Soobin's POV
I was taking a picture of (Y/N) with a lost dog. She loved animals. She gave up her dream of being a veterinarian because it's really hard to get in and very competitive. I looked at her simple beauty. She had no makeup on and was dressed in an oversized shirt and tight jeans, but she still looked stunning. It was crazy. I would be lying if I wasn't starting to feel something. I kept looking at her as the owner of the dog came to get him and she was kissing the dog handing him over.
"You look beautiful" I whispered to myself, but she heard me and started blushing.
"Um... I think we should go meet up with the boys." She took my hand for the very first time. I was so shocked that she initiated that. Half an hour later we got to the HYBE building where we were meeting the boys to see what the plans were.
"great job Soobin you are all over the place with (Y/N)" Beomgyu pats my back. He is the only one that knows that I am falling for her. I sat down and (Y/N) was just standing waiting. I pulled her onto my lap as she stiffened her body once our bodies touched.
"relax I am not going to do anything" I whisper in her ear as her body relaxes.
"You two look pretty real for being a fake couple." Taehyun looks up from his phone before getting a death glare from Yeonjun.
"No Taehyun is right. Is there something you two would like to tell us?" Kai looks over at us suspiciously.
"No, we are just friends. We like each other's company. Is that so bad?" (Y/N) cocked her head to the side like a confused puppy. Everyone's gazes softened and retreated from us. I was blushing and feeling very embarrassed. She could feel the tension, so she got up and sat on the floor.
"So, what are we doing today?" I ask, trying to take control of the situation.
"Well (Y/N) is staying with us for a couple of days so we thought a movie night at home would be good," Kai says, sitting on the couch reading. When (Y/N) notices he is reading she sits next to the couch on the floor as Kai took a book out of his bag and handed it to her without looking up from the page or even looking at her huge sparkly eyes. She gets comfortable and starts reading.
"So, when did (Y/N) and Kai get so friendly?" I turn and ask Yeonjun, who is sitting beside me.
"They started their own book club and exchanged books all the time. Right now, (Y/N) got him to read one of her favorite books for this week."
"this week how fast do they go through books?" I was astonished by this statement.
"um depending how big the book is (Y/N) get through it in 2-3 days and Kai 3-5 days." Yeonjun jumps into the conversation.
"Wow, so she is really smart?" I ask very amused by her brain.
"She has an IQ of 120-125. Of course, she is smart." I was taken aback by this but decided to stay quiet.
We got home and (Y/N) settled in Yeonjun's room. We all got showered and put on Pajamas. (Y/N) was wearing the cutest little outfit ever as she came out holding a Koya plushie and Koya pillow with a Koya blanket and plopping herself on the ground where we were all sitting.
"I am guessing Yeonjun got you all that?" Beomgyu points to all her BT21 merch as she nods.
"Okay, what movie do we want to watch?" I pick up the remote and start scrolling. We all were talking on the group chat because the boys had found out I had a crush on her.
TH: Yeonjun Kai can you two Handle a scary movie for Soobin's sake
K: I guess
Y: UGH! Fine but if he doesn't get the girl at the end I am going to be pissed. You hear that Choi Soobin. Don't mess this up.
I look at him and nod my head.
"Okay we are going to watch a scary movie" I picked one. It started off slow, but (Y/N) started getting really scared.
"hey (Y/N) come, sit with me" I extended my arm and she quickly got up and sat next to me curled up in a little ball as close to my body as possible. Another scary part happened, and she jumped and ended up on my lap with her head in my neck and my arms wrapped tightly around her.
"Hey (Y/N) it is okay" I whisper in her ear and kiss her cheek. She stiffened and pulled away to look me in the eyes. We sat there staring into each other's eyes lost in space. I looked down at her lips not realizing what I was doing when the movie ended and Yeonjun turned on the lights, breaking us out of our trance.
"Binnie?" (Y/N) whispers shakily. "Do you think I can sleep with you? I am um... I am scared to go to sleep" she looks at me like a lost puppy about to cry. I smile at her and bring her to my chest before giving the boys a thumbs up for helping me. I take her small hand and walk up to my room. When we enter, she lays on the left side of the bed and I lay on the right. We stayed our distance until I felt her body shaking.
"hey (Y/N). Everything will be alright... I promise I won't let anything bad happen to you, so you can sleep okay." I put my hand on her back that was facing me. She didn't turn around, but she scooted closer that her back was against my chest and I was spooning her. Did she like me back?
2 am rolled around and I was still awake trying to figure out a way to confess to her. I held her close to me and traced shape into her bare skin anywhere I could reach. I also decided to memorize her addictive scent. She turned around and woke up facing me.
"It is 2 am go to sleep" I smile at her and she smiles back at me.
"Why are you not asleep?" She asked me in a groggy voice.
"I um... I have a lot on my mind" I look away from her, but she snuggles deeper into my chest taking a deep breath.
"Can I tell you a secret?" I looked down at her and put my hand on the back of her neck playing with her hair.
"Of course," I say softly.
"I like someone, but I am terrified to tell them because I have an OCD issue with body fluids. Well, any fluids and messes in general, and if I tell this person and they like me, but don't understand my problem then it will never work out" She lowers her head and my heart breaks.
"If you are telling me secrets let me tell you one. I also like someone. I am afraid to tell her because what we have is beautiful, but I want to have more with this person. This person is so beautiful and has the best personality ever. The crazy thing is I am not supposed to fall for her, but I did anyway." She shuffles a little, not wanting to provide eye contact with me. I take her chin and bring it up to me, so our eyes meet.
"What if I told you that person is you? What if I tell you I am falling really hard for you?" she looked at me blushing. Before any of us could process anything, I kissed her. I pulled away quickly remembering her OCD.
"I am so sorry I will never do that again without your consent. I really-," I didn't get to finish my apology before she kissed me softly. We were lightly making out. I was taking it slowly not wanting to trigger her and for her to know I understand and am willing to wait. We fell asleep in a tight embrace.
