Deswegen hasse ich dich

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"Welcome to Looklab, Lucrezia Fuchs. First of all, how are you?", begrüßte mich Nikki. Sie sah einfach fantastisch aus. Von Haare, über Make-up, zu ihren Klamotten. Alles war aufeinander abgestimmt und sah an ihr einfach perfekt aus.

"I'm pretty good, thank you! How are you doing?", fragte ich aus Höflichkeit.

"I was doing good too, but now I'm even better since I got to meet you.", schmeichelte sie mir "Lucrezia, your name sounds kind of spanish or italian, but you aren't born anywhere near that. So, have you got any family somewhere else than in Germany?"

"Actually, no. My whole family was always German, kind of goes back some generations. My parents decided their daughter shouldn't get a common name and so they thought of other names and decided to go for Lucrezia.", antwortete ich. Aufgrund meines Namens wurde ich schon öfters so etwas gefragt, weswegen die Antwort immer wie aus der Pistole geschossen kam.

"Okay, you've got creative parents!", lachte sie "How is rehearsal going?"

"Well, it's okay. You know, everything will come together at the final rehearsal and I'm so excited to perform the final version, because right now, we're just practicing my movement and the technical stuff, and of course my voice. So yeah, I guess it will get better."

"Then I wish you the best of luck for your performance. But tell me more about your song and your, actually pretty clear message behind it."

"So, I don't want to tell too much already but the basic idea is to give people a voice that can't speak out loud right now, for various reasons and tell them that they're not alone. Most important is that we can stand together and, possibly also my situation as an example, how I transformed my trauma, my greatest weakness in something to inspire and help people."

"Wow, that sounds so strong. I'd love to hear more about it, but I believe we will just see it in the finale. So we'll move on with the questions, because I got to ask, how did you start your music career? Because I've seen you before, but I'll let you tell more about it", lachte sie.

"Okay, so I had a job as an actress a year ago, but I've always loved music, I've been dancing ballet since I was 5 years old and that pretty much combined acting and my love towards music. How I ended up here? I have no idea, but I'm grateful to be able to spread my message.", antwortete ich.

"Oh my, I know exactly how you ended up here, you're just gorgeous and have a lot of talent that's ready to be seen darling!"

Ich lächelte und wurde etwas rot.

"Since this is a competition, who would you give your 12 points?", fragte sie.

"Oh god, I have no idea. Do I have to decide?"

Sie nickte nur grinsend.

"Well, I love Ukraine, oh but Russia is great too, and Finland...but I like Italy as well. This is a tough one! But I think I'll decide for Russia. Manizha is just great, I love her personality and her spirit, it's Russia for me.", entschied ich mich endlich.

"I love her too, she's just gorgeous", stimmte mir Nikki zu " Is there any word or phrase you'd like to know in Dutch?"

"What about: Leave me alone, I wanna sleep.", lachte ich.

"That would be: Laat me met rust, ik wil slapen ", meinte sie grinsend "I feel your mood so much girl!"

"I will definitely not repeat that, but it sounds similar in German actually.", stellte ich fest.

"Sadly it seems like our time is nearly up, but I've still got some Dutch sweets and biscuits, if you want some.", bot sie mir an.

"Thank you very much!", erwiderte ich und nahm von jeder Sorte eine Sache. Für eine Verabschiedung hatten wir nicht allzu viel Zeit, da Finland gleich nach mir interviewed wurde. Ich umarmte Nikki und schlängelte mich an den gut aussehenden jungen Herren vorbei und nickte ihnen freundlich zur Begrüßung zu, achtete aber kleinlichst darauf sie nicht aus Versehen zu berühren.

Ich machte mich auf den Weg in den Versammlungsraum mit den Tischtennisplatten und der Lounge, da ich dort noch das Match offen hatte. Gott, wirklich viel Lust darauf hatte ich nicht, ein ruhiger Abend mit Netflix im Bett alleine hätte mir auch nicht geschadet.

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Huhu, ich bin's wieder. Wollte mich nur kurz für 1000 reads bedanken! Deswegen ein etwas längeres Kapitel als sonst. Tut mir leid, dass alles etwas unregelmäßig ist, wird aber bald hoffentlich wieder!
Man sieht sich hoffentlich in ein paar Kapiteln wieder, denn ohne zu viel Tea zu spillen, es wird noch heiß und dramatisch ;)