"Whoever you choose, you will still end up hurting one of them. Choose. Being in love with two people at the same time is bullshit. Your choice, Johnny or Jaehyun?"
𝐀 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐉𝐨𝐡𝐧𝐧𝐲, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐉𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲...
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I stared blankly at the article that was published about me. I've been reading a lot of blogs with same topic like this and believe it or not, I'm not an idol but I had my name trending on Naver and Twitter.
I kinda saw this coming when I started getting close to them. They're idols, they're monitored almost 24/7 by everyone.
But i'm okay with it, as long as they're not throwing hates on me, I'm good.
Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months. The more I work here, the more I develop such friendship with them.
It's unbelievable how my first ever circle of friends are people like them. We're not just the staff and idol right now, when I say we're friends, we really are.
Whenever we hangout, they make me feel like i'm not just a staff and they behave like normal persons in front of me too.
I'm so happy that even my life sucks, I could still be a friend to them. They once got me emotional because they're all sweet! They can openly tell me their problems, rant me their annoyance and even shares some of their secrets.
They made me feel that I still have a worth.
"Aren't you tired reading those articles?" Jaehyun sat beside me and snatched my phone from my hand.
"I'm reading the comments. I want to know if they're just really envious or mad at me." I told him and took my phone back.
"And if they're mad what would you do?" He asked at looked at me seriously.
Shrugging my shoulders off, I raised my head and focused my eyes to the endless blue sky from the huge window in front of us. "I'd retire." I simply answer.
"Yah." He called, his deep voice almost echoed inside my head. "You're joking right?" He added. The fear in his voice is very obvious, I can't with him!
"I'm not joking. Johnny knows it, I only want a peaceful life. In fact, I've already lost it since your fans already found out about me." But of course, I'm just teasing him!
This work has been paying my bills so there's no way I'd give up this job just because of they're fans.
If they're jealous, it's not my problem anymore. I'm just doing my work!
"Even if they hate you, they will never change the fact that you're close with us but they're kind tho, they like you don't they?"
