in one hour and she wouldn't answer. I was getting worried this was going on for a few days now. Beomgyus Face had guilt written all over it making me Internally panic.
"I didn't mean to" his voice cracked saying that.
"What did you do?" I stood up and paced back and forth in the practice room.
"I asked her why you two don't hold hands or hug around us and if it's like that everywhere as well..."
"And?" My heart started beating faster and I started sweating more than I already was.
"And she cried saying yes and that it's her fault because she approached you for the relationship and thought you were just dating her out of pity..." I facepalmed thinking of what to do. I ran to the other side of the room and took my things getting ready to leave when (y/n) walks in. Her small figure shrunk down looking smaller causing my heart to stop and the fragile facade she had on today. I love her so much I forgot to breathe at just the sight of her.
"Beomgyu..." she looked in and saw Beomgyu immediately walking up to him. I threw everything down and approached her. I placed my left hand on her waist turning her into my body and my right hand on her face. She let out a small gasp surprised by the sudden contact. I looked into her eyes and pulled her lips to meet mine. The big height difference made it uncomfortable so I bent down and picked her up wrapping my legs around my waist and holding her by the back of her thighs.
I pulled away breathing hard. She literally takes my breath away. Her head landed on my shoulder and her body jerked and shook like she was crying.
"Baby, are you crying?" I asked her sitting down and sitting her in my lap.
"A-are you ch-cheating on me?" My heart hurt and I was taken aback.
"Why would you think that?" Her eyes were red and tears flowing constantly down her face. My voice quivered but I cleared my throat making an attempt to stay strong.
"Y-you kissed me a-and touched me in front of B-beomgyu" my heart dropped to the pit of my stomach. I never knew how bad this affected her.
"No baby I would never do that. I was jealous and mad that you told Beomgyu what you told him after a stupid question he asked you. I am so sorry that I didn't know the damage I was doing to you and our relationship." The rest of the boys walked in and saw what was going on not understanding but giving us space.
"I am also sorry for not telling you how I felt..." I wiped her tears with my thumb gently and kiss her forehead pulling her deeper into my embrace.
"Come on I am taking you home to cuddle" she nodded and walked out the door waiting for me outside. I told the boys I was leaving and told Beomgyu to fill them in.
When I got to the dorm she was shy. It was her first time here with me alone. I pulled her into my room and shut the door kissing her gently and caressing her exposed skin. I walked backwards to the bed and flipped us when my thighs hit the edge of the mattress. Her back hit the bed and I landed on my elbows hovering over her. I kissed her slow and deep, my tongue moving lazily against her. I kissed down her jaw to her neck nibbling a little. Things were slowly heating up. I pulled her shirt off running my hands up and down her sides slowest. I left a trail of wet kisses on her chest and down the valley of her breast to the top of her jeans. I reached up and unhooked her bra gently looking deep into her eyes. I smiled sweetly before pecking her lips. She pulled my shirt off and ran her hands down my torso.
"(Y/n)..." the sight beneath me was so beautiful I wanted to cry.
"Yes, Soobin?" Her huge beautiful doe eyes looked up at me with curiosity.
"I love you so fucking much and I never I mean never want to lose you. I lost all interest in humans if it's not you!" I chuckled and she giggled placing her hand on my cheek.
"I love you too Soobin" she whispered against my lips.
We finished undressing quickly with a lot of laughter and a lot of kisses between the two of us. I laid her back down and hovered over her again. I rubbed the tip of our noses together as I aligned myself member at her entrance and thrust in a little. The deeper I went the more her face showed pleasure. I bit my bottom lip trying to control myself.
When I got the go-ahead I thrust slow and deep. I kissed her neck and chest while moving my hips and wrapped my lips around her erect nipples twirling my tongue and slightly sucking, eliciting a moan from her mouth.
"Mmm," I hummed on her skin. I stopped my movements and licked a long stride from the middle of her stomach up to her collarbone.
"S-soo-soob-in" her voice trembled with pleasure.
"Mmm baby your skin taste so good... you taste good" I smirked capturing her lips with mine in a passionate kiss. My thrust started getting sloppier and she kept getting tighter. She was moaning constantly in my mouth.
"Soobin" she whispered in a warning tone.
"I know baby me too" I whispered and ran my hand down her body reaching her clit and gently rubbing. She arched her back and her eyes rolled back. I rode her high out while reaching mine and finishing inside her. I pulled out and got us both cleaned up laying next to her and pulling the covers over our naked bodies.
"I love you don't forget that okay" she nodded and closed her eyes falling asleep. I laid there with my head on my pillow watching her sleep soundly. I removed fly-away strands of hair from her face smiling at what just happened. I heard the doorknob twist and the door open slowly than a thread of whispers and shushing sounds before the door closed again. I kissed her forehead pulling her body closer to me before falling asleep as well.
