I was in the middle of a serious make-out session with the School fuckboy. I had a secret crush on him but was not letting my emotions get in the way of this moment. He was hovering over me on my couch with only his jeans on. I was a virgin and I didn't know if he knew that but I wasn't going to embarrass myself and tell him right now. His hand was roaming my body. He slide his hand into the waistband of my pants and stopped.
"Can I continue?" He whispered between heavy breaths. I nodded mentally preparing for what was going to happen. His hand entered my panties and started rubbing my clit. His tongue entered my mouth playing with mine. I felt this knot in my stomach causing me to tense up.
"Soobin..." I whispered. He hummed on my neck leaving kisses behind.
"I am a virgin and I feel this knot in my stomach." He pulled back from my neck as the not disappeared and the pleasure coursed through my body. He helped me ride out my first orgasm then sat back confused.
"You are a virgin?" He inhaled moving my hair away from my face. I was red with embarrassment and wouldn't look him in the face.
"Yes..." I whispered hiding my face in my hands.
"So... That was your first orgasm?" I nodded not having the strength to speak. He sat back with his eyes closed.
"Why did you let me proceed and not tell me anything until it was too late?" handed him his shirt and fixed my clothes trying to gain the strength to confront this head-on.
"You are the school's fuck boy. I knew you came here for one thing and one thing only. I was mentally prepared and didn't want to embarrass myself. If you have had enough fun thinking of ways to ruin my life after you tell everyone you can leave. Thank you for whatever that was but... I think I ruined the mood." I stood up and was making my way to the bathroom when he took hold of my wrist stopping me.
"Is that what you think of me?" He asked a little hurt.
"Which part the fuck boy part or the telling everyone and ruining my life part?" I asked annoyed. He pushed me up against the bathroom door with my hands pinned to either side of my head.
"I am going to prove to you I am not either of those. I did come here for one thing but it wasn't for that. I really like you. If it was anyone else I wouldn't even have kissed them fucked and left. No words exchanged between us cold and everything... But no... I actually want something with you." I scoffed and rolled my eyes making him mad.
"I bet you say that to everyone" I faced him and saw his face fall and tears well up in his eyes.
"Okay... I am sorry for stealing your first orgasm... And I will prove to you I can be loyal to you and only you." He pulled his shirt on and collected his things quickly. He looked at me one more time before leaving. My heart broke and fluttered all in one. I had a crush on him, yes but I knew my worth much more.
The next day at school Soobin waited for me at my locker and walked me to each class during passing period. In free period he sat with me and did homework actually asking questions on how to do something.
"I thought I would never see this day! Soobin being a whole ass simp!" JR walked over to my table and patted Soobins back.
"Leave us alone JR" Soobin said calmly closing his book and packing both of us up.
"What did you do to tame him Doll Face? Maybe you can try it on me..." He laughed making Soobin lose his temper.
"I haven't touched her and she hasn't touched me. I told you nicely to leave and I will tell you nicely again." JR fronted him but Soobin was much taller.
"You want to think about that twice?" JR smirked chuckling lowly.
"Soobin lets go" I stood up taking my bookbag.
"Lets go" He said taking his bookbag and Mine out of my hands.
"Look so whipped he is carrying her things." Soobin turned around and punched him in the mouth. JR was stunned at the powerful hit.
"I told you to leave us alone. Just because I actually like someone and they possibly like me back doesnt mean I am a simp. You are lower than dirt right now! Leave. My. Girl. ALONE!" I pulled Soobin out of there and quickly trying not to get in trouble.
"What the fuck was that?" I asked totally confused.
"I am done being a fuck boy. I told you all I want is you." He mumbled.
"And that was your way of telling everyone?"
"He started it first" Soobin scoffed.
"Bu-" He cut me off and pulled my lips to his by the back of my neck. He kissed me deep and full of passion. Once he pulled away i melted. I gave in and handed him my heart. I started walking away while he chuckled at the pink tint on my cheeks.
"Yeah okay, whatever I have had a crush on you all this time as well" I scoffed and opened his passenger side door to his car and got in.
"You are super cute" he yelled laughing.
(A/N: I am going through a little bit of writers block. This was a request and I actually have a few others. Please be patient with me while I navigate my way back from writers block!!)
