It was a rainy day and we all were at a cabin for a few weeks in the woods. It was really pretty even in the rain. The boys were in the living room on their 3rd Mario cart tournament and I was laying in the library watching the rain hit the window and create small streams until it dropped off the concrete ledge. I loved days like this just in a calm environment where I can watch nature react to the rain and breathe in that wonderful earthy smell. It made me feel more grounded and connect to the planet.
I got this sudden urge to walk outside even though it was pouring. I was in a white dress like in my dream and barefoot walking through the wet muddy grass. I stopped shy of the edge of the woods and crouched down in a sitting position. I rested my head on my arms that were hugging my knees and closed my eyes taking a deep breath feeling so calm I could fall asleep. I heard a sweet melody of a lullaby playing rocking me to sleep with the swaying of the trees. I was so calm and happy at this moment. Like overly happy with no real reason. I smiled taking a deep breath again feeling the rain gently fall on my bare skin and roll down until it dripped off of me. My nose was a little cold but this felt so right.
"(Y/N)! (Y/N)! WHAT ARE YOU DOING? COME BACK INSIDE YOU WILL CATCH A COLD!" I heard Soonbin's voice but felt frozen in my spot. I looked back into the woods and saw 2 green glowing eyes staring back at me. It made me want to reach out to them. I started walking into the edge of the woods when Soobin wrapped a towel around me and led me inside.
"Th-thanks" I shivered coming back to my senses in reality.
"What were you doing?" He asked looking back into the woods.
"It was calm and quiet I just kind of... I don't know" I looked up at him just as confused. He walked me back inside and sat me on the kitchen Island while Yeonjun went to get me new clothes and Soobin dried me the best he could.
"What do you remember?" Beomgyu asked me handing me warm honey lemon tea.
"I was sitting by the window watching the rain. I then heard this deafening silence that made me want to go outside so I did. I sat at the edge of the woods and almost fell asleep from the calm quiet bubble around. I then saw 2 glowing green eyes in the woods and that was when Soobin approached me and brought me inside." Yeonjun handed Soobin the clothes and whispering something into his ear. I was starting to get shaken up and cry. I have never fully bawled in front of them. Soobin dropped everything and hugged me. Everyone was super scared even me.
"Babe, what's wrong? You are not in trouble or anything. I was scared you would get hurt or sick. I didn't mean to scare you." He didn't do anything. I just got this sudden rush of emotions that made me react like this. I was so overwhelmed with emotions I couldn't speak nor get my crying under control. Beomgyu brought my mug to my lips and helped me take a sip so I could calm down.
"I have no idea why I just started crying like that. I am super scared all of a sudden. What had that much power over me?" I sniffled cuddling into Soobins arms on the couch after calming down, getting dry, and changing my clothes.
"It's okay... Just promise me you won't go near the woods again." Yeonjun pointed his finger at me strictly.
"I promise" I started crying again thinking of having to go to sleep and sleeping alone in a bed.
"Babe come on... Don't worry none of us will let anything happen to you we promise." I wiped my eyes and took a deep breath.
"Can I sleep with you tonight Soobin..." I whispered while he turned on the TV.
"of course... Whatever makes you feel better" He kissed the top of my head and turned to tell Yeonjun to give him the blanket next to him.
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Soobin and I fell asleep on the couch and everyone else was scattered all over the living room. I heard a Meowing and a tapping making me jump in fear and throw the blanket over my head. It was a bad habit I had that was not going to save me in a real emergency.
"Soobin" I nudged him gently trying to wake him up.
"(Y/N)? Are you awake?" I heard Yeonjuns sleepy raspy voice call me.
"Yes," I whispered back, sitting up to look at him in the darkroom lit with the street lamp from outside. The meow and tapping were heard again. Yeonjun stood up and walked over to the window I was by earlier that day.
"It's a cat" Yeonjun chuckled laughing at himself for overreacting.
"Oh, my Yeonjun let it in. It must be cold and hungry" Yeonjun unlocked and opened the window letting the cat in and drying it with a towel.
"We don't have cat food but we can get some tomorrow and a litter box as well" I nodded sneezing 5 times in a row while the cat rubbed up against my face.
"(Y/N) are you allergic to cats?" He tried to stifle a laugh.
"Yes, but they are so cute. I will be fine with allergy medicine and benadryl." I hugged the cat tighter. I looked into its eyes and saw the glowing green eyes but much smaller.
"(Y/N) let's get back to bed" Yeonjun placed the cat in a basket full of blankets and towels.
"Yeah, I can give it more love tomorrow fully rested" Yeonjun turned off the lap and laid back in his spot while I cuddled back into Soobins body. Something didn't feel right but I couldn't quite put my finger on it.
(A/N: Not gonna lie I caused myself some severe anxiety writing this but I hope you enjoy it.)
