Long distance [RWBY, Whiterose]

Chapter 26: You suck

A knock erupted from behind a door. "Yang... I brought you some food." A voice called out on the other side.

Yang paid no mind in responding as she stared at the ground. There was a perfectly working television that sat in front of her bed but for some reason the flashing lights and people seemed boring. She just wanted to be left alone.

"You need to eat." A voice said much closer then before, she hadn't even realized she even opened the door. That was her girlfriend though, the most quietest person she knew.

"I'm not hungry." Yang mumbled looking at the TV to pretend she was paying more attention to it.

Blake sighed setting down a plate gently on the nightstand. "You need to eat." Her voice was calm and quite as if she was to loud Yang would break.

Yang didn't respond on she stared forward ignoring her. Blake face fell as she placed her hand on top of Yang's hand. Yang jerked it away without a second thought.

Blake opened her mouth then closed it. She would be lying if she said that didn't hurt her, she wanted to be there for Yang but she wouldn't let her. She might be a hypocrite for hating it as she did it before but being on the receiving end felt like she was being stabbed a hundred times.

"I... I care about you." Blake mumbled. "I know I won't understand what happened-"

"That's the thing you won't and never will." Yang calmly said. "It feels like it's still there and I swear it even feels itchy even though it's absent... I'm still not use to it and I never will." Yang looked at Blake with a hard gaze. "You aren't helping."

Blake looked down clenching her teeth. "At least I'm not mopping around!" Blake snapped. "Look I understand what happened is traumatizing, hell I know it better then ANYONE." Blake's voice cracked at the end. "The most you can do is tell me so we can get through this together!" Blake reached for Yang's hand again, Yang didn't pull it away and she held it between her hands with a soft gaze. "You're problem is my problem, I will literally do anything to just see you okay again."

Yang's face stayed the same through out. In her mind she was going insane denying every single thing, in real life her face stayed neutral as if she was taking it all in. One sentence screamed through her head repeatedly as if begging- urging her to utter the words, to just get it all over with so she can finally be alone.

"Then leave me alone." Yang muttered pulling her hand away.

"Besides that." Blake sighed.

"You said you would do anything though." Yang pointed out.

"You got me there." Blake chuckled which was her really trying to see if it made Yang seem even the slightest happier which it didn't.

Yang glanced at Blake letting out a loud breath out of her nose.

"I'm going to be honest, as we've promised, I missed the old Yang... You don't even smile at me laughing... You don't even look at me like you love me anymore." Blake addressed rubbing her arm, tears threatened to spill through her eyes that she blinked away.

Silence filled the room as Yang stared forward while Blake stared straight at her. It would be a lie if Yang said she didn't feel a bit bad about it but her lips wouldn't move, she just stared at the show that was currently playing with disinterest.

"I love you." Blake breathed out. "You don't have to say it back, I just want you to know that."

Yang looked over at Blake when she walked out to leave. "Blake."

Blake turned back with a soft smile happy that Yang called her. Just hearing her voice was enough to bring her spirits up.

"I think we should break up." Yang said emotionlessly.